XX saukunis germanulenovani poeziidan

TviTgamocema

AUS DER DEUTSCHSPRACHIGEN POESIEDES XX. JAHRHUNDERTS

GEORG TRAKLHANS ARPERNST MEISTERPAUL CELANHANS MAGNUS ENZENSBERGER

AUS DEM DEUTSCHEN INS GEORGISCHE ÜBERSETZTVON

DATO BARBAKADSE

Umschlagabbildung:GIA BUGADSE: DIE SPIRALE (2003, Tbilissi)

Bindung: LEVAN KAVLELI

SELBSTVERLAG, Tbilissi 2012, MaiErste Auflage

TviTgamocema, Tbilisi 2012, maisi

pirveli gamocema

wigni gamodis sam egzemplarad, xelnaweris uflebiT.

ISBN 978-9941-0-4450-2

XX saukunis

germanulenovani poeziidan

georg Trakli

hans arpi

ernst maisteri

paul celani

hans magnus encensbergeri

germanulidan Targmna

daTo barbaqaZem

georg Trakli

1887-1914

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7

Semodgomaze

amonTebulan RoburebTan mzesumzirebi,

mzenaTels wynarad misxdomian avadmyofebi.

xnulebs damReren muyaiTad qalTa rigebi,

irgvliv iRvreba zarTa rekvis saamo xmebi.

mogiyvebian frinvelebi Soreul ambebs,

irgvliv iRvreba zarTa rekvis saamo xmebi.

ezo-karidan violinos hangebi aRwevs.

dRes Rvinomuqad iwureba yurZnis mtevnebi.

saxe kacisa aRsavsea laRi ferebiT.

dRes Rvinomuqad iwureba yurZnis mtevnebi.

farTod ganxvnili daSTenilan sacxedreebi,

mzis sxivTa mier naCuqurTmev-naalersevi.

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Cemi guli saRamoobiT

saRamoJami Ramurebis Zaxils moucavs.

mindorze rokavs wyvili cxeni

da wiTeli nekerCxali gabmiT Srialebs.

mgzavrs gzad funduki auCndeba moulodnelad.

didebulia surneleba kaklisa da axali Rvinis.

didebulia: uRran tyeSi mTvrali kacis mimoxeteba.

Sav totebs miRma sneuli xmiT reken zarebi.

saxe cvariT dainameba.

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glexebi

sarkmels simwvane da siwiTle moefineba.

Savad Sekvamlul da Werdabal darbazSi erTgan

moaxleebi da glexebi sadilad sxedan;

puri tydeba da gril kaTxebSi Rvino isxmeba.

SuadRis Jamia, micemuli uRrmes siCumes,

xanad da xanad Zunwi sityva Camovardeba.

sarkmelSi moCans savargulTa mwiri naTeba

da - Sori zeca, tyviasaviT mZime da mrume.

keraze cecxli iklakneba da igrixeba

da mimobzuis buzTa gundi erTxma bzuiliT.

gasusul qalebs moreviaT Clungi dumili

da Rvivis maTi safeTqeli, sisxliT ivseba.

xarbad mzirali, waawydeba zogjer Tvals Tvali,

Zroxis xviTqi rom moefrqveva oTaxs msubuqad.

msaxuri locvas wamoiwyebs monotonurad,

xolo kars miRma Tavis saTqmels ambobs mamali.

da kvlav - saTibSi, sadac xSirad Zrwola Seipyrobs

maT, TavTavebis foriaqSi gamoxveulebs,

da gamyinavad da Tanabrad moqneul celebs

xma aqvT im celis, erTaderTi aCrdili rom flobs.

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sicocxlis suli

CaSla, foTleuls msubuqad rom Camoabnelebs, -

tyeSi binadrobs uSoresi misi dumili.

miinavleba, viT aCrdili, male sofeli.

daikos bage Sav totnarSi Cumad metyvelebs.

miefareba male mzeras kaci euli,

iqneb mwyemsia, Sav biliks rom daswrafebia.

gamoabijebs wynarad mxeci xeTa tevridan,

Tvali RvTaebrivs sadac xedavs gaocebuli.

lurji mdinare milivlivebs, koxtad marebi,

mwuxris ca Rrublis gamoCeniT aris moculi;

da iqve - sulis mdumareba angelozuri.

nadgurdebian warmavali suraT-xatebi.

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tyispiri

karl minixs

mrume wablnari. xandazmulebi dasrialeben

frTxilad umSvides

Semwuxrebis Jams; koxta foTlebi irgvliv msubuqad

Wkneba da xmeba;

sasaflaoze SaSvi gardacvlil biZaSvils tkbilad

Seexumreba,

angelas qera maswavlebeli Tan axlavs axla da

gverds umSvenebs.

eklesiebis vitraJebidan imzers sikvdilis wminda

xateba;

Tumc sisxlisferi foni sarkmelTa qufria da suls

gloviT aRavsebs.

dRes daketili aris karibWe. mnaTe ganagebs taZris

gasaRebs.

moCvenebebs ki baRSi daiko Sinaurulad ebaaseba.

Zvel sardafebSi Rvino dgeba da oqrosferi da

kamkama xdeba,

vaSli surnelebs. da sixaruli cxra mTas iqidan

rodi anaTebs.

da mounusxavT umal bavSvebi xangrZliv mimwuxrze

naambob zRaprebs;

naz sigiJesac gamouCndeba xSirad es oqro -

WeSmariteba.

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moedineba silurje, savse rezedebiT da oTaxebs

sanTlis

Suqi anaTebs. da morCilTaTvis ukve mzad aris

sasufeveli.

tyispirs srialiT eSveba Tavqve kaci mavani, bedi

euli;

dRe gailia da zRurblze Cndeba angelozuri

simSvide Ramis.

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samaxsovro Canawerebis Zvel wignSi

damibrundebi, mwuxarebav, isev da isev,

o, myudroeba euli sulis.

dasasrulad iwvis oqros dRe.

keTilxmovani, daZiruli msubuq sigiJes,

Tvinierad miecema tkivils morCili.

mzera miapyar! binddeba ukve.

mogvibrundeba kvlavac Rame; moTqvams mokvdavi

da TanaugrZnobs msgavsi, mokvdavi.

mocaxcaxe Semodgomis varskvlavqveSeTSi,

JamTasvlis kvalad, Tavi miwyiv ufro mZimed

Caekideba.

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gardasaxva

me-2 redaqcia

baRebi, wiTlad daferili, Semodgomuri:

sicocxle srulad warmoCndeba am siCumeSi.

kacs yavisferi lerwis Reri uWiravs xelSi,

misi mzera ki yru tkiviliT aris moculi.

mwuxrze: nabiji, Savma miwam romelic icis,

wiTel wifelTa mdumarebas uecrad arRvevs.

lurji nadiri cdilobs sikvdils muxlmoyriT

daxvdes,

SemaZrwuneblad ganileva samosi misi.

traqtiris irgvliv netareba sufevs namdvili,

mwvane balaxSi Cakargula ieri msmelis.

anwlis nayofi, RviniT Troba, fleita neli,

rezedis surnels mimoabnevs qali Cavlili.

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kacobrioba

cecxlovan ufskruls SerCenili kacobrioba,

bnel, mebrZol SublTa mimoqceva, cema dafdafTa,

sisxlis burusSi mwyobrad svla da rkinis zeoba,

sasowarkveTa da wyvdiadi mgloviar TavTa:

wiTeli fuli, evas Crdili da nadiroba.

Rrubeli, SuqiT darRveuli, es ziareba.

puri da Rvino aRsavsea saTno dumiliT

da aq Tormeti mociqulis aris Sekreba.

zeTisxilis qveS, ismis ZilSi maTi yvirili;

Tomas xeli ki WrilobaSi CaiZireba.

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DE PROFUNDIS

veli namkali, ai, sad wvims Savbneli wvima.

xe moJamuli, ai, ra dgas ganmartoebiT.

qari avsuli, ai, raa ukacuri qoxmaxebis baton-

patroni.

hoi, rarigad mwuxarea saRamo ese.

oboli gogo

soflis pirs Zunwad SemorCenil Tavels mSvidad

mimoagrovebs.

mwuxris bind-bundSi gavlebuli misi Tvalebi

oqrovani brwyinvalebiT aRivsebian,

zeciur saqmros mouTmenlad moelis saSo.

ukuqcevis Jams

ekal-bardSi mwyemsebma naxes

gaxrwnilebamorevnili tkbili sxeuli.

me var aCrdili, ukun soflebs moSorebuli.

RmerTis siCumes mivirTmevdi

tyis wiaRSi Sobili wylidan.

Cems saxeze civma rkinam gadaiara.

Cemi guli obobebma daisakuTres.

ai, sxivi, Cems bageze romelic gaqra.

RamiT, veran da ukacriel alagad STenils,

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gars mejarvoda nagavi da mtveri varskvlavTa.

kvlavac galoben

TxilnarSi brolis angelozebi.

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fsalmuni

me-2 redaqcia

eZRvneba karl krauss

ai, naTeli, qarma rom danTqa.

ai, triali vel-mindori, naSuadRevs rom datova

mTvralma.

ai, venaxi, xrioki da obobebiT savse xvrelebiT

gaSavebuli.

ai, sivrce, rZiT romelic gadaaTeTres.

ganuteva suli SeSlilma. ai, samxreTis zRvis

kunZuli,

mzis RvTaebasTan Sesaxvedrad gamzadebuli. ismis

dolis xma.

sabrZolo cekvebs asruleben mamakacebi.

xolo qalebi lianebSi da yayaCoebSi ganagrZoben

TeZoTa rxevas,

roca zRva imRers. o, dakargulo Cveno edemo.

nimfebma ukve miatoves oqros tyeebi.

sadRac ucxos asaflaveben. mere JuJuna wvima iwyeba.

miwis mTxrelad panis vaJi ganucxaddebaT,

SuadRisas rom aduRebul asfaltze sZinavs.

ai, ezoSi, cicqna kabebiT, gulisdamfleTi

siRaribiT savse, bavSvebi!

akordebiT da sonatebiT ganmsWvaluli oTaxebi.

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ai, Crdilebi, TvalismomWrel sarkeebs rom

Seerevian.

hospitlis sarkmlebs aTbebian mokeTebuli

avadmyofebi.

CvenTvis TeTr gems arxiT moaqvs sisxlovani

epidemia.

viRacis borot sizmareulSi kvlav aRCndeba dai

ucnobi,

vinc mis varskvlavebs TxilnarSi mcxralad

eTamaSeba.

studenti vinme, SesaZloa oreuli, sarkmliT

mzirali, mas Tvals adevnebs.

xolo mis ukan gardacvlili misiv Zma dgas, an

daeSveba qvemoT Zveli, xveuli kibiT.

ruxi wablnaris sibneleSi gafiTrdeba axalgazrda

morCilis saxe.

baRi saRamos daenTqmeba. xolo monastris

galereaSi Ramurebi daSrialeben.

TamaSs Sewyveten kariskacis bavSvebi da zeciseul

oqros eZeben.

bolo akordi kvartetisa. yrma, Tvaldavsili,

xeivanSi caxcaxiT garbis;

mogvianebiT, civ kedlebTan, sacnauria aCrdili disa,

zRaprebiT da naTlieri legendebiT garemoculi.

ai, navi carieli, mimwuxrze rom Savi arxis dinebas

moaqvs.

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ZvelisZveli TavSesafris yiameTSi bolovdeba

nangrevebi kacobriobis.

baRis kedelTan gardacvlili oblebi wvanan.

sibinZuriT dalaqavebulfrTebiani angelozebi

gamodian moJamuli oTaxebidan.

gadayviTlebul maT quTuToebs wveT-wveTad sdis

matli da Wia.

rogoric axsovT bavSvobis dReebs, eklesiasTan

moedani iseTive qufri da yrua.

sagubarTa vercxlovan fskerze odindeli

cxovrebani Caiqroleben

da mgloviare wylisken daZrulan aCrdilebi

SeCvenebulTa.

TeTri grZneuli samareSi Tavis gvelebs eTamaSeba.

ganixvnebian mdumared RmerTis oqros Tvalebi

sawamebel adgilTa zeda.

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sikvdilis siaxlove

me-2 redaqcia

o, mwuxri, yrmobis ukun soflebs daSurebuli.

tirifebis qveS

mwuxarebis mowamluli amooxvriT ivseba tbori.

o, tye, romelic wynarad daxris Taflisfer

Tvalebs,

roca eulis daConCxil xelebs

aRtacebul dReTa Zowi Camoscvivdeba.

o, siaxlove sikvdilisa. vilocoT. roca

Rame moawevs, gril baliSze

sakmevlisgan gayviTlebul SeyvarebulTa galeuli

kidurebi moeSvebian.

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amin

Zveli oTaxi - lpobis TareSs minebebuli;

yviTel kedlebze - aCrdilebi; bnel sarkeebSi

CvenTa xelTa spilosZvlisferi sevda-naRveli

moikrunCxeba.

mkvdar TiTebs Soris iRvrebian nacrisferi

margalitebi.

lurji yayaCos

Tvalebs ganxvnian siCumeSi angelozebi.

lurjia mwuxric;

Jami Cveni gadagebisa; kvalad - aCrdili azraelis,

ruxi baRis dambnelebeli.

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mwuxris simRera

saRamoJami rom dgeba da daburuli bilikebiT

davemarTebiT,

Cvens win Cvenive gafiTrebuli saxeebi

warmosdgebian.

roca gvwyuria,

Cveni mwuxare yrmobis sitkbos -

tboris TeTr wylebs - davewafebiT.

davdumebulvarT, gardacvlilni, anwlis buCqebSi,

nacrisferi Toliebis Wvretad vqceulvarT.

mogrovdebian qufri qalaqis Tavs Rrublebi

gazafxulisa,

xolo qalaqi dums, viT ganTqmul droTa mowese.

Tvalebi dinjad aRaxile,

avadmyofur Sens xels xeli roca Sevaxe,

ege Jami gadavida didi xania.

magram ros hangi, keTili da bundovani, suls

estumreba,

megobris landSafts Semodgomurs kvlavac TeTrad

gamouCndebi.

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Ramis simRera

uZravis sunTqva. nadiris saxes

gaaSeSebs silurje, lurji feris siwminde.

ZlierebiT aRsavsea dumili qvaSi;

Rameuli frTosnis niRabi. sami lbili xma

aJRerda erT xmad. elai! Seni ieria,

mdumared rom daixreba lurji wylis Tavze.

o! mismieri wynari sarke WeSmaritebis.

martosulis spilosZvlisfer safeTqelTan

dacemuli angelozis anarekli moisaxeba.

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heliani

sulis euli dro rom dgeba,

mSvenieria mzeze gasvla

da zafxulis yviTel kedelTa gayolebiT

gaseirneba.

saTuTad ismis balaxebSi nabijebis xma; panis

vaJiSvils

samaradiso ZiliT sZinavs am nacrisfer

marmariloSi.

mwuxris terasze Taflisferi RviniT vTvrebodiT.

foTlebidan atami wiTlad SemogvRvioda;

neli sonata, sicili laRi.

saamoa Ramis siCume.

xolo bnel velze

daTqmuli gvaqvs paemani mwyemsebTan da TeTr

varskvlavebTan.

roca moawevs Semodgoma,

koromi Cvens win mTeli Tavisi sinaTliT da

brwyinvalebiT aimarTeba.

wiTel kedelTa gayolebiT vexetebiT mSvidobianni

da mwyurval mzeras gavadevnebT frinvelTa frenas.

mimwuxrze TeTri wyliT ivseba ferflis urnebi.

SiSvel totnarSi zeimobs zeca.

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sufTa xelebiT moaqvs glexkacs puri da Rvino

da neba-neba mwifs nayofi mziT avsebul sakuWnaoSi.

o, rarigad mkacria da seriozuli Zvirfas mkvdarTa

saxe-ieri!

mxolod marTali mzeris ZaliT aRivsebian

sixaruliT maTi sulebi.

uZlevelia mdumareba ganZrcvili baRis,

sadac norC morCils Subli mourTavs yavisferi

foTlis gvirgviniT

daewafeba misi sunTqva yinulis oqros.

xelebi lurji wylis siZveles Seerevian

an daikoTa loyebs alersiT daicaven civi Ramisgan.

harmonia da sifaqize aRavsebs nabijs sikeTiT savse

oTaxebTan,

sadac nekerCxlis Srialia da simartove

da, SesaZloa, jerac ismis galoba SaSvis.

mSvenieri da diadia sibneleSi adamiani,

gakvirvebuli rom midis da Seerxeva nakvTi yoveli,

xolo alisfer budeebSi uxmaurod moZraoben misi

Tvalebi.

mwuxris locvis Jams viRac noembris Sav ngrevaSi

daetaneba,

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Caikargeba keTriT sneul kedlebsa da Zvel totebs

Soris,

sadac moweses gauvlia,

danTqmuls Tavisi SeSlilobis simTa mier

gamocemul msubuq hangebSi,

hoi, rarigad eulia aRsasruli mwuxris qarisa.

momakvdavi Tavs Cahkidebs zeTisxilis xeTa

wyvdiadSi.

Semzaravia gadageba adamis modgmis.

maSin aRavsebs Tvalxilulis naTlier mzeras

oqro misiv varskvlavebisa.

zaris mimqrali xmovaneba saRamo Jams Seereva da

Caiqcevian moedanze Savi kedlebi,

gardacvlili jariskaci moiTxovs locvas.

vaJiSvili gafiTrebul angelozad Seabijebs

mama-papis cariel saxlSi.

jer kidev rodis Sors, TeTrTmian moxucebTan

wavidnen debi.

xolo mZinarem saxlis karselSi miyrilebi naxa isini:

dabrunebulan gloviT locvis Sori gzebidan.

o, debis myral da sibinZured Sesqelebul, matlian

TmaSi

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daZirulan vercxlovani misi fexebi;

gardacvlilebi gamodian carieli senakebidan.

o, SuaRamis cecxlovani wvimebis Jams Tqmulno

fsalmunno,

moaxleebi saTno Tvalebs WinWriT roca

uswordebodnen;

anwlis bavSvuri nayofebi

carieli samarisken gancvifrebiT dadreken Tavebs.

nazad goraven gayviTlebuli mTvareebi

yrmis mduRare TeTreulis Tavs,

vidre bavSvs zamTris mdumareba Tan waiyvandes.

amaRlebuli bedi qedrons qvemiuZRveba,

iq, sad kedari, uwyinari qmnileba, xarobs

mamis lurj warbqveS.

RameJams faras saZovrisken midevnis mwyemsi.

adamians rom tyeSi rkinis angelozi uaxlovdeba,

xolo sxeuli wmindanisa gaxurebul cxaurze dneba,-

iqneb es mxolod yvirilia kacisa ZilSi?

Tixis qoxmaxTa gareSemo alisferi Rvino isxmeba,

gayviTlebuli Wvavis Znebi imReren da

zuzuneben futkrebi da gadaifrens mdumared wero.

xdeba: xvdebian saRamo xans, qvis bilikze, mkvdreTiT

aRmdgar micvalebulebs.

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Sav wylebSi sWvreten keTrovanni TavianT saxes;

an vardisferi qedebis mxriT monaber, mxsnel qars

moTqma-vedrebiT agebeben gasvril tansacmels.

gafacicebiT moivlian Ramis Cixebs ymawvilqalebi,

isini Zvirfas mwyemss eZieben.

SabaTdReobiT qoxebidan are-midamos haerovani

simRerebi moefineba.

yrmasac simReriT moigonebdeT,

sigiJes misas, TeTr warbs misas, aRsasruls misas,

xrwnamorevnilma Tvali lurjad rom gaaxila.

hoi, rarigad mwuxarea es paemani.

Sav oTaxebSi - kvlav sigiJis safexurebi,

ZvelgardasulTa aCrdilebi - gaRebul karSi,

sadac vardisfer sarkeSi sWvrets Tavis Tavs suli

helianis da

Tovli da keTri edineba misi Sublidan.

cargvalze Caqrnen varskvlavebi

da sinaTlis TeTri xatebi.

saflavis Zvlebi amoarRveven safarvels da

borcvze duman CaSlili jvrebi.

sakmevlis surnels mimoabnevs alisferi qari Ramisa.

hoi, Tvalebo, damsxvreulebo da Sav xaxebSi

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daZirulebo!

SviliSvilis gonebas rom mkrTali bindi

garemoicavs,

is mosasvleli, ubnelesi aRsasrulis Sesaxeb

fiqrobs;

mis Tavs zemoT, wynari RmerTi qve dazidavs lurj

quTuToebs.

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bavSvoba

anwli, nayofiT daxunZluli; xolo bavSvoba

lurj mRvimeSi yuCad mkvidrobda. iq, sadac biliki

ganileva,

da moJamuli velis balaxis SariSuri mimoibneva,

fiqrs moucavs mSvidi totebi; Sriali foTlis,

kldeebs Soris rom lurji wylis xmas gamoscems,

swored imgvari.

subuqia SaSvis galoba. uxmod hmzers mwyemsi

mzes, Semodgomis gorakidan amogorebuls.

mxolod sulia lurji wami, sxva araferi.

tyispirs aRCndeba damfrTxali mxeci, mSvidobis

niSnad

dadumdebian ZvelisZveli zarebi da bneli soflebi.

mokrZalebiT sacnaurhyof bneli wlebis azrs,

martod STenili oTaxebis kvlav sigriles da

Semodgomas.

yrud ismis wminda silurjeSi manaTobeli nabijebis

xma.

gaRebuli sarkmlis wkaruni, Zlivsgasagoni;

borcvze CaSlili

sasaflao cremlebamde SeZravs damnaxvels;

erT dros mosmenil legendaTa kvlav gaxseneba;

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gaciskrovndeba mainc suli, Jamidan Jamze,

odes mxiarul adamianebs da zafxulis bneloqrovan

dReebs aRidgens.

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Jamni

erTurTis mimarT bneli mzera SeyvarebulTa,

qeraTa da manaTobelTa. danatrebuli maTi

mklavebi,

gamyinavi wyvdiadis wiaR, ususurad erTvian

erTurTs.

alisfer msxvrevas daetana kurTxeulT bage.

aireklaven

mrgvali Tvalebi gazafxulis naSuadRevis

dabindul oqros;

napirebs da siSaves tyisa; mwvaniTmosil Zrwolebs

mwuxrisa;

iqneb frTosanTa gamouTqmel frenas da - savals

arSobilisa, ukun sofelTa da martosul zafxulTa

piras,

da galeuli silurjidan, Jamidan Jamze,

gardacvlili gamoabijebs.

wynarad Srialebs puris yana gayviTlebuli.

mkacria kacis cxovreba da mocla ara aqvT soflad

glexTa foladis celebs,

didron dires imorCilebs xuro bejiTad.

alisfers ikrebs foTleuli Semodgomaze. mowesis

suli

mSvidad ganvlis mzenaTel dReebs; mwifobs yurZeni

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da sazeimo aris haeri farTod gaSlil

karmidamoTa.

tkbilsurneleben dayviTluli nayofebi;

mxiarulebis

wynari sicili Cabnelebul sardafebSi, musika, cekva;

gardacvlili patara biWis nabiji da garindeba

dabindul baRSi.

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gzad

maT mimwuxris Jams sacxedreSi miitanes ucnobi

mkvdari;

kupris suni; wiTel WadarTa neli Sriali;

Wkis bneli frena; saguSago Caibares jariskacebma.

mze miefara Sav TeTreuls; gardasuli es saRamo

CvenTanaa isev da isev.

gverdiT oTaxSi da Subertis sonatas ukravs.

Rimili misi erTob saTuTad iZireba daSretil WaSi,

romelic mimwuxrs egebeba lurji xmauriT. modgma

Cveni rarig Zvelia!

baRSi CurCuli ganibneva; gamoeTxova am yomral cas

ukve mavani.

xolo komodze surneleben mwife vaSlebi. bebia

oqros kelaptrebs anTebs.

rarig Tbilia Semodgoma! xanmoyril parkSi, maRal

xeebqveS,

nazia Cveni nabijebis xma. mkacria friad

sumbulisdari pirisaxe saRamoisa.

lurjia wyaro Sens fexebTan; idumalebiT aRsavsea

SenTa bageTa alisferi usazRvroeba,

mTvlemare foTlebs rom daCrdilavs, CamoSlili

mzesumzirebis dabindul oqros.

dagmZimebia yayaCosgan quTuToebi, Cems Subls

mikrulni miscemian saTuT ocnebas.

moawevs zaris saTno xma da mkerdi TrTolviT

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ganimsWvaleba. Jams mimwuxrisas

CemSi lurj Rrublad CamoeSva Seni xateba.

damRerebuli gitaraze, Soreuli duqnidan rom

momeyureba;

veluri anwlis buCqebi da dRe noembris, didi xnis

win gadagebuli,

sando nabijTa xmovaneba mwuxris kibeze; garuxebul

direTa mzera,

Ria sarkmeli, romelsac tkbili imedi SerCa -

o, RmerTo Cemo, es yoveli aris ise gamouTqmeli,

rom muxls viyri gaognebisgan.

rarig bnelia, o, es Rame! Cems bageebze

Camoqreba ali brdRviala. sikvdiliT dumils

daenTqmeba

SiSneul sulis hangi euli.

binZur gubeSi Caekidos, dae, Tavi RviniT Zleuli!

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sanaxi

me-2 redaqcia

seqtembris mwuxri; mgloviared aJRerdeba mwyemsTa

bneli moZaxili

dabindul soflad; naperwkali xltis samWedloSi.

yalyze dgeba daZagruli Savi qurani; sumbulisdari

kululebi glexis qalisa

misi brdRviala nestoebis mxurvalebas minebebia.

tyispirs siCume neba-neba enacvleba furirmis

yvirils.

xolo yviTeli yvavilebi Semodgomisa

utyvad midreken Tavebs tboris lurji mzerisken.

xe Cainacra mewamul cecxlSi; bnelsaxiani Ramurebi

iwyeben Srials.

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yrma elisisadmi

elis, Sav tyeSi Savi SaSvi Tu ametyvelda,

niSania Seni sikvdilis.

ewafebian bageni Senni mTiT monadeni lurji wyaros

grilovanebas.

sisxlad sdiodes, dae, Sens Subls

legendebi ZvelTuZvelesi

da ubnelesi ganmarteba frinvelTa frenis.

xolo Sen frTxili nabijebiT Sexval RameSi,

daxunZlulia Rame igi alisferi yurZnis mtevnebiT,

mSvenieria mklavTa SenTa mimorxeva am silurjeSi.

hangs mimoiRvris ekal-bardi,

sad mTvarovani Seni Tvalebi dabudebulan.

o, ra xania, cocxalT Soris aRar xar, elis.

Seni sxeuli sumbulia,

romelSic beris cvilis TiTebi dainTqmebian.

Savi mRvimea siCume Cveni,

saidanac, Jamidan-Jam, Tvinieri gamodis mxeci

da damZimebul quTuToebs qve daxris dinjad,

mimoebneva Sens safeTqels Savi cvar-nami,

ukanaskneli oqro ukve CaSlil varskvlavTa.

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elisi

me-3 redaqcia

1

srulyofilia mdumareba oqrovani dRis.

Zvel muxianSi

aRCndebi, elis, umSvidesi, mrgvali TvalebiT.

maTi silurje aireklavs Tvelemarebas

SeyvarebulTa.

Sens bageebTan

vardisferi maTi oxvra aResruleba.

saRamoJamze mZime badeebs ezideboda wylidan

meTevze.

keTili mwyemsi

tyispirisken midevnis faras.

marTal arian, hoi, rarig, elis, Seni yoveli dReni.

mSvidad eSveba

zeTisxilis gaSiSvlebul galavanTan lurji siCume.

Sors berikacis yru simRera miinavleba.

navi oqrosi

mimoarwevs, elis, Sens guls eul zecaSi.

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2

nazad wkrialebs zanzalaki elisis mkerdSi,

mwuxris Jams,

roca Tavi misi Sav baliSSi CaiZireba.

askilis buCqebs Sexiznuli

lurji mxeci sisxlisgan mSvidad ganitvirTeba.

ganapirebiT dgas ruxi xe

da lurj nayofs mimoifantavs.

niSnebi da varskvlavebi

mwuxris tborSi uxmaurod dainTqmebian.

dazamTrebula gorakTa miRma.

lurji mtredebi

ukun RameSi svamen elisis brolis Sublidan

momdinare yinulovan ofls.

sacnauria dReniadag

Sav kedlebTan RvTis euli qaris wriali.

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hohenburgi

me-2 redaqcia

saxlSi araa sulieri. oTaxebSi - Semodgoma;

mTvariTnaTeli sonata da

gamoRviZeba dabindul tyis pirs.

adamianis TeTri saxe moeZalvis Sens fiqrs niadag,

drois da Jamis aurzaurs moSorebuli;

meocnebis Tavs netarebiT dazidulan mwvane totebi,

jvari da mwuxri;

JRerads alisfer mklavebs moxvevs da gulSi ikravs

misiv varskvlavi,

upatrono sarkmlebTan rom dakidebula.

xolo TrTis bnelSi ucxo vinme,

mere ganxvnis quTuToebs da gadmoscqeris

adamianurs,

romelic erTob Soreulia; winkarSi qaris xma

vercxlovani.

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sebastiane sizmrad

adolf looss

1

dedas, yrmiT xelSi, TeTri mTvare gzas unaTebda,

kaklis xisa da xanieri anwlis CrdilSi

gabrueba yayaCos siTxiT, SaSvis Civili;

da, neba-neba,

misi Tavisken TanagrZnobiT ixreboda wveriani da

mSvidi saxe,

sarkmlis wyvdiadSi; da nivTTa wesrigs,

winaprebisgan naanderZevs,

daqceva nTqavda; siyvaruli; ocnebebi Semodgomuri.

weliwadis aserigad ubnelesi dRe, mwuxare yrmoba,

bavSvi rom grili wylebisken da vercxlovani

Tevzebisken eSureboda,

simSvide, mzera;

roca SeSlili Savi cxenidan is qvasaviT Zirs

ecemoda,

Camodioda rux RameSi mis TavTan misiv bedis

varskvlavi;

an roca dedis gayinuli xelebidan saRamoJams Tavs

daixsnida

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da wminda petres Semodgomuri sasaflaosken

mimaval gzas Seuyveboda,

sakuWnaos sibneleSi myife gvami mSvidad esvena

da quTuToebs gaxsnida da mzeras misken

gamoiwvdida.

is ki pawia Citi iyo, SiSvel totze daskupebuli,

noembris mwuxris xangrZlivi zari,

mamis simSvide, roca is, ZilSi, daeSveboda

ganaTebuli xveuli kibiT.

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sulis mSvidoba. martosuli saRamo zamTris.

mwyemsebis bneli saxeebi ZvelisZvel tborTan;

yrma - Calis qoxSi; o, ra wynarad

iZireboda misi mzera Sav ciebaSi.

Ramis siwminde.

an roca igi, mamis Zlier mklavs mindobili,

dadumebuli adioda qufr golgoTaze

da Sebnelebul kldis niSebSi

misiv miTidan gadmosuli adamianis lurji saxe

ecxadeboda.

xolo gulis qveS, Wrilobidan mewamuli sisxli

dioda.

o, ra saTuTad amoimarTa bneliT mocul mis sulSi

jvari.

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siyvaruli; xolo maSin Sav alagze Tovli dneboda,

Zvel anwlSi laRad grovdeboda lurji niavi,

kaklis CrdilSi Sekruli TaRi;

da yrmas Tavisi vardisferi angelozi wynarad

eCvena.

sixaruli; mwuxris sonata awkrialda gril

oTaxebSi,

rux ganivZelze

vercxlisferi Tojinidan gamococda lurji

farvana.

hoi, sikvdilis siaxlove. qvis galavnisken

ixreboda utyvad bavSvis yviTeli Tavi,

xolo maSin, martis TveSi, mTvare Caiqca.

3

TaRebqveS Ramis akldamisa vardisferi, saaRdgomo

zarebis rekva

da varskvlavebis vercxlovani xma, -

rom mZinaris Subls bneli sigiJe caxcaxiT moswyda.

o, ra siCumiT daeSveba, daviwyebulze mofiqrali,

qvemoT,

lurji nakadulis pirs, sadac, mwuxris Jams, mwvane

totebSi,

Savi SaSvi ucxos uxmobda.

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roca moxuci ConCxadqceul xels Cahkidebda

da seirnobdnen qalaqis CaSlil galavanTan yovel

mimwuxrze,

xolo mavan Savsamosians vardisferi Cvili

mohyavda.

kaklis xis CrdilSi suli aRCnda boroteulis.

nabijebi zafxulis mwvane safexurebs Seexebian. o,

ra wynarad

Caiqca baRi Semodgomis rux siCumeSi,

Zveli anwlis surneleba da mwuxareba,

sebastianes CrdilSi roca angelozis vercxlovani

xma dasamarda.

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WaobTan

me-3 redaqcia

mgzavri Sav qarSi; frTxilad ganfantavs xmeli

lelqaSis SariSuri

Waobis dumils. velur frinvelTa

gunds gamoaCens moJamuli ca;

ganivi ltolva qufri wylebis Tavs.

foriaqi. CaSlil qoxSi

lpoba Sav frTebs aaSrialebs;

qarSi oxraven saxiCari aryis xeebi.

mitovebul fundukSi - mwuxri. Sinmisaqcev gzas

uTvalTvalebs

mobalaxe faras Seyrili msubuqi sevda;

Ramis xateba: Jamidan Jamze amoyvinTaven gombeSoebi

vercxlis wylebidan.

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gazafxulze

uCumrad Cawva Tovli bneli nabijebis qveS,

xis CrdilSi

frTxilad ixsnebian SeyvarebulTa vardisferi

quTuToebi.

menaveebis bnel daZaxils

varskvlavi da Rame mosdevs isev da isev;

wynaria da ritmulia niCbebis cema.

ayvavdebian Camoqceul galavanTan male

iebi,

da ase mSvidad ifareba martosulis safeTqeli

mwvane balaxiT.

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saRamo lansSi

me-2 redaqcia

mogzauroba dabinduli zafxulis gavliT,

gayviTlebul TavTavTa miRma. TeTr TaRebqveS,

sadac mercxals mimofrena eameboda, alisferi

RviniT vTvrebodiT.

mSvenieria: o, sevda da wiTlad sicili.

mwuxri da mwvanis bneli surneli

mocaxcaxed gvigrileben aduRebul Subls.

Casdevnebian vercxlis wylebi tyis safexurebs,

RameJami da sicocxle, utyvad daviwyebuli.

megobari; soflis gzebze - foTlebi uxvad.

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berTamTaze

me-2 redaqcia

Semodgomis Telebis CrdilSi, Caqceuli biliki rom

qvedamarTula,

sacnauria foTlovaniT Sekrul sadgomTa da

mZinare mwyemsTa siSore,

niadag Tan sdevs mgzavrs sigrilis bneli xateba.

ZvelisZveli xiduris Tavs - yrma sumbulis xmiT,

tyis daviwyebul legendaTa neli-nel mTqmeli,

xafi Civili Zmis, snebisgan Zalamixdilis.

aaSrialebs metyvel mwvanes muxli ucnobis,

qvovani Tavi;

qalebis Civils lurji wyaro xmauriT gaTqvams.

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kaspar hauzeris simRera

besi looss

WeSmaritad Sehyvareboda mze, - gorakisken

mobrdRvialed daswrafebuli,

tyis bilikebi, mgalobeli Savi Citebi

da simwvanis mxiaruleba.

xis CrdilSi misi binadyofna savse iyo

mniSvnelovnebiT,

saxe - siwmindiT.

cecxls aRunTebda RmerTi gulSi:

o, Ze kacisa!

misma nabijma wynari hpova mwuxrze qalaqi;

bages momwydari bneli moTqma:

amas vnatrob, gavxde mxedari.

magram Tan sdevda buCqi da mxeci,

adamianTa, uTeTresTa, dabinduli baRi da saxli,

da eZiebda mas mkvleli misi.

gazafxuli da zafxuli da mSvenieri Semodgoma

marTlis, misi wynari nabiji

bnel oTaxebSi, kvlav da kvlav rom ocneba sZlevda.

marto rCeboda igi RamiT Tavis varskvlavTan;

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ixila, Tovli acvioda SiSvel totnars da

bindiT moculi saxlis winkars da mkvlelis

aCrdils.

qve ixreboda arSobilis Tavi vercxlisfrad.

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RamiT

silurje Cemi Tvalebisa am RameSi amoiwura,

Cemi gulis wiTeli oqro. o! naTlieri ra simSvidiT

iferfleboda.

gaxveuliyo, CaZirvadi, Sens lurj samosSi;

aRibeWdavda alisferi Seni bage megobris SeSlas.

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simSvide da mdumareba

SiSvel tyeSi mwyemsebi mzes asaflavebdnen.

ezideboda daZenZili badiT meTevze

gayinuli tboridan mTvares.

lurj brolSi

saxlobs fermixdili adamiani, loyiT Tavis

varskvlavs mikvria,

anda Tavs sulac alisferi Zilisken daxris.

Tumca, frinvelTa Savi frena kvlav aaTrTolebs

mzirals, da - lurji yvavilis naTels,

fiqrs miscemia axlomyofi mdumareba daviwyebulis,

angelozi CamoSretili.

kvlav daiRamebs mTvarenaTel qvianSi Subli;

daiko ki manaTobel yrmad

gamouCndeba Semodgomas, kuprisfer lpobas.

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anifi

gaxseneba: Toliebis Zaxils moucavs

kacTa sevdis bneli cis TaRi.

Semodgomis ifnis CrdilSi uCumrad mkvidrob,

gorakis marTal wesrigs SerTuli;

kvlav daeSvebi mwvane wylisken,

mwuxri rom dgeba,

siyvaruli aJRerebuli; mSvidobiT gxvdeba bneli

mxeci,

vardisferi adamiani. laJvardovani amindiT

mTvrali,

momakvdav mwvanes atokebs Subli

da dedis marTal mzeras aRidgens;

o, rarig erTvis bnels yvelaferi;

mamaTa

mkacri oTaxebi, Zveli aveji,

gadamTiels mkerds daumZimebs.

o, niSnebo da varskvlavebo.

didia brali dabadebulis. vai, sikvdilis

oqros niRbebo,

suls ugrilesi yvaviloba rom esizmreba.

mTvaris nabijis moTvalTvale, SiSvel totnarSi,

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ufro da ufro xmas imaRlebs Ramis frinveli.

yinulovani qari imRers soflis kedlebTan.

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dabadeba

mTebi: siSave, dumili, Tovli.

nadiroba tyidan wiTlad moedineba;

o, xavsisferi Tvalebi mxecis.

dedis simSvide; Sav naZvnarSi

ganixvnebian mZinare mklavni,

Suqmileuli civi mTvare roca daCndeba.

o, dabadeba kacTaganis. kldis Zirs lurji wylis

Rameuli ismis CurCuli;

dacemuli angelozi mis xats mzeras oxvriT

miapyrobs,

yru oTaxSi sifermkrTale gamoiRviZebs.

or mTvared

brwyinavs qvadqceuli dedabris mzera.

vai, yvirili axalSobilis. Cvilis safeTqels

Savi frTebiT exeba Rame,

CamoeSveba alisferi Rrublebidan Tovli

mdumared.

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aRsasruli

me-5 redaqcia

karl boromois hainrixs

TeTr tbors

velurma frinvelebma gadaufrines.

mimwuxrze Cveni varskvlavebi yinulovan qars

gvigzavnian.

gadmoixreba Cvens saflavebze

damsxvreuli Subli Ramisa.

vercxlis navi muxianSi msubuqad gvarwevs.

isev da isev reken qalaqis TeTri kedlebi.

ekalxlarTebSi,

o, Cemo Zmao, gzas mivikvalavT brma isrebi

SuaRamisken.

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siyrmis Jams gardacvlilisadmi

o, kuprisferma angelozma xis gulidan ra simSvidiT

gamoabija,

mwuxris Jams, lurjad moWavlul WasTan,

TamaSi Cveni ucnauri simSvidiT rom aRivseboda.

mimovidodiT uxmaurod, Semodgomis lega sigriles

mivapyrobdiT dazafrul mzeras,

o, alisferi sitkboeba mwife varskvlavTa.

igi ki, lurjad moRimari, ukidegano mdumarebiT

savse bavSvobis idumal Wuprs gamomwyvdeuli,

igi berTamTis qvis safexurebs Cauyva da

gardaicvala;

xolo megobris vercxlovani da saTno saxe

grZneulma baRma, foTlovanma, Zvelma qvebma

Semoinaxes.

sikvdils da xorcis mwvaned gaxrwnas umRerda suli,

da tyis foriaqs daerTvoda

gulmodgine Civili mxecTa.

koSkT gamWvirvale simaRlidan uwyvet nakadad

iRvreboda xmovaneba lurji zarebis.

Jamma Camokra, yvela landi aRaCina cecxlovanma

mzem,

lpobis aCrdilebs daupyriaT miriadi SiSveli

toti;

mwuxri. galavnis bind-bundidan moawia SaSvis

galobam,

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suli siyrmis Jams gardacvlilis Semovida Cumad

oTaxSi.

o, sisxli igi, yels, sasimRerod SemarTuls, rom

ganerineba,

lurji yvavili; o, Ramis wiaRs Serevnili

mduRare cremli.

oqrovani Rrublebi. Jami. xSirad mouxmob

micvalebuls marto STenili,

da, masTan tkbilad moubari, dauyvebi mwvaned

mCqefare nakadulisken mimaval biliks.

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mwuxri sulisa

me-2 redaqcia

tyispirTan mSvidad gvegegeba

bneli nadiri;

gorakze mSvidad bolovdeba mimwuxris qari,

wydeba SaSvis xma,

lelianSi

Semodgomis unazesi fleitebi dadumebulan.

Sen ki Sav Rrubels daurwevixar,

yayaCos wveniT dabanguli mimoivli

Rameul tborebs,

varskvlavebiT moWedil zecas.

isev da isev, sulierebiT savse Rame

dis mTvarovani xmovanebiT ganimsWvaleba.

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Camavali mxaris simRera

hoi, sulis frTebiscema bnelRameuli:

odes mwemsebi viyaviT da Camoburul tyeTa wiaR

vexetebodiT,

wiTeli mxeci, mwvane yvavili da modudune nakaduli

odes krZalviT

qeds moixrida. o, WriWinas pirvelqmnili

amonamReri,

samsxverplo qvaze moyvavile brdRviala sisxli

da tboris mwvane siCumis Tavs xmovaneba euli Citis.

o, jvarosnulo laSqrobano da mxurvale tanjvano

xorcis. alisferi nayofis cvenav

mimwuxris baRSi, sadac erT dros mimorbodnen

umanko yrmani,

xolo amJamad meomarni, WrilobaTagan da

varskvlavTa sizmarTagan TavdaRweulni.

hoi, naTeba ulbilesi, Ramis silurjis.

hoi, Tqven, Jamno mdumarebis da oqrovan

SemodgomaTa,

odes alisfer nayofs vkrebdiT moweseni

mSvidobianni;

xolo irgvliv tyeebi da mTis ferdobni

ganixarebdnen.

hoi, Tqven, cixe-simagreno, nadirobano;

simyudrovev mimwuxrisao,

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odes dasazRvrul Tvis samyofSi marTlad bWobda

adamiani

da utyvi locviT RvTis cocxal Tavs moixelTebda.

hoi, miwurvis mware Jami,

odes Sav wylebSi gavarCieT qvovani mzera.

magram elvared ganixvnebian vercxlovani

quTuToebi SeyvarebulTa:

erTi modgmis. vardisferi sasTumlis piriT

moedineba gundruki da

mkvdreTiT aRmdgarTa utkbilesi sagalobeli.

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feriscvaleba

saRamoJami roca dgeba,

lurji mzera uCumrad gtovebs.

Tamarindis totze galobs pawia Citi.

qvadqceul xelebs gulze ikrefs

saTno mowese.

mariams TeTri angelozi gamouCndeba.

sacnaurmyoflis Jami Tua

Ramis gvirgvini,

iiT, vaziT da TavTaviT wnuli.

Subls rom vercxlisfer xelebSi Cargav,

Sens fexebTan

gardacvlilTa kuboebi ganixsnebian.

uwyinrad mkvidrobs Sens bageze

bneli simReris yayaCos wveniT

mTvrali mTvare Semodgomisa;

yviTel qvianSi wynarad mJReri

lurji yvavili.

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Tbili mSrali qari

mTvarenaTeli zamTris Rame, Tvaldavsili Civili

qarSi,

yrmoba, Sav sxltesTan nabijebi wynarad kvdebian.

mwuxriJamis xangrZlivi zari.

gviaxlovdeba TeTri Rame wynari xetebiT,

qvovani yofis tanjvas da tkivils

mobrdRviale sizmrebad aqcevs,

rom arasodes gaecalos dampal sxeuls mware ekali.

Rrmad oxravs Tvlemas micemuli suli moSiSi,

mimomsxvreul xeebs Soris Rrmad oxravs qari,

da dediseul Civilsaxes rweva moicavs

am mdumare mwuxarebis

martosul tyeSi; Rameebi,

savseni cremliT, cecxlovani angelozebiT.

ConCxi bavSvisa, vercxlisfrad rom miefSvneba

SiSvel galavans.

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mgzavri

me-2 redaqcia

isev da isev, TeTri Rame im gorakze Camoisvenebs,

sadac alvis xe vercxlovani xmovanebiT

gamorCeula,

varskvlavni da qvani sufeven.

moeTaReba mTis nakaduls mTvlemare xidi,

asdevnebia yrmas mkvdris xati,

vardisferi uRranebis namgala mTvare

da locvad Semdgar mwyemsTa siSore. Zvel qanebs

Soris,

brolis TvalebiT gadmoimzers irgvliv gombeSo,

moyvavile qari iRviZebs, mkvdrismsgavsis frTosnur

xmas da nabijs

wynarad mosavs tyeSi simwvane.

mexsierebas xes da nadirs warmoudgens es yovelive.

xavsis neli svla;

da mgloviare wylebSi elvared danTqmuli mTvare,

elvared rom iZireba mwuxare wylebSi.

is brundeba da dawrialebs mwvane napirTan,

Savi gondolis rweva msWvalavs qalaqs Caqceuls.

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karl krausi

WeSmaritebis diadi da TeTri mowese,

xma uwmindesi, romelSic uflis sunTqva sufevs

yinulovani,

ganrisxebuli jadosani,

xolo cecxlovan samoselqveS - meomris lurji

abjris JRriali.

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dadumebulTadmi

o, sigiJe didi qalaqis, sadac mwuxris Jams

Sav kedelTan saxiCari xeebi sduman,

vercxlisfer niRabs Sexiznuli avi suli irgvliv

mzeras mimoatarebs;

naTels, magnitis maTraxians, ganaZevebs qvovani

Rame.

o, dasaZirad ganwiruli xmovaneba mwuxris zarebis.

ai, meZavi, yinulovani ZagZagiT rom dabadebs mkvdar

bavSvs.

eSmakeuliT pyrobili saxe uflis risxviT

gairozgeba;

damamsxvreveli mwvane TvalTa, - alisferi Wiri,

SimSili.

o, roca oqro sazari xmiT daiwyebs xarxars.

magram adamis yuCi modgma ukun mRvimeSi sisxlisgan

mSvidad Tavisufldeba,

da umtkicesi liTonisgan mxsnel Tavs aduRebs.

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vneba

me-3 redaqcia

mwuxris baRSi rom orfeosi mkvdars daitirebs

da irgvliv hangi vercxlisferi mimoiRvreba,

vin xar Sen, maRal xeTa CrdilqveS gansvenebulo?

iglovs lerwami Semodgomis

da lurji tbori,

mwvane xeebqveS sulis mRafavi,

dis aCrdilis frTxili guSagi;

bneliT moculi siyvaruli

veluri modgmis,

dRis Zala oqros sacerSi rom aaCxrialebs.

simSvide Ramis.

iq, sad uRrani naZvnaria,

wyvili mgeli sisxls urevda

qvovan alersSi; bilikis Tavs

oqrovani gaqra Rrubeli,

moTmineba da mdumareba bavSvobis Jamis.

isev da isev daCndeba mkvdari

tritonis tborTan,

sinaziT savse, sumbulisebrkululiani.

de, sabolood Camoimsxvres es grili Tavi!

rameTu miwyiv Tanamdevia lurji mxeci,

momzirali mwuxris xeebqveS,

69

am bnel bilikTa

moTvalTvale, SeZruli mere Rameul

keTilxmovanebiT,

nazi sigiJiT;

an, sulac, isev xmovanebda

qvovan qalaqSi,

momnanieblis gril fexebTan,

sakravi, savse bneli eqstaziT.

70

sikvdilis Svidi sagalobeli

cisfrad binddeba gazafxuli; wyals daxarbebul

xeTa totebSi

wyvdiadi daZrwis daisis da dasasrulis Jams,

Savi SaSvis saTno Civils yurmipyrobili.

Rame - mdumared manaTobeli; mxeci, sisxlisgan

ganleuli,

gorakze rom nela ecema.

mimoirweva svel haerSi moyvavile vaSlis totnari,

gamoxlarTuli, Tavs vercxlisfrad iTavisuflebs,

Rameul Tvalebs neba-neba gardaecvleba; cas

momwydari varskvlavebi;

unazesi galoba yrmobis.

Savi tyisken moCvenebad daeSura Zilsmicemuli,

da lurji wyaro miwas gabmiT Cahbutbutebda,

rogor amaRldnen gafiTrebuli quTuToebi

TovliTfenili misi saxidan;

da bunagidan

wiTeli mxeci gandevna mTvarem;

qalebis bnel gvrins suli oxvriT amouvida.

TeTri ucxo

sakuTari varskvlavisken moelvared iwvdida

mklavebs;

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mkvdarma dumiliT dauteva CaSlili saxli.

o, adamis Zis lpobadi saxe: gayinuli liTonisgan

CamonakvTuli:

Rame da SiSi daZirul tyeTa,

mxecis veluri samkvidreblis;

saamuri qari sulisa.

is Savi naviT mihyveboda

alisferi varskvlavebiT savse dinebas, da ixreboda

amwvanebuli totnari misken, mSvidobis niSnad,

vercxlovani Rrublis yayaCo.

72

zamTris Rame

Tovli movida. SuaRame roca gadava, alisferi Rvi-

niT gamomTvral adamianTa bnel garemocvas da maTi

keris wiTel cecxls toveb. o, ukuneTi!

Savi yinva. mkacria miwa, simwris suni moicavs ha-

ers. avs moaswavebs, roca Seni varskvlavebi ixure-

bian.

rkinisgzis yrilze qvadqceuli nabijebiT mZimed

mavali, mrgvali TvalebiT, hgavxar jariskacs, Sav

sangarze moieriSes. win!

umwaresi Tovli da mTvare!

wiTeli mgeli, angelozi romelsac axrCobs. Seni

fexebi ise, rogorc lurji yinuli, Cxrialeben sia-

rulisas, xolo saxeze Segyinvia gloviTa da qedmaR-

lobiT savse Rimili da Seni Subli fermixdila avx-

orci yinviT;

anda mdumared daixreba qoxs Sexiznuli daraj-

is Zilis mimarTulebiT.

bevrismzidav mxrebs cecxliT mosavs varskvlav-

Ta sfero da RmerTis Zerebs darCeniaT saZiZgnad

Seni liTonis guli.

o, qvis goraki. Cumad lRveba da aviwydebaT verc-

xlisfer TovlSi CarCenili grili sxeuli.

Savia Zili. yinulze yuri didxans misdevs varskv-

lavTa nagzevs.

gaRviZebasTan erTad soflad zarebi rekdnen. aR-

mosavleTis karibWidan vercxlovani nabijebiT mod-

ioda vardisferi dRe.

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gansawmendeli

Semodgomis galavnebTan, aCrdilebi

gorakis Tavs mowkriale oqros eZeben,

gamxmar WadarTa siCumeSi

mgloviare mwuxris Rrublebi.

bnel cremlebs afrqvevs es dro,

wyevla, roca guli meocnebisa

wiTeli mwuxris sialisfred CamoRvarula,

akvamluli qalaqis sevda;

ucxos, gzad mavals,

oqros sigrile mieweva sasaflaodan,

asdevnebodes TiTqos CrdilSi myife cxedari.

wynarad Camoreks qvis Senoba;

obolTa baRi, hospitali bneliT moculi,

xolo arxSi - wiTeli navi.

wamodgebian meocnebed, wyvdiadi ki qve dascems

myisve

xrwnamorevnil adamianebs

da kuprisferi karibWidan

angelozebi gamodian civi SublebiT;

silurje, dedis sikvdilis zari.

mis grZel Tmebs Soris

cecxlovani migoravs Tvali, dRemrgvali da

miwis tanjva udasasrulo.

gril da uazro oTaxebSi

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lpeba aveji, daConCxili xelebiT eZebs

silurjis wiaR

arawminda bavSvoba zRaprebs,

kars da zanduks qoniani virTxa SemoRrRnis,

guls

aSeSebs Tovlis siCume.

xolo SimSilis cecxlovani SeCvenebebi

eqoebad ibnevian mZaRe yomralSi,

kuprisferi xmlebi sicruis,

daixurao TiTqos mZimed rkinis WiSkari.

75

mze

yoveldRiurad goraks Tavze yviTeli mze

wamoadgeba.

mSvenieria tye, bneli mxeci,

adamiani; monadire an sulac mwyemsi.

mwvane tborSi gabrwyindeba Tevzi alisfrad.

wynarad micuravs lurji navi meTevzisa

cargvalqveSeTSi.

mwifs neba-neba vazi, xorbali.

kvlav SemarTulan sikeTe da boroteba,

dRe rom frTxilad miidrikeba.

roca Ramdeba,

zeawevs dinjad mgzavri mZime quTuToebs;

mze pirquSi xeobidan amoirRveva.

76

datyvevebuli SaSvis galoba

ludvig fon fikers

bneli sunTqva - mwvane totebSi.

lurji yvavili efineba eulis

saxes, oqrosfer nabijs,

sulismRafavs zeTisxilis qveS.

Rame mTvral frTebs aaSrialebs.

morCileba ki ra siwynariT iRvreba sisxlad,

nami, romelic nel-nela da wveT-wveTad sdis qacvs,

moyvaviles.

SemoWdobia damsxvreul guls

Tanalmoba elvare mklavTa.

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zafxuli

mwuxris tyeSi miCumdeba

gugulis gvrini.

daizideba mZimed Taveli,

alisferi - iqve - yayaCo.

gorakis Tavs imuqreba

Savi avdari.

mindvrad

WriWinas Zveli simRera aResruleba.

aRar Srialebs

wablis foToli.

sacnauria Seni kabis SariSuri

xveul kibeze.

bnel oTaxSi -

oden sanTlis mkrTali ciali;

mas vercxlovani xeli

aqrobs;

uvarskvlavo, qarmSvidi Rame.

78

weliwadi

bavSvobis bneli mdumareba. amwvanebul ifnis

xeebqveS,

Zovs morCileba molurjo mzeris. oqros dumili.

sibneles iis surneleba aRafrTovanebs; daisis

pirze

TavTavis rweva, marcvlebi da oqrosferi Crdilebi

sevdis.

Zels Semokafavs xuro; mimqral aremareSi

iRvwis wisqvili; mwvane TxilnarSi alisferi bage

mrgvaldeba,

wiTlad ixreba kacTagani mdumare wylisken.

Semodgomas, da tyis suls, kvlavac mSvidoba

msWvalavs; martosuls Tan sdevs

oqros Rrubeli, SviliSvilis Savi aCrdili.

qvovan oTaxSi - daisis dro; JammoTeul

kviparosebqveS,

wyarosTan, cremlis Rameuli suraTebi

mogrovebulan;

amociskrebis oqros Tvali, dasasrulis bneli

gaZleba.

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daisis mxare

me-4 redaqcia

elze lasker-Sulers, mokrZalebiT

1

lurji mRvimidan,

rogorc mkvdari, gamodis mTvare,

da qvovan biliks

miriadi yvavili awvims.

vercxlovania sneulebis tirilis xma

mwuxris tboris pirs.

Savi navi daugdiaT da

sikvdili wyalSi upovniaT Seyvarebulebs.

xolo koromze, sumbulTa Soris,

elisis fexis xma-wkriali iRvreba da

muxianSi ikargeba Jamidan Jamze.

hoi, yrmis saxe,

brolis cremlTagan

da Rameul aCrdilTagan CamonakvTuli!

maradcivi safeTqeli

kbilcecxlovani elvis ZaliT

inaTebs kvalad,

mwvane qedebs

gazafxulis avdari ros daeufleba.

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2

savse arian raodeni haerovnebiT

Cveni samSoblois mwvane tyeebi,

da - Camoqceul kldeTa ferxTiT

damsxvreuli brolis talRebi;

Zili moTqmad gadagvqceoda;

eklovan sxlteTa gayolebiT

mgalobelni seirnoben

mwuxris zafxulJams,

venaxTa SoriT fenili naTlis

wminda simSvides aRuvsia nabiji maTi;

ai, Crdilebi - mgloviare arwivebi -

yinulovan stomaqSi Ramis.

nazad aSuSebs

sevdis alisfer Wrilobebs mTvare.

3

hoi, Tqven, dido qalaqebo,

qviT naSenno

vakemiwebze!

ase kaci usamSoblo

mdumared misdevs,

saxequfri, qaris dinebas,

beqs Sefenil SiSvel xeTa rigs.

Tqven, yovelgan momakvdavo mdinareebo!

odes daisis saSiS wiTels

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aRmovaCenT avdris RrublebSi,

usaSvelo agvitans Zrwola.

dasaRupad ganwirulo, hoi, xalxebo!

uZlur talRebad mimsxvreuli

Ramis napirT,

varskvlavebi, Casaqcevad ganwirulebi.

82

sulis gazafxuli

amoyvireba ZilSi; qari exeteba Savbnel CixebSi,

gamefebula gazafxulis lurjferovneba msxvrevad

totnarSi

da alisfer namSi Ramisa, varskvlavebi qrebian

irgvliv.

mdinares mwvane bindi mosavs, vercxlisferi - Zvel

xeivnebs,

qalaqis koSkebs. o, nazad Troba

darweul navSi da Savi SaSvis bneli Zaxili

bavSvur baRebSi. saCinovdeba vardisferi marmaSi

ukve.

wylebis xmauri sazeimo. o, mindvriani napirebis

sveli Crdilebi,

mxecis nabiji; da simwvane, totnari sisxlad

Camomdinare

arxevs brolis Subls; manaTobel navs.

wynarad xmovanebs mze vardisfer RrublebSi,

borcvTan.

did ars siCume naZvnarisa, mdinaris napirs

mojaruli mkacri Crdilebi.

wmida ars! wmida! sad hgieben bilikebi sikvdilsaSiSi,

dumilis ruxi qviani da sipebi Ramis,

uamravi mSfoTvare Crdili? mzis ufskruli,

manaTobeli.

83

roca gpovebdi, dao, eul velobze

tyisa, da iyo SuadRe, didi iyo dumili mxecis;

siTeTre velur muxis ZirSi, da vercxlisfrad

yvaoda qacvi.

Zlevamosili sikvdili da - momRerali koconi

gulSi.

bnelad ganbanen wylebi TevzTa mSvenier TamaSs.

glovis saaTi, mzis utyvi mzera;

ucxoa suli dedamiwaze. rarig sulisad

Camobinddeba

CamoSlil tyeTa Tavze silurje da sofelSi

bneli zaris xangrZlivi rekva; procesia

dadumebulTa.

wynarad yvavilobs murti mkvdris TeTr

quTuToebze.

wynaria wylebis xmianoba mowurvili naSuadRevis

Jams

da mivardnili adgilebi bnelad mwvanobs napirebze,

aRsavsea vardisferi qari silaRiT.

mwuxris gorakze - Zmis galoba usaTuTesi.

84

bnelSi

me-2 redaqcia

dadumebula suli lurji gazafxulisa.

daisis Jamis svel totebqveS

moyvarulis Subli danTqa cieb-cxelebam.

o, roca jvari gamwvandeba. bnel saubarSi

erTurTi icnes kacma da qalma.

CamoSiSvlebul galavanTan

moxetiale euls misi varskvlavebi asdevnebian.

tyis mTvariTnaTel bilikTa Tavze

daviwyebuli nadirobis

ekal-bardi daidrika; CamoSlili kldeebidan

Caimsxvreva silurjis mzera.

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micvalebulis galoba

karl boromois hainrixs

harmoniiT aRsavsea frTosanTa frena.

Segrovebulan mwvane tyeebi

dadumebul qoxTan mimwuxrze;

Svlis broliadi saZovrebi.

wyvdiadis ZaliT dacxrebian nakadulis duduni da

sveli Crdilebi,

yvavilebi, saamod rom xmovaneben qarSi zafxulJams.

fiqrsmicemuli kacis Subli ukve bindiT

garemocula.

xolo mis gulSi lampari krTis, didi sikeTe,

da - nadimi mSvidobiani; radgan wmindaa puri da

Rvino,

uflis xeliT mowodebuli; utyvad mogapyrobs

Ramesavse Tvalebs

Seniv Zma, ekliani yaribobiT Ronemixdili.

o, binadyofna, ganmsWvaluli Ramis silurjiT.

da mdumareba gardasulTa aCrdilebsac

siyvaruliT Caikravs gulSi,

im didi gvaris mobrdRviale tanjvebs da qviTins,

RvTismosavi, martodSTenil SviliSvils rom

Semkvidrebia.

86

qvadqceul zRurblze, wamebuli

sigiJis Savi wuTebidan kvlav elvared

gamofxizldeba,

da ZleviT msWvalavs silurje da Semodgomis

dasasruli, gabrwyinebuli,

mSvidi saxli da tyis legendebi,

mijna da wesi da mTvariani bilikebi gansvenebulTa.

87

helbrunSi

mimwuxrze kvlavac lurji moTqmis kvalSi CadgomiT

gorakTan, tborTan gazafxulisa -

roca mis Tavze irweodnen aCrdilebi didi xnis win

aRsrulebulTa,

aCrdilebi eklesiis winamZRolTa, Zvirfas dedaTa -

yvavilebs maTsas, marTal iebs

mwuxris miwa mourTavT ukve, da mirakrakebs lurji

wyaros

brolis nakadi. ase sulisad mwvandebian

muxebi mkvdrebis daviwyebul bilikTa Tavze,

tboris Tavze - oqros Rrublebi.

88

guli

TeTri iyo tyeTa wiaR veluri guli;

o, bneli SiSi

sikvdilisa, rux RrublebSi

oqro ase gardacvliliyo.

noembris mwuxri.

sasaklaos dafCenil karTan

idga Raribi qalebis grova;

kalaTebSi

iyreboda myrali xorci da Signeuli;

wyeuli xarki!

daisis lurj mtreds

mSvidoba ar moutania.

sayvirTa bneli xmovanebiT

iyo aRsavse Telebis

sveli oqros tanebi.

nakuwebad qceuli droSa,

axrColebuli sisxlis sunad,

rameTu sastik

mwuxarebaSi CaZirula kaci mavani.

o, rkinis droni

damarxulan siwiTleSi mimwuxris Jamis.

gafiTrebuli mTvariT mosili

ymawvilqalis

oqros saxe

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daCnda bneli saxlis karselSi,

iqve - glexkacis kar-midamo Semodgomuri.

Ramis qariSxliT gadatexili Savi naZvebi,

modrekili maTi simtkice.

o, guli,

Tovlis sigrileSi minavluli misi cimcimi.

90

Zili

me-2 redaqcia

dawyevlilno bnelno Sxamno

da TeTro Zilo!

es uCveulod ucxo baRi

dabindul xeTa

aRsavse aris gvelebiT da farvanebiT,

obobebiT da RamurebiT.

araqauro! dakarguli Seni Crdili

mewamulSi mimwuxris Jamis,

bneli korsari

mlaSe zRvaSi ubedobisa.

mimoeSalnen Ramis qobas TeTri Citebi

foladiT nageb

da Caqceul qalaqTa Tavze.

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avdari

veluro mTebo, amaRlebulo

mwuxarebav arwivebisa.

oqros Rrubeli

dafenia kldeTa udabnos.

yovlisdamTmeni simSvidea sacnauri sunTqvaSi

fiWvTa,

kuprisfer kravTa, ufskrulis Tavze,

meyvseulad sadac silurje

ucnaurad dadumebula,

ulbilesi zuili bazTa.

zurmuxtisferi, o, yvavili -

o, mdumareba.

mTis nakadulTa bneli sulebi

guls zRaprulad SeZraven da SeaSfoTeben,

sruli wyvdiadi,

xeobas rom Tavs daatydeba!

gzasacdenili

TeTri xmebi saSiS WiSkrebTan,

mimorRveul terasebTan,

Zalmosili risxva mamaTa, gvrini

dedaTa,

ymawvilkacis saomari oqros yiJina

da arSobilis

gauxelel TvalTa godeba.

92

hoi, tkivilo, cecxlovano gamoxedvav

diadi sulis!

cxenebis da sazidrebis

Sav jgleTaSi gabrwyindeba

sazareli elva vardisfrad

da aJRerebul fiWvnarSi qreba.

xolo amay Tavs

mimzidveli sigrile mosavs,

movarvare mwuxareba

gamwyrali RmerTis.

Zrwolav, Savo da Sxamiano

gvelo, mtvrad iqec sip qvianebSi!

mowydeba cremlTa

niaRvari da daqandeba,

qariSxali-TanagrZnoba,

sacnauri muqariT savse mexTatexaSi

TovliT mosil mwvervalTa irgvliv.

cecxli

naTelyofs dafleTil Rames.

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saRamo

mdumare tyeebs

gardacvlil gmirTa saxeebiT

aRavseb, mTvarev;

SeyvarebulTa morcxvi alersiT,

xrwnadi kldeebis Semomjarvel

saxelovan droTa CrdilebiT

mimoavseb,

namgala mTvarev;

lurjad inaTebs qalaqis mxare,

sadac civi da avboroti sacxovrisi gaumarTavs

xrwnamorevnil gvars,

da TeTr SviliSvils

ganumzadebs ukun momavals.

mTvarisSTanmTqmelo, hoi, Crdilebo,

sunTqva Tqveni xom

mTis tbis mxolodRa

SiSvel kristals daewafeba.

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Rame

me Sen mogiZRvni am simReras, o, napralo

pirvelyofilo,

Tqven, mTebo,

Ramis qariSxlebiT Tavmoyrilebo;

mrume koSkebo,

aRsavseno jojoxeTis gamoxedvebiT

da cecxlovani cxovelebiT

da uxeSi gvimriT, da naZviT,

brolis yvaviliT.

Sen, usasrulo wamebao,

RmerTs rom eZieb,

Sen, saTno sulo,

gamwyral fiWvnars da

CanCqers sunTqviT dawafebulo.

irgvliv oqrosfrad aenTeba

cecxli RrubelTa.

xolo Sav kldeebs

qariSxali,

SeSlili da sikvdilnasvami -

myinvaris

talRa ulurjesi -

Camoemxoba,

vels moedeba uZleveli zaris quxili:

CiraRdnebi da wyevla-krulva,

avxorcobis

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bneli TamaSi,

qvadqceuli Tavi

zecas SeWidebia.

96

naRveli

uZleveli xar, bnelo piro

Sinaganisa, Semodgomis Rrublebisgan

naZerwo saxev,

mwuxriJamis oqros simSvidis;

mwvaned kvdomadi mTis mdinare

damsxvreul fiWvTa

aCrdilebis sameufoSi;

sofeli,

lbilad ganlevadi lega xatebad.

Savi cxenebi jiriToben

danislul velze.

jariskacebo!

qedidan, sadac mze migoravs sulismRafavi,

sisxli siciliT Caiqceva -

utyv muxianSi! o, mrisxane naRveli

jaris; elvare zuCi

alisfer Subls zrialiT moswyda.

moawevs rarig civi Rame Semodgomisa,

varskvlavTa naTliT Semmosavi

mamakacTa damsxvreuli Zvlebis damyure

mSvidi monazvnis.

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Sin dabruneba

me-2 redaqcia

ubnelesi wlebis sigrile,

tkivili da imedi

icavs gigantur lodebs,

ukacriel mTebs,

Semodgomis oqrovani sunTqva,

Rrublebi mimwuxrisa -

es sisufTave!

lurji TvalebiT mimoimzers

brolis bavSvoba;

bnel naZvnarSi

siyvaruli, imedi kvalad,

rom cecxlovani quTuToebis

cvari uwyvetad daecema

miuZrav balaxs!

o! iq biliki oqrovani,

Caqcevadi TovlSi

ufskrulis!

lurj sigriles

SeisunTqavs Ramis xeoba,

rwmena, imedi!

martosulo sasaflao, salami Senda!

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gvrini

Zils da sikvdils, gulqva arwivebs,

am umTavresis garSemo aqvT Rameuli bWoba-gniasi:

adamianis oqros xati

maradisobis yinulovani talRis ZaliT

dasamardeba. Semzarav rifebs

miemsxvreva cecxlovani sxeuli da

zRvis Tavs

bneli xmis Civili mimoiqceva.

qariSxliani sevdis dao, mzera miapyar,

varskvlavqveSeTs

daenTqmeba mfrTxali navi,

Ramis utyv saxes.

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grodeki

me-2 redaqcia

aJRerdebian sasikvdilo iaraRis ZaliT mimwuxrze

Semodgomis tyeebi da oqros velebi

da lurji tbebi, mze romelTa Tavze

mcxralad gadagordeba; Rame Caikravs

momakvdav mebrZolT, xaf Rrials

maTi damsxvreuli bageebisa.

magram ZewnaTa fesvebSi wynarad grovdeba

wiTel RrubelTa gundi, masSi gamwyrali RmerTi

saxlobs

daRvrili sisxli, sigrile mTvaris;

kuprisfer xrwnaSi iZireba yoveli quCa.

RameJamis da varskvlavebis oqros totnarqveS

mimoirweva dis aCrdili utyvi tyis wiaR,

misasalmeblad sisxlad denil TavebTan da gmirTa

sulebTan;

da wynarad JReren lerwamSi bneli fleitebi

Semodgomisa.

o, siamayiT aRsavse glova! maTi brinjaos

sakurTxevlebi!

sulis mxurvale cecxli kvebavs dRes Zlier

tkivils,

arSobil badiST.

hans arpi

1886-1966

102

103

Strasburguli konfiguracia

1

me bunebaSi davibade. me StrasburgSi davibade.

me RrubelSi davibade. me tumboSi davibade. me bol-

okabaSi davibade.

oTxi buneba maqvs. ori nivTi maqvs. xuTi grZnoba

maqvs. grZnoba univTobaa. buneba uazrobaa. adgili

da bunebisTvis da. buneba TeTri arwivia. adgili da-

da bunebisTvis dada.

me xuTRilian wigns vZerwav. xelovnebis kafva Sa-

vi Wkuasustobaa.

dada ciurixSi daibada. ciurixs rom Strasbur-

gi gamovakloT darCeba 1916.

2

nimfa sicocxlis kuTvnilebaa.

generals bunebaSi mniSvnelovani adgili uWir-

avs.

104

piramidul tumbos aqvs oTxi Rili ori xvreli.

piramiduli tumbo bunebaSi Sav frTosnebs tumbavs.

me vtumbav bunebas. Sen tumbav xelovnebas.

Strasburgi Rrubelze mdebareobs.

xuTi cocxi wevs. oTxi cocxi zis. ori cocxi

dgas.

ici buneba Rilia. ici buneba Savi xvrelia. ici xe-

lovneba Savi xvrelia. yvela xvrelSi Rrubelia. ga-

momiZerwe xvrelSi xvreli da am xvrelSi ori xvre-

li da TiToeul am or xvrelSi oTxi xvreli da TiT-

oeul am oTx xvrelSi xuTi xvreli.

sixarulTa Soris Rrublis tumbo bolokabian

Rrublebs tumbavs. Rrublis tumbo tumbavs nimfu-

ri xelovnebis bolokabis sapirispirod.

3

me StrasburgSi davibade.

me leqsebis xuTi wigni gamoveci. am wignTa saxe-

lebia sami frinveli - Rrublebis tumbo - piramideb-

is bolokaba - TeTrcodnob Savtuxob - oTxi Rili

ori xvreli oTxi cocxi.

1916-Si ciurixSi sixarulTa Soris dada vSobe.

dada aris uazrobisTvis es ar niSnavs sisuleles.

dada uazroa rogorc buneba da sicocxle. dada aris

bunebisTvis da xelovnebis sapirispirod. dadas ise

rogorc bunebas surs yovel nivTs misi arsebiTi ad-

gili mianiWos.

105

garda amisa nawilobriv mjdomare nawilobriv

fexzemdgomi qandakebas vekuTvni. veravin damimt-

kicebs rom odesme erTi nimfa erTi generali an er-

Ti arwivi mainc gamomiZerwavs.

4

ici veravin damimtkicebs rom me ar var arwivi.

arwivi sicocxles ekuTvnis. ici arwivs xuTi sicocx-

le da oTxi buneba aqvs. ici arwivs garda amisa saxe-

lwodebac aqvs. Sen Savtuxob generals xuTi saxelw-

odeba aqvs xuTi Rili Tavis or grZnobaze da oTxi

xvreli Tavis sixarulebSi. magram buneba da me sixa-

rulTa da Sobil nivTTa winaaRmdegi varT. buneba

wevs zis Tu dgas sicocxles ekuTvnis.

TeTrbolokabiani Savi Rrubeli sixarulTa Sor-

is frinvelnivTs badebs.

106

* * *

vai Cveni keTili kaspari mokvda.

vin unda ataros amis mere Savi xumrobiT Rrubl-

is kululSi gadamaluli mobrdRviale droSa.

vin dafqvavs amis mere yavas Zvel kasrSi.

vin daamzadebs amis mere gaqvavebuli parkisgan

idiliur Svels.

vin aurdaurevs amis mere gemebs zRvaSi misalmeb-

aSi qolgaSi xolo qarebs mefutkris ZaxilSi ozon-

is TiTistarSi Tqveno udidebulesobav-Si.

vai vai vai Cveni keTili kaspari mokvda. caowmid-

av kaspari mokvda.

misi saxeli roca CaesmiT zarTa beRlebSi mwuxa-

rebisgan gulsaklavad gruxuneben Calis gemebi. ami-

tomac ganvagrZob moTqmiT misi gvaris gameorebas

kaspar kaspar.

ratom dagvtove. ra saxiT mogzaurobs axla Seni

mSvenieri diadi suli. varskvlavad iqec Tu mxurva-

le qariSxalSi wylis jaWvad an iqneb Savi sinaTlis

jiqnad an kldovani arsis mkvnesare dafdafis gamW-

virvale agurad.

axla ki Sreba Cveni qoCori da fexisgulebi da

koconi aqvT SenTebuli naxevraddanaxSirebul fer-

iebs.

mzis ukan axla Savi kegelbani quxs da aRaravin

amuSavebs kompasebs da urikis Tvlebs.

107

vin miujdeba amis mere fosforizebul virTxas-

Tan erTad sadilad martosul fexSiSvel magidas.

vin gandevnis amis mere sirokos eSmaks roca mas

cxenebis Secdena surs.

vin gangvimartavs amis mere monogramebs varskv-

lavebze.

misi biusti daamSvenebs WeSmaritad keTilSobil

adamianTa buxrebs magram es ar aris Tavis qalasTvis

nugeSi da saynosi TuTuni.

108

* * *

varskvlavebidan Savi qarebi jaWvebiviT CamoSve-

bulan.

barjebi Savad galaqul kedlebs uteven.

gavarvarebulan qalaqTa gegmebi.

Svid badaxSze mimorbian saxlebi an cibrutiviT

brunaven brolebze.

farTo ezoebSi Weqa-quxili mimoqris da mwvel-

avi dedoflebi TavianTi skamebidan yiravdebian.

miwis yelTagan moqiravneebi da moqiravneTagan

moqiravneebi amodian TavianTi galvanizebuli obo-

bebiT.

satyuarebs minis ConCxuka da qaosis msgavsi xal-

xi mohyveba.

vin Caatarebs pawawina Cvens kuboebs civi ciskris

varskvlavqveSeTSi.

109

* * *

didgvarovani qalbatoni sazeimod tumbavs Rr-

ublebs gaTrimluli tyavisa da qvis tomrebSi.

giganturi amweebi uxmod ewevian morakrake tor-

olebs cisken.

bambis TojinebiT gamotenila qviSis koSkebi.

rabebSi amonitebi diskoebi da dolabebia gaguj-

uli.

gemebs hansi da greta hqviaT da curvas ise gana-

grZoben rom verafers xvdebian.

drakoni daRdasmulia warweriT kunigundula

da Tokzea gamobmuli.

qalaqebs fexebi moxerxili aqvT samrekloebisT-

vis ki mxolod sardafebSi gadaadgilebis sruli T-

avisufleba miuniWebiaT amitomac ar gvevaleba brW-

yalebis rqebis da flugerebis gasufTaveba.

110

* * *

gadaylapuli biWunebi jadosnur buks aJRere-

ben.

oqros fexsacmliani angelozebi wiTeli qvebiT

savse tomrebs acarieleben.

ukve isaxeba anZebi da Tanavarskvlavedebi.

mowyalebis debi sahaero cixe-darbazTa safule-

Ta migdebul bavSvTa oxSivrian Zroxis naWerTa dar-

axtul kurdRelTa da axlad gatikinebul lomTa na-

kvalevebs miuTiTeben.

cecxlovan manaze amxedrebuli frinvelebi zec-

as seraven.

cviliscxvira varskvlavebi Taigulebs acemin-

eben.

kaci da Tagvi damTvralan da rbil TiTebze mic-

uraven.

mocaxcaxe aryis xeebis Tavze almodebuli lom-

ebi mimoqrian.

visac kudi aqvs is am kudze farans imagrebs. mTe-

li Rame Tavdayira dganan da drakonze amxedrebu-

li cekvaven. latanze cocva da sportuli Widaoba

Rames vau-vauTi avsebs.

111

* * *

rkinis tolCebidan moxarxare mxecebi qafdebi-

an.

Rrublis sagoravebi mxecebs maTive Zval-rbili-

dan erekebian.

qvis xanis qvebze floqvebi SiSvlad damdgaran

da gatrunulan totebTan da Tevzis fxebTan.

irmis rqebi Tovlis gundebs Cxveren.

mefeebi skamebs mTebisken miaWeneben da dekembris

bukiT ase qadageben: dauSviT Calis xidebi moitaneT

rkinis werilebi uxmod da kargad gasagonad.

yinulis boTlSi gvritebi iyinebian.

112

* * *

foTlovan tyeebSi avariaSi moxvedril frinve-

lTa bewvaxerxebi JRurtuleben

singurisferi kaTxis cxovelebi erTmaneTSi Cin-

uri kolofebiviT lagdebian

marioneti varskvlavebi marioneti yvavilebi da

marioneti kacunebi samarTav Zafebs wyveten

kartezianeli myvinTavebi TavianTi tarsikonia-

ni karetebiT miqrian marilsaxdelebSi romlebic

ludoviko XIV-is baRebze ufro mSvenieria

niSnulian Woks nel-nela maRla mivuyvebi

Cems kvercxebs sagzao manZilis aRmniSvneli qvis

svetebis xvrelebSi vaTavseb

113

wammzomi

me rom roca

erTi ori

me rom roca

sami oTxi

me rom roca

romelia

me rom roca

wik-wik-wik-wik

me rom roca

xuTi eqvsi

me rom roca

Svidi da rva

me rom roca

SeCerda da

me rom roca

amoZravda

me rom roca

cxra da aTi

me rom roca

TerTmeti da

ai ukve

Tormetia.

114

saWiroeba

daiZine umokleso Sen pawiav Zin Zin Zin

waborZikda mamrobiTi

wiTelia mamrobiTi

wiTelia Sen da Sen

ra Tqma unda mamlayinwac

ra Tqma unda yvela verZic

ra Tqma unda viris Zexvic

vau vau glirrvirrli cir

waborZikda saSualo

wiTelia saSualo

wiTelia Sen da Sen

ra Tqma unda dadas cxenic

ra Tqma unda dadas saxlic

ra Tqma unda Caidanic

daiZine umokleso Sen pawiav Zin Zin Zin

waborZikda mdedrobiTi

wiTelia mdedrobiTi

wiTelia Sen da Sen

ra Tqma unda furiremic

ra Tqma unda Zuc da nezvic

ra Tqma unda CeCmis yelic

115

dabneuli angelozebis saqmeni da uxamsobani

dezertiri angelozebi TovliviT bzuian

keTili iyos Tqveni fexi axal samyaroSi

moelvareni erTmaneTSi sigrZiv Zvrebian

ise rogorc uZiro kasrSi

saxerx xarixaze naperwklebs akveseben

aTavisufleben mijaWvul yvavilebs

da qvebs zRvaSi gadauZaxeben

qvebi maT filtvebs iseTi sasowarkveTiT ebRauW-

ebian

rogorc dasaZirad ganwiruli bgerebi mwvane Se-

jamebis foTlebs

sagalobelTa krebulebisgan agebuli barikadeb-

is ukan angelozebi yvirian "koziri"

xelidan iZroben xelTaTmanebs

oTxfexa siTxeebze iZineben

da wriul sulissawmendad gardaisaxebian

romelic usasrulobaze odnav maRlaa dakideb-

uli

da aTeistur scenisTavze usaxelo sxeulad war-

mosdgeba

aseTia erT wels saqmis viTareba

meore wels droSebis monacvleoba wydeba

SeZaxili keTili iyos Tqveni faxi axal samyaro-

Si

mxolod fxriwfxrewis ritualis aRsrulebisas

gaismis

116

magaliTad roca droiT savse qoTans msoflios

quridan gadmodgamen

mesame wels axali samyaro ukve Zvelia

angelozebi frTebs inomraven

da tyavis larnakis msgavsi moxetiale qarebiv-

iT aqrolsurneleba mondomebiaT

Tumca am surnels raRac ufro mZafri surneli

ise mZlavrad axSobs

rom angelozebi am dros or Tanabrad didi zom-

is civ porciad mimoiSlebian

Sav fers aRiareben

saxeliTa-s amin-ad aqceven

galobis dasawyiss ki simReris dasasrulad

da es maSin roca ganubanel originalSi

bolosdabolos angelozebi varskvlavTa etlis

xelnaSi Caebmebian

da qimerebTan erTad samudamod uCinardebian

117

vardebi miabijeben faifuris quCebze

zRapris kideze Rame vardebs iqsovs.

iSleba Taiguli yaryatTa nayofTa faraonTa ar-

faTa.

sikvdili Tavis kapkapa Taiguls sicarielis fes-

vebqveS daatarebs.

sakvamurebze yaryatebi kapkapeben.

Rame CaliT gamotenili zRaparia.

vardebi miabijeben faifuris quCebze TavianTi

wlebis gorglisgan varskvlavs varskvlavze iqsoven.

varskvlavTa Soris nayofs sZinavs.

carieli qveynebi CaliT gamotenili wlebi moci-

nari Cemodnebi cekvaven.

yaryatebi faraonebs nTqaven.

sakvamurebidan vardebi izrdebian.

sikvdili erTmaneTis miyolebiT nTqavs weliwa-

debs.

faraonebi nTqaven yaryatebs.

nayofTa Soris varskvlavs sZinavs. zogjer Zil-

Si nazad icinis rogorc faifuris afra.

Wrialni zRaparni qsovani quCani SefuTulni ya-

ryatni cekvaven.

vardisani arian fesvni faraonTa.

yaryatebi alageben TavianT sakvamurebs TavianT

CemodnebSi da faraonTa qveyanaSi mifrinaven.

118

adamiani fleitistia

adamiani fleitistia.

adamiani qnarze damkvrelia.

adamiani taZris mSenebelia.

magram adamiani sikvdilis momtani xmlis mWede-

lic aris.

saqmis rogori codniT aris aRnusxuli homero-

sis simRerebSi xocva-Jletis Sedegebi.

adamiani mSvenierebiT gabruebuli obobaa.

adamiani daundobeli mgelia, romelic gugus iZ-

axis.

adamiani mSvildosania, romelic futkaras kl-

avs, uimedod gonebaSezRuduli mkvlelia, atomsok-

oebis momyvani mebaRea, Tavze rom mamapapuri CaCi

axuravs da yvelafers, risTvisac dRemde miuRwevia,

mimRwevebiTurT, samudamo CrdilSi gasariyad wi-

ravs.

adamiani vauvaus myefari mosamarTlea, arasak-

mao safuZvlis oTxmagi fesvia, romlis kenwerozec

uricxvi pawia flugeria damagrebuli, biZia Tomas

qoxia, kuTvnil fexebze mojiriTe sakoncerto roi-

alia.

magram adamiani, yovlis uwinares, gansaxierebaa

uzneo saqmis, romelmac mas, rogorc Cans, fiqri da

locva daaviwya. adamianis danaxvisTanave kisriste-

xiT gaqceva da dedamiwis uRrmes, ubneles napraleb-

Si gadaxvewa sjobs.

119

adamiani mimzidvelad moCarCoebuli Tavisi rva

Riobidan gamudmebiT uSvebs cisfer orTqls, yavis-

fer buruss, rux kvamls.

ugunuri, usastikesi, cofiT savsea misi swrafvis

mizani. adamians bunebrivi hgonia arabunebrivi moT-

xovnilebebi. raki frTebi ar gaaCnia, surs frTebi

hqondes da ifrinos. frTebi mas gansakuTrebiT izi-

davs. Tavi RmerTad warmoudgenia, trakqveS amodeb-

uli erTi kasri benzinis imedad caSi roca mihqris.

magram adamiani sulCadgmuli kvirtic aris.

magram adamiani poetic aris.

magram adamiani wmindanic aris, cisartyelasfe-

rebiani angelozi.

120

sibnele xdeba ufro bneli

ufro da ufro bneli xdeba miwis sibnele.

swored sibnelebi mravldebian parazitisebrni

xmauradamianebi

bombmzareulebi

manqansayvarlebi

kentavrebi, naxevrad adamiani naxevrad manqana

fexburTis burTis Taviani adamianebi

adamianebi romlebsac aRaraferi akavSirebT od-

indel gulTan

adamianebi, romlebic Tavdayira dganan da fiq-

roben, rom yvela sxvac Tavdayira dgas da dadis.

rac ufro moCvenebiTad uazrod mrisxaneben, xma-

uroben, feTqdebian, umavTulod vrceldebian, gani-

bnevian, zebgeriTi siCqariT frenen,

miT metad bneli xdeba sibnele Cvens miwaze.

rac ufro mZlavrad amoiqSenen adamianebi prog-

resis foladovani koSkebidan,

rac ufro abetoneben mTebs da velebs adamiane-

bi,

miT metad bneli xdeba sibnele Cvens miwaze.

rac ufro mondomebiT fuTfuTeben adamianebi

RmerTis samosis nakecebSi,

rac ufro zaratustroben da gauriSankaroben,

miT metad bneli xdeba sibnele Cvens miwaze.

121

vake

vakeze romelic cariel horizonts erwymoda sk-

amze vijeqi.

vake bejiTad iyo moasfaltebuli.

Cemsa da skams garda araferi ukeT TiTqmis araf-

eri moixileboda.

ca iyo ucvlelad mtredisferi.

mze ar matebda mas sicocxles.

amouxsneli gonebismieri naTeli asxivosnebda

ukidegano vakes.

sxva samyarodan xelovnurad proecirdeba meT-

qi es maradi dRe ase megona.

arc meZineboda arc mSioda arc mwyuroda arc

mcxeloda arc mcioda.

raki vakeze araferi xdeboda da araferi icvle-

boda

dro iyo mxolod moCvenebiTi.

mciredi dro mxolod CemSi cocxlobda isev

umTavresad skamis wyalobiT.

swored am skamze yuradRebis Sedegi iyo mTlad

rom jerac ar damekarga warsulis grZnoba.

drodadro ise vaxtebodi skams rogor cxeni.

xan pirdapir gavrbodi da xan skams irgvliv Cor-

TiT vuvlidi.

vfiqrob am saqmes vaxerxebdi

da an sulac ver vaxerxebdi

sivrceSi xom veraferi movixile

122

rasTan mimarTebiTac Cemi moZraobis dadgenas

SevZlebdi.

vijeqi skamze vfiqrobdi damwuxrebuli magram

ara sasowarkveTili

imis gamo rom samyaros guli aseT Sav naTels asx-

ivebda.

123

tyviis brtyeli Rrubeli

kaci

romelic bayays hgavs

zurgze axteba

meore kacs

romelic bayays hgavs.

gogona

romelic mtreds hgavs

natifi klanWiani TiTebiT

cis jiqnidan

jamSi mcireoden cisfer rZes wvelis.

adamianebi

romlebic bocvrebs hgvanan

moedanze skup-skupiT daxtian.

ra xania udarajebda

tyviis brtyeli Rrubeli

am bocvris msgavs adamianebs.

frTxilad da swrafad eSveba da

Wylets bocvris msgavs adamianebs.

roca Rrubeli cas ubrundeba

bocvris msgavsi adamianebi moedanze

wvanan brtylad da sufTad

da sul male Srebian mzeze.

isini gasresil yvavilebs hgvanan.

miminos msgavsi

fxiani vaWari

Wirisuflebisgan

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yidulobs gabrtyelebul adamianebs

da didsulovnad ixdis solidur Tanxas

da aseTive didsulovnebiT maSinve yidis maT

umniSvnelo safasurad

oqros rasis warmomadgenel mogzaurze

romelic niangs hgavs.

125

Tojinebi

Cemi Tavi Tovlis gundaa.

Cemi xelebi da fexebi Savi sveli totebia.

Cemi guli kocnis ylupia.

me sawyali da naxevrad galeuli

magram mainc Zlier sayvareli var.

.

zogjer Tavi adamianebi gvgonia da ara Tojine-

bi iseTi sabraloa Cveni sulieri mdgomareoba.

yalb awmyoSia dakidebuli gaxunebuli Cveni ocn-

ebebi.

dRis cxadi musika Cvens Tvalwin camtverdeba.

varskvlavebis mTeli farac xom avismomaswavebl-

ad dagvnaTis.

.

me sasikvdilo Tojina var.

ZvaliviT magari var.

vidre adamiani mokvdebodes

Cems wvalebas bolo ar uCans.

.

isini mwovdnen

saxsrebs maglejdnen

da mkocnidnen da isev mwovdnen

da CemiT maimunobanas TamaSobdnen.

126

Cemi kocnebi nacartutad iqca.

Caqrnen Cemi yvavilnarebi.

erTmaneTis miyolebiT dadumdnen Cemi wyaroe-

bi.

ai ukve gamoRlili gaxunebuli da carieli var

carieli rogorc gamoclili kaTxa.

dedamiwac gamoclili kaTxaa da meti araferi.

.

me arc didi var da arc patara.

me gaurSemouwerlobidan movdivar.

iq ar surneleben bageebi.

iq ar cimcimeben namdvili varskvlavebi

tkbil zmanebaSi.

me yalbi cis qveS

SuSis xileuliT vTamaSob

da frTxilad vcdilob ormoSi maT Cayras.

.

roca isini CveniT TamaSoben

boroti TamaSisTvis sasiamovno iers virgebT.

Cven gvezizReba maTi xvevna-kocna.

Cven gvezizReba maTi alersi da xvneSa.

vin gagvaTavisuflebs am sazizRari arsebebisgan

romlebsac TamaSis araferi gaegebaT.

.

me ar var elva.

127

me Tojina var.

me ar var cecxli.

me Tojina var.

magram uwyvetad briali da elvareba msurs.

sulic uTuod damamSvenebda.

ratom ar var simRera?

ratom ar maqvs frTebi?

nuTu arvis surs vercxlisferi

Sleifi mainc misaxsovros?

vercxlisferi Sleifi

vercxlisferi nakaduli

Cems ukan rom miCuxCuxebs.

arc faifuris qudi iqneboda

Cemi TavisTvis zedmeti.

is xom iseve saWiroa

rogorc jvari samreklos Tavze.

me Raribi var.

me SiSveli var.

arada ras ar mpirdebodnen.

.

me momRerali Tojina var.

vmReri da davfren.

.

me adamianixorcSesxmuli Tojina var

kaciWamia batonebisTvis.

ZalRones ar viSureb

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maTi boboqari mgluri madis dasacxrobad.

.

me comis Tojina var.

magram me Cems coms did mniSvnelobas ar vaniWeb.

Cemi Tvalebi gamxmari CamiCis marcvlebia.

ar vici roca gamovcxvebi

Cemgan xeiri Tu iqneba.

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adamianebi

ruxad SeRebili Tavmdabali skamadamianebi

romlebsac ar surT sxva ramed yofna

Tu ara skamad romelzec sxvebi sxdebian.

.

Rrubeladamianebi romlebic Tavs TviTve iSo-

ben.

.

uWipo ara-adamianebi romlebsac gaumjobeseba

mondomebiaT

da brmebiviT frTxilad

isinjaven adamianis saWipe adgils.

.

xvreladamianebi romlebSic lariviT swori

gza midis progresuli jojoxeTisken.

xvreladamianebi romlebic fiWas awarmoeben

magram cota Tafls.

.

TeTri auwereli Zafisgan Semdgari

grZeli grZeli wvrili Zafadamianebi

koWze romelTa daxveva da

Sarvlis jibiT tareba mosaxerxebelia.

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.

adamianebi romlebsac iseTi SegrZneba aqvT

rom male qvebi damwifdebian.

.

adamianebi romlebic fiqroben

rom azri ara aqvs

or wina fexTan erTad

ukan kidev ori fexi gamoisxan

da rom ufskrulSi gadasaxtomad

erTaderTi fexic sakmarisia.

.

maCvenebeladamianebi romlebic kedelze saWi-

roebisamebr mimagrebulebi

maSinve isariviT brunvas iwyeben

kukkuk kukkuk-s iZaxian

da dros aCveneben.

.

adamianebi romlebic sikvdilis mere manaTobe-

li mzeebi xdebian.

.

adamianebi romlebic arian zRva

romelic TaigulebiT kamaTels agorebs.

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.

adamianebi romlebic nazad manaTobeli kvercx-

adqceuli mTvareebi arian.

.

adamianebi romlebic arabuli erTianiviT

adian matarebelSi

iqidan ki Camodian

romauli erTianiviT.

.

adamianebi TavianT Tavs eubnebian:

ganuwyvetliv davrgoT da davrgoT

sulerTia qolgebi iqneba Tu potiomkinis xiSte-

bi

Cexuri Tu espanuri soflebis ukan

mZvinvarebis gamomwvevi.

sjobs civi sazRvrebis daweseba.

sjobs sanam arsebobs

peridromi ar mivatovoT.

.

adamianebi romlebic kenWebs acxikineben.

.

kentavradamianebi naxevradadamiani naxevrad-

manqana.

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.

Worikana adamianebi romlebic gauTaveblad lay-

boben.

.

adamianebi romlebic

sainteresos verafers xedaven pirvelmizezSi

da urCevniaT am cxovrebis dinebas mihyvnen

xolo cxvirwagvril maT saxeze

sami erTmaneTze mkacrad dalagebuli da movli-

li

heraldikurad stilizebuli ulvaSi

yovelTvis bejiTad ivarcxneba iqandeba da lak-

iT ifareba.

.

katisTaviani adamiani

katis uCveulod didTaviani adamiani

knaviliT amoxteba

Savmwvane Waobidan

da gauTaveblad moTqvams

am dros ki misi xaxa SemaSfoTeblad farTod iR-

eba.

mravali SiSveli arseba ixrCoba mis irgvliv

isini mwvane Slamian wyalSi

sasowarkveTili iqneven xelebs.

Cans sagangebod wyalSi dasaxrCobad

gaSiSvlebulan

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ukanasknel samosamde.

grZeli Trevadi kudiT aRWurvili

ukanali ki

wyalze ise daabijebs

rogorc Cven miwis zedapirze.

ukve haerSi mimocuravs Tevzebis gundi

xolo frinvelTa gundi Rrma wyalSi frens.

Savmwvane napralebidan da xaxebidan orTqli am-

odis.

drodadro erTi buCqidan meore buCqisken

akivlebuli SiSveli qali garbis.

gaaupatiures

Tu kiviliT lamobs

Tavisi gaupatiurebis

survilis gamoTqmas?

raki sibnele Zlierdeba

klanWebSi CiraRdanmomarjvebuli didi frinve-

lebi Cndebian

landSafti rom odnav mainc gaanaTon.

dapatiJebuli stumrebi erTmaneTs ekiTxebian

sad movxvdiT

da ras niSnavs es yvelaferio.

ufro da ufro bneldeba haeri.

haerSi matulobs Tevzebis gundi.

wyali piriqiT ufro naTdeba

miuxedavad imisa rom frinvelebis gundi

wylis siRrmeSi sul ufro mravldeba.

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.

adamians surs ifilosofosos

magram Cangali eubneba: an Sen da an me.

arc adamiania cudi oponenti.

igi moxerxebulad usxlteba Cangals.

Cangali ki mainc axerxebs

didi rkaliT

Tavis TavzemoT mis mosrolas.

adamiani TefSebis kolonis pirispir moadens

zRarTans.

TefSebi namsxvrevebad qcevamde xarxareben.

adamiani wamoxteba

da ylapavs Cangals.

ai maSin ki misi Tvalebi

SuSis Rilebad iqcevian

da Tavidan cvivian.

bavSvebi

romlebsac arc adamianebi adardebT

da arc Canglebi

am Tvalebs

saTamaSo kenWebiviT malaven jibeSi.

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Tagvebi da katebi

katisTaviani Tagvebi

da Tagvistaniani katebi.

ruxi Rrublis didi Tagvebi.

kata romelsac kudad ezrdeba

cocxali Tevzi

da jer bolomde ar gazrdia

xolo kata mas ukve sanslavs

magram Tevzi isev da isev

zrdas ganagrZobs umal xelaxla.

kata romlis Sublzec

briliantis kocnebiT gawyobili diadema brwyi-

navs

ufskrulis

mRelvare mkerdze Camomjdara.

katebis Tvalebi elvared

elaven.

katebi romelTac

etyobaT

erTi mxriv omi swyuriaT

meore mxriv ki kargad xedaven

rom ufro momgebiania

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gagujuli trombonebiT

savaWrod morCilad xetiali.

moedanze

Tagvistaniani katebi cekvaven

katistaniani Tagvebis

dakrulze.

137

sad

sad arian ocnebebi?

brolis gemebze.

sad arian brolis gemebi?

pirvel-iebis qveyanaSi.

sad aris pirveli iebis qveyana?

meocnebeTa gulebSi.

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momzirali

saucxoo profesia aqvs

momzirals

kacs romelic mzerazea

TavdaviwyebiT Seyvarebuli.

mezRvauris profesia

anu im kacis profesia vinc zRvas miapobs

zRvaosnis profesia

dasawuni sulac ar aris

magram momzirlisas

cxra zRva aSorebs.

momzirali Tavisi mzeriT

ara marto zRvas miapobs

aramed haersac miwasac cecxlsac.

momzirlis mzera mzerebs apobs

igi caSi varskvlavebs kocnis.

dRisiT Tu RamiT

misi Tvalebi ocnebis siRrmeebs eamborebian.

is ar ibneva

roca zRapris kapitan mandilosnebs

TavianTi zRapruli gemebiT

naTlis Ruzebi naTlis Suqi naTlis wertilebi

da imedis sxivebi moaqvT.

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samwuxarod ara

vin var me?

iqneb ugzo-ukvlod gamqrali guguli var

maradisobidan

sul raRac wamiT rom unda gaCndes

da gugu daiZaxos?

vin var me?

ratom jerac ar momxdara

rom erTxel mainc CemTvis

xeli gulianad CamomerTmios.

vin var me?

iqneb nagleji var

mamulis sisxlad momdinare wyeuli ferxulis?

iqneb qarsmicemuli uazrobis

zebgeriTi siCqaris Cqari fitulis

dafleTili urCi CanCqeris nafleTi var?

vin var me?

ara me ar var samwuxarod

qalTevzas rCeuli.

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Who is who

Who is who.Where is where.vin aris vin.

Who is who.icis vin ra.

ra aris is.

iqneb qafia.

iqneb moCvenebaa.

iqneb livlivaa Sav haerSi.

sad aris is.

WipSi.

pirSi.

TvalSi.

is kbens nakbenebs da bzarebs

iolad misawvdom zedapirul wylebSi.

iqneb gadacmulia

da Tavis Tavs veRar cnobs

meduzisebr lorwovan melnebSi.

an iqneb sulac

Tvalis daxamxamebaSi Caiqrola.

gons male moegeba.

vin aris vin.

Who is who.is zuzunebs.

yaryumis bewviT Semosili boboqrobs.

swrafi vardniT Caezrdeba sakuTar Tavs.

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sakuTar ablabudaSi quxs.

is yveba ambebs

magram urCevnia nazi Tvalebi hqondes

da dacinviT guli ijeros.

mas zRaprebi aRar gaaTbobs.

alisferi mkbenarebi sul kben-kbeniT ikbinebian.

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adamians exeba saqme

ras exeba saqme?

saqme exeba adamians.

ra moxda?

moxda adamiani

romelsac guli aqvs

romelsac guli ara aqvs

romelic faifuris CeqmebiT

xteba brinjaos ufskrulSi

romelic SiSveli xelebiT

gars urbens miwas

romelic varskvlaveTis

ganvarskvlavebas cdilobs

romelic ganvarskvlaveTis

Sevarskvlavebas cdilobs.

mere ki brdRvinavs: maRla maRla maRla!

gaumarjos ajafsandlad qceul droSas.

gaumarjos vilhelm tels da mis vaSlebs.

Cven gvinda isev gvyavdes

Zlieri evas mklavebSi gamomwyvdeuli vilhelm

telebi.

ras exeba saqme?

ra moxda?

saqme exeba binZur garigebas.

saqme exeba

Zvelmodurad gadaqceul

maRal sferoebs.

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nexvis goras

damZaRebul maRal sferoebs

moSTobil iSTars

uamrav wvers

papaCvenis wiTelwverebs

bolos rom isev

marmarilos magidebs Soris yvaviloba mosurve-

biaT.

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locva

wmindao naTelo

gvixsen Cven uazrobisgan.

gvixsen Cven uazrobis

uazro avadmyofobisgan.

ar kmara

drodadro

cremlis wveTi

rom ecema

dedamiwis gaxurebul qvas.

gvixseni Cven

uazrobis suteniorebisgan

mozeime kaciWamiebisgan

motrabaxe myvirala maimunebisgan.

Tavgza agvbnevia uazro tanjvaSi.

Cven qviSis maradiuli mgzavrebi varT.

Cven gaxurebuli qviSis

qveSagebSi vbrunavT.

es sasaciloa

es satiralia

es yvelaferi Wkuidan SegvSlis.

vai Cven upovarT ugunurT.

ra SeSlilobas SevupyrivarT.

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* * *

daiwyo

didi usasrulo dResaswauli.

Cven yvela

mbrwyinav angelozebad

gadaviqeciT.

Cveni Tvalebi

manaTobeli varskvlavebia.

eniT auwerelia

Cemi aTeisti megobrebis

gamometyveleba.

isini uxarisxod SeRebilebs

hgvanan.

gaupatiurebulebs gakvirvebulebs

Zveli CveulebiT

gemrieli mkrexelobebis amonTxeva mondomebiaT.

amaod

beraven isini

loyebs

radgan

maTi piridan amosul

erT aleluias

umal meore enacvleba.

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ocnebis maradiuli yvavilebi

miwis sagiJeTidan

gaqceva mondomebia sawyal kacs.

amaod eZebs gamosavals

da amasTan mSieric aris.

diax sruliad araferi abadia

arc xiluli arc uxilavi.

.

Tumca moaxerxa

da mogzaur sulTa

Savi karidan

aqlemis saxiT

gaaRwia.

magram amiTve CamoerTva

samoTxeSi mosaxvedrad

nemsis yunwSi gaZvromis ufleba.

.

misi ukanaskneli puris marcvali

magidis qveS Cavarda.

misi bolo imedi

magidis qveS

ufskrulSi

Sav vardTan erTad aRmoCnda.

.

is dasrulebuli ovalis win

kedlis dacxrilul fardagze tiris.

.

is kvlav ganagrZobs

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ocnebas

miwaze

apokalifsurad

moyvavile

baRnarze

.

iqidan ukve

kargad xedavs yvela im gzas

romelic Tavisi cxovrebis gzad

unda eqcia.

.

im Tavis nacvlad

mxrebze rom adgas

varskvlavs

isurvebda.

Tavis nacvlad

varskvlavebis

Taiguls

isurvebda.

.

SeSlilebi

da

gardacvlilebi

marad

norCebi

iqnebian

rogorc

ocnebis

maradiuli yvavilebi.

ernst maisteri

1911-1979

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151

adamianTa monologi

Cven samyaros gaCveuli varT.

gviyvars samyaro Cveni TaviviT.

anazdad sxvad rom qceuliyo es samyaro,

avtirdebodiT.

araraSi SekiTxvebis samosaxloa.

araraSi diddebian Tvalis gugebi.

arara rom arsebuliyo,

o, gana axla daviZinebdiT,

da mosasvleli Cveni sizmaric

sasikvdilod daZiravda uazro da uSvelebel

lods.

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L’HOME MACHINE BLEUE II

ajvaredinebs yviTel fexebs Zilsmicemuli

adamiani. pirSi muxli Rrmad Caumuxlavs.

dabnelebul Tvals esizmreba bneli sxeuli.

moigrixeba sizmrad Tavi Semogrexili.

esizmrebian usafuZvlod sizmrebs sizmrebi.

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mokakvuli

is midis.

cudi sizmari hqonda.

is midis sulmTlad mokakvuli da aRar sunTqavs.

is midis.

Subli mucelze aqvs dakidebuli.

is midis.

xolo Camoyrili xelebi misTrevs.

is midis.

misi Subli misiv fexebs exleba.

is midis.

misi Tavi ukve mis win migoravs.

da misi Tavi litanias warmoTqvams aseTs:

me matlebma damisakuTres.

cudi iyo Cemi sizmari.

is mokakvuli xvdeba ganTiads.

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sibnele

sibneles arvin ekiTxeba,

Tavs rogor grZnobo.

igi ar mReris.

mas Tvalebi ar gaaCnia.

sibnele mxolod mkvdari ZaRlia.

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sigrile

mTvare yvavilobs.

ganuteva suli zafxulma.

Cemi palto egebeba pirvel sigriles:

wiTel sigriles,

muqwiTeli feris sigriles.

Cemi Tvalis gugebis miRma ukve pirveli

yinulovani arSiebi gamoisaxnen:

yviTeli, TeTri,

mwvane, mwvane, mwvane,

da Savi.

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* * *

yvelaferi sakuTar Tavs dafuZnebia.

me Cemiv Tavs davfuZnebivar.

qalaqi quCa-quCa seirnobs.

mTa Seyolia sakuTari Tavisken aRmarTs.

gaqanebuli diriJabli-saqanela haerSi dgas

gaunZrevlad da gons egeba.

mdinare ambobs: saiT mivmarTo Cemi dineba?

ufali ambobs: deda, me meti aRar ZalmiZs. aq iseTi

simxurvalea.

Sose ambobs: me benzini gamomelia.

mwuxri gars akravs qveynierebas da - saRamo

mSvidobisa - ase mimarTavs.

dedebi erTxmad igaloben:

yvelaferi sakuTar Tavs dafuZnebia.

da icinian.

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melanqolia

da aris gamomSvidobeba yoveli sityva,

gadagdebuli SesasvlelTan mkvdarTa samyofis,

CamoConCxili Tavi sadac amRerebula,

CamoConCxili TiTebi sadac asruleben

am Zvel simReras:

fiTrisferia Sida mxare alisferi vaSlis kanisa,

bavSvi ki qvovan safexurze - ufro metad

gafiTrebuli,

roca mimwuxri Camodgeba, is ki kankalebs,

ver gaugia, sad gaqra deda,

romelic mwared tiroda da ganuwyvetliv

romelic ambobs,

rom misi sisxli ganileva,

rom is ileva . . . daileva . . . gamoileva . . .

sada xarT, arsno, Cvenc rom gvicavT sityvebTan

erTad?

angelozebi? - kuboebSi wvanan ukve angelozebi,

moTqmaTa mtvriT daTovlilebi.

isini saxlis sxva darbazSi ganisveneben,

CamoConCxili TiTebi sadac asruleben

am Zvel simReras:

fiTrisferia Sida mxare alisferi vaSlis kanisa...

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yvirilis pirveli galaReba

nadiris moTqma monadiris

dagrexil bukSi... magram am gvrinis monadires ra

gaegeba?

is buks kedelze Camokidebs.

xolo bukSi nadiri tiris,

yrua kedeli.

me ki, yvirili, moelvare bukidan gavsxlti

mwvane kedelze, gadavurbine

saxeze ZilSi jerac isev monadire kacs,

waviforxile misi colis Sav, gaSlil

Tmaze, ar Sevxebivar biWunebis jerac wiTlad

RaJRaJa loyebs; sasowarkveTiT ganveSore

dakoJrebul muStebs marekTa

da xeSeS xelebs ZilSi mborgavi

moxucebuli moaxle qalis.

ukan darCa ZaRlTa ymuili,

Ramis sarkmlidan gareT gavfrindi,

kuprisfer tyes Tavs gadavevle,

da roca zecis did sivrceSi waviborZike,

swored es iyo

sazari ram, sabolood gausaZlisi.

da me vinane,

labirinTul imav bukSi ukuviqeci,

RameSi rom kaSkaSebda, da Zils miveci,

159

mwvane kedlis siaxloves, motirali,

rbil bewveulze da nakrtenze

naRvliani cxovelebisa.

160

didi xuTSabaTi

Weqas-quxils moklebuli sivrcis wiaRSi,

minawkriala arfebis irgvliv livliveben TeTri

Citebi.

sicocxlis mwvane wveni avsebs

gazafxulis xnulTa ornatebs;

dineba, ase Tavmoyrili, golgoTisken aRedineba,

raTa mosasvlel alionze - sisxladdaRvrili mzis

Caferflil wamwamTa Tvalwin -

Seerios usaSinles Zmars.

Txemi! sikvdilis xe! uflis xeliT darweuli zecis

saswori!

da ar viqnebi xval samoTxeSi,

aramed gavqni Zrwolebs, rogorc qva wisqvilisa,

da sagaloblebs vigalobeb miwis msaxuri.

SromadRis mere magdalenasTan erTad vseirnob

wisqvilis tboris modamoebSi.

moesurveba maSin cremli monanie mzes,

da im xorblis purs, me rom davfqvi, mocaxcaxe

piriT exeba!

Rame isea, viT samare! angelozebi, Cemi

Tanamosaxleebi, gminva-kvnesad uqceviaT saSinel

sizmrebs:

161

RvTismSobeli ver pasuxobs sfinqsis SekiTxvas;

zardamcemia, mas, ganawamebs da momakvdavs, iosebi

rogor dascinis.

optikosia mamaRmerTi, rogorc erT dros iyo

spinoza.

is, WaRara da Tvaldavsili, linzebs amzadebs.

RmerTo Cemo, RmerTo Cemo, rogor morTula

cionis nuSis yvavilebiT Cemi sizmari!

162

xelCarTuli Setakeba vardebis velze

sagani, yelSi moxvedrili,

cxlad sagemi Sokoladi rodi yofila,

nuSis namcecic ar iyo igi,

usayvarlesis tuCebs Soris

nazad nakocni.

mtris Tvalis skleras

qaliSvilis TeZoebi daviwyeboda,

sikvdilis iyo ca, romelsac Caemqlia Savi

kvercxebi,

da Cais vardic furcel-furcel gafantuliyo.

da mainc,

sisxliT SeiReba kaci vardebSi,

swored imaTSi,

es ixila gadaqceulma,

fuTfuTebdnen da maRla-maRla miiwevdnen

farajisfrad ruxi tilebi,

raTa vardebis yviTel kvalSi gamarjveba ezeimaT

amosrutvis am didostatebs.

da maRali ca ruxi iyo, rogorc tilebi.

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boselSi b.-sTan

siTbo idga SenTan, boselSi.

mindvrad zamTari maTraxiT gvcemda.

wmindao Cvilo, gamomxltaro TovliviT TeTri

vardis gulidan,

CaliT Sekrul sagebelze manaTobelo,

Sens sanaxavad movediT da

ara imisTvis, rom Sen agkidoT

ekliani es Cveni Zrwola. -

da, ai, vdgavarT,

rogorc samxreTis msubuq qarSi,

oxSivarSi rZelbil cxovelTa.

zeTi iRvreba oqrovani zeTisxilis mTis

kalTebidan...

daviTis qnaris tkbili hangebic

Sen gestumrnen, viT naTliebi,

da es gana ise ar aris, TiTqos uriam inebao aq

dayovneba -

gulmarTalma meTaurma,

visac mefem coli waarTva, virsavi iyo misi saxeli,

da daorsulda ieRovas Rrublebze igi, -

swored uriam, yru butbutiT solomonis

sibrZneTa mTqmelma?

arada, Cveni basri Zrwola ra Sors gvirCeba,

roca SevyurebT, vardisferi Seni xeli

bagis Calidan mTvaris vercxlisfer

164

buks rom mieltvis...

mariamisgan nawinaswarmetyvelebi zecis qveS

dResac

Tovlis sudaragamovlili

gulkeTili stumrebi Sensken edinebian.

da amaswinaT iyo esec, moginaxula

tonokom, bavSvma, sasikvdilo WrilobebiT

dabadebulma,

gogonam kunZul hiroSimaze

gaelvebis wams Sxamiani sokos qveS myofma,

tonokom, v.-is yvela uflebaCamorTmeulTa

banakis mwared dadumebuli dumilis xels

minebebulma.

165

kurdRlebis zamTari

vaSa da vaSa, jariskacno velTa Zrwolisa!

Tqven, mwkrivebad da nawilebad dayofilno da

parkebSi TaviT Cayudebulno...

dakidebulno, swordiT, kurdRelno!

zamTris qaris miuxedavad.

ho, zamTris qari

mRrRneli kbiliviT molaplape vercxlis

Rrublebs mimofantavs

mosarkul caze.

zvavs aRvZrav

mTis Tavs,

umciresi biZgic ikmarebs, da ai, isic,

danaSauli Cemi, mamav uRrmesi cisa,

Tavqve mogoravs

da, xevisken daqanebuli,

gaizrdeba da pirisagan miwisa aRgvis

yinulovani arSiebiT morTul Cems sarkmels,

romlis winaSec

kurdRlebia dakidebuli.

gamoiRviZeT, jariskacno velTa Zrwolisa!

gainZeriT -

samyurebo, gamyinavad lurjebo, serze

amoyvavildiT!

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modiT da CemTan amoskupdiT,

gemo moideT

zamTris qarbuqSi, CamoirecxeT

bewvidan sisxli,

brali Cemi,

da iCqareT CemTan erTad, bolosdabolos,

Tovlis am lurj ialaRebze.

167

Tevzis daqucmaceba

diax, qaosic es aris: Tevzad

gamoecxado sufras trapezad.

niSans aZlevdes gafufquli Tvali sxva sulebs.

axlaxans janmrTels, sisxlsavses da

Tvalmofafxures

gurmani ukve vnebiT savse mzeras gapkurebs,

wevxar narCevi, gaSifruli da daRdasmuli.

da roca ukve aqnilic xar, gamofatrulic,

Sens xorcs wre iyofs, romliTac xar Semoraguli.

wre rom iSleba, Sengan fxa da nakuwi rCeba.

eh, Se narCeno, bolos eg fxac gagefanteba.

gzaabneulo, migdebulo, ra gemarTeba? -

fxeks mzareuli kanis lorwos, qoTanze Semxmars.

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Calis Taiguli

Ramisken martod miqceuli,

magram mainc ara euli,

radgan erTguli Sen damirCi,

aCrdilo Cemo!

samzareulos nacrisferi,

CamoSlili Spaleridan,

mesalmebi da, CemTan erTad, Tvals adevneb

simSvidismomgvrel sigaretis bols.

ai, misi wre Sens Tavs zemoT rogor ikvreba!

magram Sen am dros usmen Tu ara

maRviZaras, zurmuxtisfrad mominanqrebuls,

romelic erTma daSlilma xelma

aqve, Seminul karadaSi,

mZinare da carieli WurWlis qveS dadga,

usmen Tu ara mowikwikes,

nakuwebad gadamqcevs drois,

romelsac, TiTqos, rogorc kalos, ise lewavdes?

Ramis mindvrebze sad grZeldeba

kidev ufro Calis Rerebi?

brmad moizrdeba wveli Cemi saxis garSemo.

wiTlad kubokrul sufraze ki Cemi magidis -

brolis larnaki, oh, igi kravs

Calis Taiguls!

169

garmonis nakecebSi

o, qveynebs Soris sazRvris mkvidri es musikosi,

sabudariviT Tbili qoxis myudro mosaxle,

miuxedavad im saSinel arqtikasTan mezoblobisa,

ara erTi da ori miliT rom izomeba...

moxuci kaci, visi saxec, naoWebiT amoRaruli,

aRmosavleTis mzisebr didi da alisferi,

Tma-wverSi TiTqmis ikargeboda...

gafaSrebuli, nacrisferi visi piric

ganuyofliT iyo aRsavse

da uxeSi visi xelebic

Savad-vercxlisfer garmons Slidnen

da kecavdnen cxeli banis xmad...

erTxel -

ukve rom moeyola simRer-simRer bevri ambavi -

kacma Civili wamoiwyo,

Tu ras malavdnen am garmonis nakecebi sakuTar

TavSi.

da, ai, es damamaxsovrda:

dafnis Tesls da peplis sacecebs,

vardebis ferfls da baRlinjoebs,

gardacvlilTa saxlis nagavsac,

namsxvrevebs moSiS zarebisas,

da mtvers yvavilTa,

da lursmnebs, maTze Semxmar sisxls da

iqve tampons maradiuli Wrilobebidan...

170

o, qveynebs Soris sazRvris mkvidri es musikosi,

sabudariviT Tbili qoxis myudro mosaxle,

miuxedavad im saSinel arqtikasTan mezoblobisa,

ara erTi da ori miliT rom izomeba...

171

* * *

dadgeba dro da is kata SenSi,

azridan azrs rom uxmod awydeba,

aRmoCndeba nanadirevi.

"ganZni, romelnic elvareben

usargeblos naTebaSi", Sebneldebian,

odes sxva kata, sxva nadiri,

SenTa TvalTa usieridan

savse mzeriT gamocanas miswvdeba bolos.

im wams ki, Sen rom mogitacebs sunTqvisSemkvreli

gaelvebidan saunjisa,

verasodes ganWvret winaswar.

172

APRÈS APERÈSLUDE

gadaSlili mqonda Tvalwin

brandenburgis Tbili qviSa.

gaqra lxinic, gaqra Wiric

da Satzbau-c gailia.

rac mkvdradyofnad iwodeba,

me-sTvis Seucnobelia.

mSobliuri saxlis sunTqva

marad misandobelia.

es qveyana zars da risxvas

usaTuod imsaxurebs:

ra uxvia marSis xmebi!

vaSa dafdafs, vaSa tripers!

oh, nacnobi simRera da

xma ciuri, beni ZilSi

Cayolili, gmadlobT, aq ki...

es vardebis falangia.

173

warmoTqvams bavSvi

- me bneli var, - warmoTqvams bavSvi.

gazafxulia.

dedamiwa uxmobs mebaRes.

mzes -

miwa da zRva.

ganixvnebian karibWeni,

kuboebi daixSvebian.

me naTeli var?

Tovli cecxlSi daiZira

da iq axla furisula gamoyvavilda.

zRvaze kaci Cans,

bageebiT ia upyria.

- me bneli var, -

warmoTqvams bavSvi.

eha! Sen, qalo,

yelze kani SemogaWkneba.

eha! umanko ymawvilqalo,

xar rarigad xaverdovani.

xolo Cems Tvalebs

mwyemsi mwyemsavs - me mas ver vxedav.

- me bneli var, - warmoTqvams bavSvi.

174

sxva saxli damxvda

sxva saxli

damxvda.

magram vidre Sevabijebdi,

ase SevZaxe

myrali tanjviT CamoxunZlulma:

ar aJRerdebi

gamarjvebis yiJiniT, saxlo,

"wylisgan Sekruli" kacis Tavze, Seni eJvnebi

"TixiT Sekruli" kacis Tavze

arasodes axmiandeba.

da roca saxlSi fexi Sevdgi, ver gavigone

verc xarxari da

verc - eJvnebis qirqili; mxolod

siCume idga.

magram siCume

ganarisxa gangaSma; avlo

brinjaos bneli xveuli

kibe, da umal, TiTqos

iZulebiT gamorekili,

saxlis uricxvi binadari,

uTvalebo uricxvi eSma

kibe-kibe da sarTul-sarTul moiCqaroda,

me rom irgvliv Semomxveoda.

175

mere yurebTan damsiodnen,

CamCurCulebdnen:

aba, linkeos,

araraobis wamwamebi gviCvene Cqara! -

TqviT, roca ukve

am sizmarcxadis

yvela samxili warmovadgine:

nuTu es saxli udavod da

ueWvelad - da rogor,

SecdiT - vambob:

udavod, ueWvelad - da rogor,

SecdiT - aris nagebi,

ris gamoc ar msurs

gilgameSiviT movyve godebas,

saxli, romelSic

ar kidia zanzalakebi da arc boroti

sicilia Casafrebuli? vambob:

udavod, ueWvelad - da rogor,

SecdiT?

siyvaruli ar gamaCnia?

176

axla

axla.

mas mere didi droa ukve gasuli.

axla:

seqtembris

naSuadRevia.

Tbili ferflis

surneli:

TiTqos,

me, dRes damwvari,

es ferfli viyo.

es me var?

iqneb, es me ar var?

TefSiviT mrgvali

aris sinaTle,

damZimebuli vaSlebiT,

msxlebiT.

var.

yvavilebiT aRsavse, aq var.

wamwamni mzeTa,

birTvni

maTi gugebis wreSi:

Tvalni,

Cems Tvalebs aserigad moaxlebulni.

177

ukve aRar var?

dRe kacisa

brinjaosfer sibneleSi

gaelvebaa.

axla:

morigi seqtemberi,

naSuadRevi.

axla

mas mere didi droa ukve gasuli.

178

lurji feri

fiqri sxlteba, fiqri miqris

da miapobs wvimis Tavsxmas,

cisartyela rodi axlavs!

soflad mivel, iq ucvlelad

Cemze fiqri cialebda:

Tavwawyvetil mamals qari

Cemsken moafrialebda.

yiyli-yiyli! - SemovZaxeb -

SemozideT eg xorbali!

da eg xaric gamisuqeT,

mindorSi rom icoxneba,

Tanac gZuldeT samudamod:

me, mcelavi visac mqvia,

visac qusli gamiWria.

me, mcelavi visac mqvia,

visac qusli gamiWria,

visac erTgul Tanamgzavrad

Tavwaclili mamali myavs,

vinc gamarTul da swor gzebze

vkoWlob, Tanac am wyeul fers,

zecis lurj fers vaZlev niSans.

179

FERMATE

ekalbardiT dabrkolebuli:

Tvalebi

askils da msunTqav zRvas

gadaevleba.

eTerSi oqros amoanTxevs

Tevzi-mekobre.

Fermate: warbi,

danisluli horizonti, zeaziduli.

mze, rogorc fskerze margaliti,

qvemoT darCenil

siRrmis narCens mimoanaTebs.

dro uadresi da uSoresi

ra Zalian hgvanan erTmaneTs.

modi, sikvdilad wodebulo,

moelvare sanapiros Tavs daadeqi!

modi, askilis ferisao,

eklisaebr daburuli ferisav, modi!

gamoCndi, modi!

SenTan molaRe,

naTesavi var

uZvelesi angelozebis.

180

adgilobrivi

kldeze

meTevze Camomjdara

msubuqwaReba,

da Tevzs ityuebs.

qvemoT Rrma zRvaa.

mokled,

sikvdils rac Seexeba,

sikvdils, romelic yvelasaTvis

is adgilia,

sadac aris adgilobrivi

(aravin aris araqauri),

ratomac ara vacisfexeba,

visac Tavbru arasdros esxmis?

kldeze

meTevze Camomjdara

msubuqwaReba.

mis qvemoT ki

mRelvare zRvaa.

181

uceb

viT maRali da uSoresi

Savi TaRiT moCrdiluli,

Tavisave naTebaSi Sedis sinaTle.

metyveli xdeba

masTan yvela nivTi, arseba.

xe kidev ufro mwvane xdeba da wablisferi,

niadagic da ruxi kedlebic;

saxlebi TeTrad

gamJRavndebian.

erTi xanoba kidev dgas kravi

da bavSvebi rZes awoveben

am eTerul yvavilobaSi.

mere ki, uceb, rogorc Tavis mokveTisas,

Cndeba sibnele.

182

mwyemsi qali

mwyemsi qali,

maT romelic mouxmobs, kravebs,

isve ar aris, vinc patronobs

im cxvarTa Crdilebs,

romlebsac mere

yasbebs gadascems?

Tqvi,

romeli xmiT

milalavs igi Tavis cxovelebs

Sinisken

mwuxrze?

magram Sexede,

rarig mZimed miabijeben,

gverdigverd Tbili sawmisebisa,

SroSanisferi

mzis naTelSi,

cxvrebis CorCxebi.

183

me vnaxe

aranairi naazreviT moazrebuli,

da arc odesme nanaxi sizmrad,

Rawvebi vinme moxuci qalis,

mTlad alisferi vaSlebiviT RaJRaJebdnen da

ase erTvodnen mobutbute bageebis

damskdar alublebs.

me rogorc miTxres,

gemebisTvis ferebs arCevda.

diax, me vnaxe,

gemTsaSenis saxelosnoSi,

xomaldze rogor avida igi

sami katiT da

konservis Wreli qilebiT xelSi,

romlebic mere irgvliv koxtad Semoikriba.

rogor Sevida

igi saxesTan momarjvebul

sarkis natexSi.

184

mexsiereba

es svlaa, gzaa,

sxva araferi.

ielvebs gvrini,

mze zenitSia.

mtvers gapkureben quTuToze

RimiliT mkvdrebi.

es tvirTi

erTob mZime rodia.

eWvis gamxela

da mwuxareba

mwuxare wignTa, damwuxrebuli.

meordebian SekiTxvebi,

aris moTmena.

Sen, xelovnebav, unatifeso ...

gancda gancdas rom erTvis, ivseba,

es sinatife

Tavisave sinatifeSi jer isev frTxeba.

es tvirTi

erTob mZime rodia.

qarqceuls,

Sen rom farad egulvi,

fexdafex misdevs

lelSi mcelavi.

mtvers gapkureben quTuToze

185

RimiliT mkvdrebi.

es tvirTi

erTob mZime rodia.

186

andaza

Soreul mTvaris

naperwklebi elaven frTaSi,

andaza mokauWebul pirSi...

Rame janmrTelad axiTxiTda

buTa TvalebSi.

Svidi mizezi

cxra mizezs malavs.

Tu iqneboda marTebuli, meaTisTvis

pwkalis monaxva?

187

me

Rame iyo moTmineba,

moTminebis erTaderTi

xangrZlivi bgera.

me-s erTdroulad mwyemsad da ZaRlad

da momTabare jogad uCnda

Tavisi Tavi.

188

daculi da gamomwyvdeuli

TeTri mamlebi

ar iZvrodnen

uxmo frontonze.

mTvaris naTelSi

yavari da frTebi

elavdnen.

jvari

mekava mTvaris Suqze

da vabrunebdi.

misgan laqiviT

iRvenTeboda

yayaCosfradwiTeli sisxli.

TiTqos viyavi

mamlebiT da saxuravebiT,

jvriT da sisxliT da mTvaris naTebiT

zorba kakalSi

- viT misi guli -

daculi da gamomwyvdeuli.

189

Senamoqmedis zeca

Senamoqmedis

da winaswarmetyvelTa misTa

zecis Tavanze

uZlureba ganiv zols avlebs.

da saswauli

ar moaqvs mimwuxrs.

morCilad brwyinavs

misi varskvlavi.

190

sanapiro

Semoiqec

Cemi bagisken.

me wamwamebqveS

mezRvaurTa simReras

getyvi:

rom sanapiro

zolis gaswvriv

Cven afrebs vSliT

quTuToebiT,

Cvens saubars ki msWvalavs naTeli.

191

mwuxareba

mTvare

JangisferwiTelia,

TiTqos -

savse ukanasknelad,

TeTria Cemi wamwami da

sikvdilSi fxizlobs,

mas nislSi

kubo Caulivlivebs.

is aris CrCili

da zis WinWarze,

romelic swored am wams yvavilobs...

da sulac ara uwynares wams

gaielvebs kravis sawmisi,

xolo cani bnels izraxvian.

192

* * *

gadmoTqrialda koconidan

TeTri SigTavsi.

mere Tavcecxlas yvavilidan

gadmoenarcxa.

aSrialdnen mwvane milakni.

gadmoanTxies Riobidan marcvleuli

movarvare

pirebma sami mamakacisa.

ulvaSebma ki

bageTa irgvliv

moelvare brunva warmoqmnes.

193

* * *

icinodnen.

isxdnen

ruxad

cecxlis enebSi

da kiTxulobdnen

wigns,

romelic maT mouTxrobda,

Tu rogor

aris yvelaferi

dakarguli samaradisod.

194

* * *

sidample dasturyofilia.

me amgvarad

Semogxedav,

ase

Semicnob.

me jerac

qarvis burTSi

vcxovrob,

gareTken vcruob,

vxedav, SroSani rogor zeimobs,

narSavebi sinaTles Cxveren,

jerac isev qarvis burTSi

var.

magram sidample

dabeWdulia.

Tumca,

ase msurs Tvali Segavlo.

an Sen me rogor unda

gecani?

195

* * *

zogjer

Caxedavs laba

Tvalebs usikvdilosas,

jerac Tu hgiebs iq

arsebao.

196

* * *

rac RmerTni iyvnen erT dros, isini

amJamad xedvis

naTlad cocxalni Tvalni arian,

lurjni irisni da gugani molaJvardeni,

mzera, zeciT nayvavilebi,

mzeris ornati.

ara, ar aris

ca carieli. ar daidriko,

mtvris WurWelo,

mZime sisxlisken, radgan

es guSagT, maRlidan fxizlad moTvalyureT

Seni sifxizlis, aforiaqebs.

ara, ar aris

ca carieli,

xom ganimarta.

197

viyavi samwyso

viyavi samwyso

da vkortnidi gamocdilebas.

mwyemsis argani,

varskvlavebTan Sexebadi

da - balaxebTan:

aha, isini

arian mwared rCeulebi,

umwvanesebi.

da Crdili

misi qudis farflebqveS

da Suqmosili xelebi

mwyemsis

da me, samwyso,

amomkortnavenebiani.

198

nayvinTaveb quxilTa mere

nayvinTaveb quxilTa mere

tborebi isev gadaswordnen,

elvis literni

ukve fskerze daZirulan

da

ubraloebas

azrovneba daewyos TiTqos, aw

wyalni, uwin

sulmTlad bnelni, ganmsWvalulan

Tevzebis vercxliT.

199

Cveneba

aq iyo,

ai, aq iyo meTqi,

mezRvauri,

talRebs Soris samudamod gamomwyvdeuli.

man,

talRebs Soris samudamod gamomwyvdeulma,

wyalTa sarke gamoamtvria

da Cven gviCvena,

Cven gviCvena, winmswraf mezRvaurT,

erTi muWa

siruxe fskeris.

200

dakiTxva

qva

dumiliT giwyobs

dakiTxvas.

aw

gamoxrwnili

ho da ara-dan

mkvdreTiT aRmdgars

ZalgiZs uSiSrad

gaZvre msgavsi Sesaqmis

yunwSi.

201

mTvare

an Sen,

uwyinrad xelCavlebuls majis saxsrebSi,

gatyvevebs mTvare

mbrwyinavi garsiT. - da

Sen ar iZvri

da msurveli xar

Rameuli simReris SeTxzvis,

viT - guSindelni,

ai, ase gardacvlilebi.

202

SesaZlod myudro

mcxovrebi swored im sferoze,

romelic mkvdrebma SesaZloa jerac uwyian.

masze namdvili, aTasferi yvavilebis

moelvare diadema dakidebula,

moWidebian mas msubuqad

kaklis totebic.

da wris SuagulSi,

mkvlelobis Tavze, mainc aris siesta baRSi,

sadme sxvagan ki cigurebiT srialic aris,

erToblivi,

daxanebuli, Tu ara

myudro

naTeba, erTob

gasaocari.

203

zamTriseuli

I

aq, sad nadiris

sisxliani kvali mTavrdeba,

sad gabawruli monadire wevs

da misi ZaRli, Savi ZaRli,

Tovls Seqcevia,

broli, haerSi arsebuli,

mzeris Zalas aniWebs Cems Tvals.

IV

cviva fanteli. da wamwamni,

gajarjlebul,

zeapyrobil TvalTa wamwamni,

TeTrni, mravalni,

Tavdaxsnilni, mimocvivian.

axali, Zveli,

ZiliT fxizeli,

siwminde, - eha,

daundoblad

zamTriseuli,

tanis gamlRobi...

bavSvTa pirebSi eqcevian

Tovlis fifqebi.

204

ubralo Sesaqme

Citis galoba

mimoarwevs

tots

uwinares,

da ubraloa

totisa da galobis

gegma.

igalobebde amas, am gegmas.

TvalTvals dauwyeb

imis TvalisWrils,

vinc sakuTar Tavs

aocebs friad,

Tumc,

amave TvalisWrilidan

damSeuli nadiri cviva,

mglebi cvivian,

da yoveli imaTgani,

roca garbis,

fleTs sakuTar Tavs.

amis mere ki, ai, ra rCeba:

bewvi, romelic frialebs da -

Sifrebis wyeba.

205

bavSvi

droiT savse garss

Tvals Seavlebs,

wrupavs da xedavs

veeberTela rux

pepelas,

bavSvi,

da midis,

wyvdiadSi

Savi cxvrebis

samwyemsad.

206

im harmoniaSi

herkulesi da sxvebi curaven

harmoniaSi, romelsac ukve

gamoacala sikvdilma Zalac,

mSvenierebac,

xolo is,

rasac es dReebi Tavs uyrian

nagavTan da nasulelevTan,

mavanTa mier

mzis SuagulSi

amoinTxeva.

erTxel

mtvris mTeli am buRidan

gamova bavSvi,

am jansaR

tvinebs

romelic Secvlis.

207

miwas ar ZaluZs metyveleba

is ar wers dRiurs,

miwa, romelic, mkvdrebs da totems dafuZnebia,

romelsac akravs wylis svetebi

da niadag

nadgurcemuli floti sityvebis...

is, daxunZluli lpobiT, sibneliT,

usaylapavod umarcvlebo,

mxofav lastebis, mogzauri gemebis qvemoT!

Cems qveS rames rom mivnarcxebodi?

vfiqrob, rom wyvdiads mivwvdebodi,

viT wamxdar abeds

finikieli bavSvis samosi,

aSvebuli saZiravi,

cdomili eqo,

barbiTis naSTi...

rom CameyvinTa?

moviZiebdi sanaTuriT da mivagnebdi

dRiurs gemisas, Tumc,

mkvdradyofnis garemoebas

is ar ganmartavs, mxolod -

daZirvis dasawyisisas:

Cven viZirebiT.

miwad viqceviT.

208

morieli

zedmiwevniT zustis winaSe

(SemecnebasTan erTadve da

sinamdvilis siyvaruliTac)

oxunjobs sarke

zRvisa, liTonis.

amRvrevamde ki, amasTanave,

nakvalevi moixileba.

rac gaqra, gaqra. morieli.

mesmoda,

Tevzs rom eubneboda:

Cven rac gvCxvlets, igi,

netav, raao.

me vxedav Relvas, saavdro Rrublebs;

me vxedav ferflis mi-da-mo trials.

is frTa, frinvels rom amoacales,

Caewoba svel

xrwnaSi. is wers,

rac Cvens merea.

209

Ramurebis stvena

TiToeuli Tmis Reri Tavze,

magram aseve mqrqali laqa,

SerCenili oTaxis kedels

da miriadi

nisli mtvrisa,

am oTaxebs moSorebuli...

mainc ras niSnavs

Ramurebis mimostvena,

mimwuxris Jami

horizonts zusti varskvlavebis

TvalebqveSeTSi

ferfls rom Seafrqvevs?

210

frinvelTRrubeli

daisis Jami,

SoSiebiT gaSavebuli...

da, dae, iyos

es sityvebis TamaSi, mainc

warmogvidgeba WeSmaritebad,

aseTia maTi Savi mimoWikWiki,

labirinTSi

gaugonari.

es Semodgoma

unda iyos. is

warbebs ikravs:

moswydeba

dasvril kenweroebs

frinvelTRrubeli

da gezs aiRebs

CrdiloeTis

auxsneli mimarTulebiT.

211

Calis sinaTle

naxevrad

srulad sazris-

mziani. visac WriWini

keTilad uCans,

nebismieri dRismieri

Calis sinaTlis

Reroebsac iman Cahberos...

nebismieri dReTagani, da

es dRe Cascqers

obobas

budes, da martooden

Sen

gaocebs namdvil-

CvenebiT

srul-

carieli

qitinebi,

ZafebiT Zruli,

roca

aserig Sors-

mosrolili

kaTxidan

bzari galavnisa

qars ewafeba.

212

SaSvi

rarig icinis

cis siruxe, aseT mimwuxrSi

balaxisa da siCumis zrda

xmamaRalia, farfatebs CrCili

da - furclebi yvavilebisa,

mcenaris Tesli moipneva bilikze! hoi,

SaSvis galoba - maSin, roca

zarmacobs fiqri. da foTol-

bneli wifeli! mZime

Cveneba, TiTqos amozrdila

balaxSi yeli,

da iqve - ybebi, momuSave, sazari

mxecis. zarmacobs

fiqri (da, SesaZloa,

Tavad RmerTi ablabudaSi

hkiTxavs Tavis Tavs,

Tu hgiebs igi, da Tu

amaSi darwmundeba, RmerTi yofila

igi aseve

pirveldrois). zarmacobs

fiqri, Cascqers

ufro da ufro usiers. - samSvinveli,

gvian, SenTvisve

213

uumZimesi, ar Caugdo

Seni tyvia

SaSvis galobas. damTavrdeba

sul male igi.

214

Rameuli

Signivmbrunavi: mwvane

adgili Ramis, saiTac

oxrvis grZel Tokze

asxmul Tavebs veqaCebodi

(Tqven, siyvaruliT aRsavseno,

ukve daRupuldroindelno!) da

gareT: haeris

binadarni da bzemsubuqad

naTuris irgvliv Tavmoyrilni, cdomili gzebiT

morialeni Cems saxesTan,

Cemi yuris niJarasTan mofrialeni,

Cems quTuTos da

bages moxlilni.

Semoragvuli Ramis mier

(gamxsenebeli Tqveni,

Tqveni,

siyvaruliT savseno) - axla

mWaxe, da-

mwvari, gan-

naWuWebiT Signiv-

mbrunavi,

saiTac

215

oxvris

grZeli TokiT

Tavisqalebs veqaCebodi.

216

Tqven, titebo, nargizebo

rakiRa vnanob

me Cems sizmars:

Tqven, titebo, nargizebo,

gimxelT am sizmars:

akldamebis Tavs,

Zveli

koSkis

kibeze videq,

mZarcveli zarTa,

rekviT drois mauwyeblTa;

da me maT qvemoT vubiZgebdi,

Tanxlebuli angelozTa mrisxanebiT

da demonTa SeZaxilebiT.

Tqven, titebo, nargizebo,

gimxelT

am sizmars.

217

Tanamdevi varskvlavi

erTi Rawvia Zowisferi, meore -

TeTri; saiT

gavwioT, mamano

Cemno, dedano Cemno,

ZaRls rom movuxmobT,

samiaTasi wlis win warcemuls

egviptis mtverSi?

gaiRe miwa dasarwyuleblad,

SesaZenad gaiRe wyali,

Semamkobeli eWvis varskvlavi,

varskvlavi rZis wil da sisxlis wil:

Tanamdevi varskvlavi igi!

ganmeorebul JamTa kvalad,

odes TiTqmis auTvleli

borcvi borcvad moikvalTeba,

amoyvirebac umrwemesi,

aRmomxdari gorakqveS wiaRs,

isic iswavlis,

rac uwinve iyo gancdili:

aRsrulebulan ukve RmerTni,

magram Tavad aCrdilni maTni

Surs anayreben?

218

me vityvi mosvlas

I

diax,sinaTle,

svetad mdgomi

ufskrulis Tavze.

mis sibrZnes

gana vin TamaSobs?

gana vin uwyis

sisavse misi SeSlilobisa?

me vityvi

mosvlas

aq, sinaTlis

namdvil lelqaSSi.

II

moweulia es formula

eklis

wveridan.

rac xels aqamde

msubuqad uCnda,

damZimdeba da

dauvardeba.

da fesvs gaidgams,

am adgilis

vardi iqneba.

219

ostatni ki ase ityvian

ostatni ki ase ityvian:

"gamrudebuli".

mec aseTi mesizmra

mxeci,

samyaros jiqi,

naxtomisken-nebaSive gaSeSebuli.

nadavls verasdros moipovebs

aseTi xaxa,

damnayrebel Casobas eSvis.

is mSvidad midis

sarwyuleblisken.

220

namdvili sufra

me namdvil sufras

movipoveb,

fiqalwnuli kedeli rom CamoiSleba,

da masze mTas vwer,

fiqalmTas vwer, aCxrialebuls.

mercxlebi moagviristeben

mTasac da vazsac, mTaze rom xarobs.

maTi budea:

vazianSi

uflis mxari,

maTxovris mxari.

221

qvaTa sunTqva

diax, sakuTar Tavs vinc iviwyebs,

qvis qvaburidan

grigali rom amovardeba.

boboqari, qarebis RmerTi;

ena igi: daviwyebuli.

gaflanguli da

mere isev namemkvidrevi,

metyvelebaSi sicocxlisa sizmarze, tanze...

xolo isini metyveleben:

midmoCxrialed,

qvebi - qvebTanve, literebi -

myife, Zlieri,

qvabur ufskrulSi.

da gatyorcnian gaocebulis

TavzemoT,

Tavad rac ar arian,

mosxletil sunTqvas.

222

droni

wvimis mere

vardebis cxims

wveT-wveTebi dahkunwuleben.

miyelyelaobs

lokokina:

aq iseTi moclilobaa,

viT akldamebSi.

naTlis wyalobiT

yvavilobs Tovli.

alisfer CrdiliT Tanxlebuli,

vzivar RartafSi.

damatyveva

SroSanis da astris

baasma.

Tovli

vaSliviT

gemrielia.

223

* * *

swored rom droa,

vardma TiTebi

mZinars qeCoSi Caavlos da

misi saxe

sizmris sazar

riJraJSi Cargos.

224

* * *

Sen, vinc ar gici, Seni iyos

es gamocana; ruxi vardi sakuTar Tavs

usasrulod aRemateba; me aRar veZeb

arc mignebas da arc - Ziebas (sivrceSi

burTi ganagrZobs vardnas); Seni iyos

mTvare, da, dae, anaTos iman, rac ar anaTebs ("Sen"

axla ukve Camqralia); ase rom, caSi

laqa kidia (es mzem

Tu icis? is qalRmerTi sulac ar aris), maSin,

ros bage, dadumebuli, SoreTidan

mcireoden swavlobs Cems bages... axlobeli

Sorebelad gadaiqceva; Sorebeli itanjeba

sityvaSi da ar itanjeba; saWiroeba

vidremdea da itanjeba.

mkvdrisTvis

sikvdili

mTvare rodia.

225

etiudebi

(amonaridi)

*

Rame, romelSic

almasis mTa gabrwyinebula,

yvavs da bulbuls ki

saqanelad uqceviT

axali mTvare.

*

Sens xelisgulze

rodi mTavrdeba

es ugrZesi

wvimis Zafebi.

*

sadac jvaria

qviSis saaTi,

fesvs idgams elva.

*

zrunva: qariviT

Semoevleba

226

is Tvalmokruli

zRvis dasaliers,

daudgeba

misiv fskers

afrad.

*

nakluli risad?

arc bavSvi getyvis

da arc - frinveli.

dro, sxvamxriv mizniT Sepyrobili,

uceb sivrcidan

gagesityveba.

gverdiT Cagivlis

goneba

lamazmuxlebiani.

*

zRvispirs -

sicili, maT

daiWires metyveli Tevzi.

magram is ambobs

imas, rasac yvela gulisxmobs.

227

*

mokvalTulia

es qva, romelsac

Cems xelSi vmalav

da me vici imavdroulad:

misi vardnis

savalze vdgavar.

*

Semosuli

mis Wors

Seavsebs.

aRweriT

Zveli

sivrce

izrdeba.

irgvliv ki yovlismomcvelia

ganumartavi,

TxemiT terfamde

aucileblis.

*

moulodnelad

gamocxaddnen,

dabadebulni,

228

raTa imas misalmebodnen,

vinc maT Sorisve

myofobda ukve

da binadrobda.

saWiroeba

Semoiqca

saWiroebis WeSmaritebad.

sikvdili rodi

movidoda mosili. Tumca,

is, mSvenieri,

gamoCndeboda.

229

magram es aris

magram es aris Tavis qala:

zeca; nagebi

saxli karTagan,

romelTa mcvelni

gamodian-Sedian miwyiv,

erTurTis sapirispirod:

tyupni.

erTi mcveli rom

Savi iyos, meore -

TeTri,

da erTi kari

iyos Cemi da

Seni sikvdili, yvela karibWe,

xolo meore -

Seni da Cemi sicocxle, yvela

karibWe: ai,

es wesrigi

mindobilia

uquTuTod ugono

ufals,

ara cecxlovan

maradiul

Tvals

mis RameSi,

gamoqvabulSi,

230

romelsac rZis da

ferflis suni aqvs, da sadac vsunTqav

mTeli arsebiT.

sivrce.

simSvide

da foriaqi.

sivrce ki aris cixedarbazi,

sivrce morigi

sivrcis karia,

gasaRebebis asxma Jrarunebs dausruleblad

mRelvarebis Tavs,

da Semovivleb

drois ueWvel

sizmrebSi

yelze

aRkazmulobas,

Zvirfasi qvebis bnel elvarebas,

sikvdils yvela CvenTaganisas,

rameTu aki mainc hgiebs

saxlSi malulad

xrwnac,

maTxovrobac,

darCenisTvis

siRaribiT da mxurvalebiT niSandebuli,

JReradoba

gaxvretil xorxSi.

231

am adgilebSi

Sors darCenila elevsisi, akvamluli,

mtvriT dafaruli,

gareadgili...

Tumc, am adgilebs swored iqidan

movlenodes TiTqosda igi,

Weqa-quxili,

imgvarad dahqSens

irgvliv aSenbergs,

da rogorc yinuls,

styorcnis Tavis

mWeqare isrebs,

da daaCenen elvarebani

alags modebul sarevela uferul balaxs,

romlis surnelic, umZafesi, tvinamde gwvdeba...

da zedmiwevniT giCveneben

cecxlni cisani

tyavs cxovelisas, mimoWmuWnuls,

gulisamrevad dabuwuwebuls,

vidre brZanebdes mexTatexa:

Semoiqec da

mistTa aCrdilni

gamoixme elevsisidan!

232

* * *

azrovneba, zurmuxtisferi

an uferuli: Zafi

Zvlebzea daxveuli,

es yoveli

Soridan modis.

magram xandaxan

Tavs davaRwev adamianebs

da,

gariJraJze uwinares,

mivayuradeb

xaf xmebs

pirveli dedamiwis

usasood ususuri

cxovelebisa.

msurs gavixseno

swored sawyisi

me, am dabneul,

nagvianev Jamze mosulma,

mcodnem imisa,

rom iq, sadac me vsaxlob axla,

erT dros zRva iyo.

233

Zveli motivi

fiTris feri aqvs

kubos ficars

savse mTvaris qveS,

SefoTlili xeebis irgvliv.

Cems oTaxSi ki darialebs

qaris surneli, da kmayofili

viqnebi, maRla,

auCqarebi burTebis irgvliv,

mqrqali naTebiT,

Tavazianad Tanamgzavri

Rrubeli rom gamoCndebodes.

234

etiudi

sarkmlidan

vgzavni

bnel gonebas,

midamosTan

salaparakod.

235

metyveleba da dumili

sapirispirod

Cemda hgiebs dumili

qvisa: amitomac

vwer

Ramis win xmovans,

da erTi ambobs:

mZuls

metyveleba,

amitom vdumvar,

me aravisTan vlaparakob,

TviT Cemive TavTanac - ara,

mTvarem

anaTos

Zveli

figura

(romelmac icis,

aqedan

rodis gavemgzavrebi).

236

adamianTa simRera

raki ar ZalmiZs, samwuxarod,

aseTi davrCe,

msurs, siyvarulSi

gonivrulad gaverTiande.

me msurs, gavigo,

rac ukve moxda;

aba, Sexede: mnaTobic da

iersaxec sakmarisad moiZieba.

237

saimedooba

roca frinvelis

TiToeuli, zamTrismieri, bumbulis Rero

meores aris mindobili mTeli zamTari, -

kargad icnoben erTmaneTs frTebi,

gamarTulni frenis SegrZnebiT.

Cven wyvili frTiT da

bumbuliT da RinRliT gavfrindiT

sisustis miRma.

238

* * *

aq - rogor vcxovrob

aq ase didxans,

ciT dasazRvruli,

elvare garsiT,

ugunurebas

rom aRvivebs

mTel zedapirze.

ara adgili amaRlebuli.

miwieri,

ufskrulTufskrulSi

iRvwis varskvlavi.

rogor brunavs da

rogor trialebs,

damdgaran da Sescqerian

mcire xnis win mcireoden ganaoci

Cemi Tvalebi.

239

* * *

zeca

hgiebs ZiriTadad

(RmerTebi - ara),

magram, ai, es ubedoba -

SesaZleblis varskvlavi -

hgiebs.

240

* * *

gana Sen gadaevlebodi

lamazsaxela

am mTas,

morwmunev

amoucnobis (rogorc isini

uxmobdnen amas)?

mWvreti sisustis

Zvlebis Zala

nauwyebia

SenTvis namdvilis igivesgan,

yovelganve

ganu-

wyvetlisgan.

swored amitom,

Sen almacer sinaTleSi,

arsad wamsvlel

alagze

rCebi.

241

* * *

SuadRe, didi

midmoxmauri.

dae,

es dro ekuTvnodeT

WriWinobelebs.

maT aqvT

zRaprulad

Cumi Strixi,

TavisTavadi,

WriWinobelebs!

242

* * *

ial-kiali,

brwyenis TviTTxroba,

qariTrxeuli foTlis wyalobiT.

dgeba saRamo,

me ki am dros,

adamianTa Soris tanjuli,

mi-da-mo

daval.

243

* * *

movawesrigeb Cems sawols

droSi,

mis simwvaneSi,

misive TovlSi.

me madnobs

Tovli; meve mRebavs

simwvane

TeTrad.

244

* * *

Cemiv sawolSi,

RamiT,

varskvlavze,

romlis qrolvasac

ver vxedav TvaliT,

Cemi oTaxis

uwyinar bnelSi,

vergasagon

guliscemaze

xeldakrefili,

mainc mivqrivar -

saxlSi myofi -

am sisxlian siwyvdiadeSi.

245

* * *

cisartyela -

Camobinduli,

ai, siZvele

aRaxels Tvalebs,

mzeras Seavlebs

Tavisufal, usazRvro sivrces

da ggzavnis misi

SesaZlebeli kideganisken,

sadac

oxrvaa

yoveli sulis.

246

* * *

TaRSi,

waruval naTebaSi,

ufskruli, zeca

iSviaT miwas romliTac akravs,

SesaZloa Tavi iCinos

bzarma, Riobma, saidanac

miRmieri siSave

Jonavs: sazar-eTeri.

247

* * *

zecismieri:

gulwrfeloba,

menaki igi

urCxulebrivSi,

romlisganac ostatebi

floben ricxvis da

uricxvis codnas.

warmomavloba,

mauwye igi;

saidan aris

gulisguli,

Sen es mauwye...

es mauwye

sasrulobasTan

SemomkrTal kides.

248

* * *

marTlac da metad

mZime sizmari...

mkafioa

"uflis azrebi"...

vxedavdi

sxeuls,

momuSaves,

damamzadebels,

damzadebuls Tvisiv Tavisgan...

misi TiTi

fskersmoklebul silurjes

Cxverda.

249

* * *

araferia

SenTvis ufro metad cnobili,

vidre is azri,

rom gonebac

aris mokvdavi.

igi, sizmris

naTelmxilveli.

250

rameTu yvelaferi ase miedineba

miiqec

aucileblisken...

warmodgena

raTa Segeqmnas.

guli,

axlodan mfeTqavi da

Soridan

mkvdari.

wre,

sisxlis mier

aRniSnuli...

hoi, sagani!

251

* * *

xelmeored

Tavis aRar

gamogoneba.

brma niavSi

kvlavac svla

erT xans.

yvavilis

swrafi mzeris gverdiT

yofiereba saSinelia.

252

* * *

Sen, sikvdilze

Cemo fiqro,

tyeebmdidaro...

erTaderT trfobas

CurCuleben

foTolTenebi.

da tots Cemganve miecema

bulbuli,

ambad wodebuli,

raTa galobdes

ise didxans,

viT samudamod.

253

* * *

bolos

oridan

erTi dasZens:

me

SegeTvise

Senive mitovebulobaSi.

bolos

oridan

meore dasZens:

naxe, yoveli, rac axlos aris,

rarig Sors aris,

rarig Sors aris.

254

* * *

zRvis kideze,

horizontiT moxazuli -

"kidesTan", hgiebs

es sadRac sxvagan.

kidesTan:

bolo gaCereba TiToeulis.

oh, ase iTqmis!

Cems

Tvalwin aris

goraki da

monakveTi

gorakis irgvliv...

ai,

inebe

uazrobis es yvavili

kididan gzisa.

255

* * *

is, tani,

Sromas micemuli,

ara sizmari

da sizmaria.

Seavle Tvali,

araqaurs,

rom

Seakavo

da gagaCndes,

axlobeli,

aq,

usazRvrosTan siaxloveSi.

* * *

aq,

mokakvuli,

or ararss Soris,

vambob siyvaruls.

aq,

bzrialaze SemTxveviTobis,

vambob siyvaruls.

aq, daTrgunuli

futuro cebiT,

dedamiwis

Calis Rerebs moWidebuli,

aq, gaCenili

tanjva-wamebiT,

xramTa

da xramTa Casaxuli,

vambob siyvaruls.

* * *

mexsiereba, dawerili

ganmeorebiT:

aki, giTxari

mravali wlis win,

rom SevxvdebodiT

isev erTmaneTs

gauriTmavSi,

sadac tkivili,

miwis qerqze arsebuli,

iqceoda bednierebad.

es, siyvaruli

kidev erTxel, xolo mere,

rogorc wesi,

aRarasodes.

bagemdumared

droTa mere

upirobo

aRiareba.

258

* * *

kerZi

mzad iyo;

mze da mTvare

ewyo langarze.

Sen -

sinaTleSi CemTan pirispir.

mtveri

Cvens irgvliv faqizad qroda.

259

* * *

Cven siSoreTa wyalobiT

vcocxlobT.

sikvdili

CvenTvis sacnobia

ise Sors, rogorc

umaRlesi varskvlavi caze.

CvenSi bunebis sibejiTe

adgens sazomebs.

260

* * *

maradisoba -

is TiTqmis sagnad

warmoudgeba

uvargis aRqmas.

arada, is xom

ara, arasdros dasrulebadi

gaqceva da mdinarebaa.

kargad ifiqre am yvelaferze.

dro Tu

STanTqavda Tavis Tavs viT dro,

mkvdari sxeuli

am kiTxvas ar svams.

261

* * *

Txroba

Sesaxeb imis, rac iyo,

mxolod xrwnaSi

moipoveba.

mkvdrebi saxeldobr,

maTi TviTobis

amomwuravi arakisTvis

aRar varganan.

arada, am dros

swored saflavi iqneboda

mosaTxrobad

zusti adgili.

262

* * *

me ver gavigeb,

Tu raa miwa,

roca miwad

gadaviqcevi.

maS, sicocxlea

yvelaferi,

sferoebSi

Semecnebis xmovanebaa.

263

* * *

yofierebad wodebul

am xats

mamad uvis

ufskrulTufskruli.

dedas ki,

erTob gabrwyinebuls,

gvrini hqvia,

aqac da iqac.

gamoxsnilni varT

araras mier,

da araraa

is, rac Cven gvrCeba.

264

* * *

Sen, miwao, aRsavseo TavisqalebiT,

ras vambob me da es - Tqma -

ra aris?

swored sikvdilis angariSia,

rac uflebebis Ziebas xdis

aucilebels.

ucnauria es yvelaferi,

da arsebobs

madliereba.

265

paul celani

1920-1970

268

269

Savi fifqebi

Tovli movida, usinaTlo. Tvea ukve erTi Tu

ori, beris kabaSi gaxveulma Semodgomam,

ukrainis ferdobebidan, mec momitana furcliT

uwyeba:

"warmoidgine, aqac zamTrdeba, es - meaTased,

mxareSi, sadac ufarToesi dineba modis:

sisxli, nakurTxi najaxebiT, iakobis ciuri sisxli...

o, sialisfris yinuli araamqveyniuri - hetmani

rom gadalaxavs

Tavis aRaliT, dabnelebul mzeTaqveSeTSi... oh,

Svilo, vnatrob mxolod Tavsafars,

gavexveodi, CaCqanebi roca elaven,

roca Camesmis vardisferi xorgis Wriali, Tovlis

mtveriviT gaifanteba roca ConCxi

mamaSenisa, floqviT Telili

mRera kedarze...

Tavsafari, mxolod cicqna Tavsafari, rom

gavufrTxilde

270

amieridan, rakiRa ukve tirils swavlob, Cemive

gverdiT

siviwroves am samyarosas, romelic aRar

amwvandeba, Cemo Svilo, Seni SvilisTvis!"

sisxlad mdioda Semodgoma, dedaCemo, da Tovli

mwvavda:

Cems guls veZebdi, rom etira... vpovebdi sunTqvas,

oh, zafxulisas,

is sul Sen ggavda.

me avtirdi. vqsovdi Tavsafars.

271

* * *

amaod xatav sarkmelze gulebs:

iq, qvemoT, ukve sasaxlis ezo jariskacebiT mouvsia

siCumis hercogs.

xeze aRmarTavs Tavis alams - foTols, romelic

ulurjdeba Semodgomaze;

is Tavis laSqars unawilebs sevdis wvels da drois

yvavilebs;

TmamoCituli, qarqaSSi xmlebis Casagebad

miemarTeba.

amaod xatav sarkmelze gulebs: aRar Cans RmerTi,

jariskacebs Soris Camdgara,

im mazaraSi gaxveula, erT dros, RamiT, kibeze rom

Camoswyda Sens mxrebs,

erT dros, sasaxle rom abrialda, roca

warmosTqvi, rogorc yvelam: Cemo Zvirfaso...

aRar ecnoba ukve mazara da varskvlavebsac aRar

mouxmobs

da mofriale foTlisaken aCqarebula.

"o, wveli", natrobs gaigonos, "drois yvavili".

272

mariana

uiasamnod daSTa Seni Tma da sarkesaviT gaiyina

Seni ieri.

TvaliT Tvalamde Rrubelia gawelili, rogorc

sodomi babilonamde:

is koSks CamoSlis, rogorc foTleuls, gogirdis

buCqis irgvliv boboqrobs.

elva acxreba mere Sens bages - qvaburs, romelic

violinos narCenebiT amovsebula.

xemze srialebs TovliT fenili kbili mavanis: o,

lerwmis Rero ra tkbilad JRerda!

Zvirfaso, Senc xom lerwami xar, Cven ki - wvimebi;

Rvinos - Sens sxeuls Seudarebels - vewafebiT

daurwyulebliv;

puris yanaSi navs - Sens guls - Ramis mimarTulebiT

mivasrialebT;

Sen, lurji tolCa, Tavs msubuqad gadagvevlebi,

da Zils veZleviT...

mere karvis win aseuli wamoiSleba, da samarisken

migasvenebT smiT da molxeniT.

sizmrebis mtkice taleria, am samyaros

qvafilebze rom wkrialebs amieridan.

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qonis sanTeli

berebma wigni gadaSales Tmian TiTebiT:

seqtemberia.

aw iazoni moweul naTess Tovlis safars

gadaafarebs.

Sen tyem xelebis yelsabami gamogiwoda, da

miabijeb bagirze, mkvdari.

bneli silurje ergeba wilad Sens Tmas, xolo me

siyvarulis Sesaxeb vyvebi.

niJarebs vyvebi, msubuq Rrublebs, da wvimaSi

yvavilobs navi.

gadauqrolebs mfurclav TiTebs kvici-ulayi -

Savad iReba kari, me vimRer:

Cven aq dRemde rogor vicxovreT?

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dro-JamiT xelebmovsebuli, ai, rogori moxvedi

CemTan -

me vTqvi: Sen ar gaqvs wablisferi Tma.

Sen is msubuqad aasvene dardis sasworze, sadac is

Cemze mZime aRmoCnda...

isini Sensken gemebiT dian, tvirTaven Sens Tmas da

survilis bazrobebze savaWrod miaqvT -

Sen me qvevidan amomRimeb, me pinidan Camogtireb,

msubuqad rom atacebula.

me vtiri: ar gaqvs wablisferi Tma, isini zRvis wyals

gTavazoben, Sen ki maT Seniv kululebs aZlev...

Sen CurCuleb: isini ukve am samyaros CemiT avseben,

da me Sens gulSi vrCebi Rartafad.

ambob: saSenod miiTvale foTleuli weliwadebis -

moxvide da meamboro, sworedac droa!

wablisferia foTleuli weliwadebis, Seni Tma - ara.

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SuaRame

SuaRame. sizmris xanjlebiT SekinZuli mkvesav

TvalebSi.

ar daiyviro tkivilisgan: Rrublebi, rogorc

Tavsafrebi, mifarfareben.

bneliT bnelamde cekvis JiniT, is Cvens Soris

ganefina abreSumis xaliCasaviT.

Savi fleita gamogviWres cocxali xisgan, da, ai,

ukve mocekvave qalic gamoCnda.

zRvis qafiT darTul TiTebs Ziravs igi Cvens

TvalSi:

aq vinmes kidev surs, rom itiros?

aravis. ase bzrialebs igi, galaRebuli, da

cecxlovani dafdafia, xmas rom imaRlebs.

rgolebsac gvigdebs, Cven xanjlebze vacvamT am

rgolebs.

nuTu, is ase SegvauRlebs? namsxvrevebiviT

gaiJRerebs, da kvlav vici amieridan:

ar mouklixar

balbisfer sikvdils.

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TeTrad mogiCans bnelSi tani, xeo verxvisa.

dedaCemis Tma TeTrad aRar Seifereba.

xarobs sinaTle, ukraina amwvanebula.

Sindabrunebas veRar SeZlebs mzisferi deda.

ratom yovndebi wyarosTvalTan, wvimis Rrubelo?

Cumad rom tiris iq yvelasTvis, dedaCemia.

oqrovan maryuJs Semoiqsov, mrgvalo varskvlavo.

dedaCemis guls mosaklavad estumra tyvia.

vin amogagdo, muxis karo, anjamebidan?

sandomiani deda aRar damibrundeba.

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qviSa urnebidan

obiviT mwvane feri mosavs daviwyebis saxls.

qarsSetovebul yvela karTan Selurjdeba

TavwaWrili Seni medole.

is xavsisgan da sarcxvinelis mware Tmisgan

damzadebul dafdafs SenTvis aaxmianebs;

daCirqebuli fexisTiTiT Sens warbs xatavs igi

qviSaze.

ufro grZels xatavs, vidre iyo, da - siwiTles Seni

tuCebis.

aq urnebs avseb da guls inayreb.

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RrWiali rkinis qalamnebisa, sabralobeli -

alublis xeze.

Cafxutebidan SenTvis zafxuli amoqafdeba.

guguli, Savad Seferili,

mis suraTs xatavs cis karebze almasis deziT.

SiSveli Tavi gamouCans foTleulSi Sekidul

mxedars.

mtris foladovan sudaraze milursmuli Seni

Rimili

mas bundovnad Tavis gerbze gamousaxavs.

aRTqmuli iyo misTvis baRi meocnebeTa,

da mzad upyria orolebi, vinZlo vardi

gadaifurCqnos...

TumcaRa haers gamomsWvalavs Seumosavi, vinc

umetes Seni msgavsia:

gamxmar xelebze miaTasmavs rkinis qalamnebs,

gamoiZinebs brZolas da zafxuls. alubali

sisxlad swored misTvis iRvreba.

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bneli Tvali seqtemberSi

qvamosxmuli dro. da tkivilis dalalkavebi

nakadulebad evlebian irgvliv mzeras dedamiwisa,

mTvrali vaSlisa, codviani Segonebis monaberiT

garujulisa: lamazia da armowyale im TamaSisa,

rasac isini TamaSoben yalbadCenil

anareklSi misi mermisis.

ukve meored yvavilobs wabli:

orionis maliadi ukuqcevis

mwiradelvare

imedis niSnad: mas maRliT uxmobs

cis Tvaldavsili megobrebis

varskvlavuxvi gulmodgineba.

sizmris karebTan, SeuniRbavi,

uciloblobs euli Tvali.

savsebiT hyofnis sacodnelad,

rac ram xdeba yoveldRiurad:

aRmosavleTis sarkmelTan RamiT

mas gancdis susti

mogzauri gamouCndeba.

Sen awob maxvils sisveleSi misi Tvalisa.

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qva zRvidan

Cveni samyaros TeTri guli, Cvenive nebiT rom

davkargeT dRes, simindis CenCos Wknobis Jams:

Cagvigordeba xelebidan ise msubuqad, rogorc

gorgali.

ase dagvirCa dasarTavad Zilis axali, mwiTuri

matyli qviSiani samarxidan Cveni sizmrisa:

guli aw aRar, samagierod - Tavis Tma siRrmiseuli

qvisa,

uRaribesi morTuloba misi Sublisa, romelic

talRebs da niJarebs Cafiqrebia.

is, SesaZloa, romelime qalaqis bWesTan,

Ramiseulma aitacos haerSi nebam,

aRmosavlurma misma Tvalma mouTxros saxlze,

sadac Cven vwevarT,

Cvens bageebze, dafarulze zRviur siSaviT,

holandiuri titebiT morTul Cvenive Tmaze.

ise upyriaT maT laxvrebi, rogorc Cven gvepyra

Cveni sizmari, TeTri

guli Cveneuli samyarosi ase Cagorda da daiSala.

ase daexva

mis Tavs irgvliv kulula narTi: matyli sruliad

ucnauri,

nacvlad gulisa.

o, Zgera, raic gaCnda da gaqra! sasruleTSi

saburvelni qardaqar frenen.

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safrangeTis gaxseneba

Senc gaixsene CemTan erTad: parizis zeca, parizis

didi udrooba Semodgomuri...

sayvavileSi SeviZineT Cven gulebi saTovliisa:

lurjebi iyvnen, wyalSic lurjad gamoyvavildnen.

moulodnelad Cvens oTaxSi movida wvima.

gvestumra Cveni mezobeli, Monsieur Le Songe, Cia

kacuna.

banqos vusxediT, me wavage Tvalisgugebi;

Sen Tma masesxe, me wavage, man Cven mogvcela.

mere ki kari gaixura, Tan gahyva wvima.

mkvdrebi viyaviT, magram mainc SegveZlo sunTqva.

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SeCrdiluli qalbatonis simRera

roca modis da titebs wyvets utyvi qali:

vin moigebs?

vin waagebs?

sarkmelSi vin gamoCndeba?

da mis saxels uwinares vin gamoTqvams, vin iqneba?

aris erTi, mas Cemi Tma xelT upyria.

mas Cemi Tma, rogorc mkvdari, xelT upyria.

xelT upyria, rogorc zecas epyra im wels,

siyvaruli rom mewvia.

mere rarig Tavmomwoned xelT upyria.

is moigebs.

ar waagebs.

arc sarkmelSi gamoCndeba.

im saxelis gamomTqmeli ar iqneba.

aris erTic, man Tvalebi gamomtaca.

mas mere aqvs, rac WiSkari irazeba.

Tavis TiTze beWdebiviT wamoucvams.

da upyria ise, rogorc namsxvrevebi survilis da

safironis:

is Zma iyo ukve Cemi, Semodgoma roca iyo;

igi dReebs da Rameebs iTvlis ukve.

is moigebs.

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ar waagebs.

sarkmelSi ar gamoCndeba.

im saxelis sabolood gamomTqmelic is iqneba.

aris sul sxva, vinc imas flobs, rac gamovTqvi.

rogorc naskvi, iRliis qveS mas upyria.

xelT upyria, rogorc saaTs umZimesi Tavisi dro.

mas kardakar daatarebs, ar icilebs.

is waagebs.

ar moigebs.

is sarkmelSi gamoCndeba.

im saxelis uwinares gamomTqmelic is iqneba.

mas titebTan erTad Tavi waecleba.

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elva Ramisa

sxivmokaSkaSed ekida cecxli Cemi daisis satrfos

kululebs:

axla ki me mas umsubuqesi xisgan SeWedil kubos

vugzavni.

rogorc sawoli romauli Cveni sizmrebis, isic

talRebs autaciaT;

isic CemsaviT TeTri parikiT aris mosili da

laparakobs xmis CaxleCamde:

ise metyvelebs, rogorc - me, roca gulebSi

Sesvlis neba meZleva.

man siyvarulze is franguli simRera icis,

Semodgomaze rom mimReria,

roca me mwuxris qveyanaSi vmogzaurobdi da dilis

mxares vwerdi werilebs.

grZnobis koromSi gamoTlili mSvenieri navia

kubo.

erT dros, Sens Tvalze axalgazrda, mec

davSvebulvar sisxlqvemdinared.

axla ki Sen xar iseTi norCi, rogorc aris martis

TovlSi mkvdari frinveli.

axla ki igi Sen gestumreba da Tavis frangul

simReras mReris.

Tqven msubuqi xarT: Cems gazafxuls Tqven

bolomde gamoiZinebT.

me gaxlavarT umsubuqesi:

me ucxoTa winaSe vimRer.

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weliwadebi SeniT Cemamde

mogetalReba Tma kvlav da kvlav, roca me vtiri.

Seni Tvalebis silurjiT Sli

sufras Cveni siyvarulisa: zafxulsa da

Semodgomas Soris sagebels.

Cven vsvamT, rac iman aaqafqafa, vinc ar viyaviT

arc me, arc Sen an vinme mesame:

cariels da ukanasknels xarbad visrutavT.

erTmaneTs vumzerT sarkeebSi uRrmesi zRvisa da

umal sakvebs vuwvdiT erTmaneTs:

Rame Ramea, alioniT iwyeba da

me mawvens SenTan.

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siSoris qeba

Seni Tvalebis TavwyaroSi

SeSlili zRvis meTevzeTa badeebi galaRebulan.

Seni Tvalebis TavwyaroSi

Tavis sityvas zRva ar Ralatobs.

aq ganviSoreb

guls, romelic kacTa Soris davanebula,

Cems Sesamosels da ficis cials:

ukunSi ukuns aRmatebuli, var uSiSvlesi.

me erTguli var mxolod maSin, roca vRalatob.

me Sen maSin var, roca me me var.

Seni Tvalebis TavwyaroSi

afrebs vSli da Zarcvas vocnebob.

bades badeve moibadebda:

ganviwvalebiT erTmaneTSi gadaxlarTulni.

Seni Tvalebis TavwyaroSi

CamomxrCvali Toks CamoaxrCobs.

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mTeli cxovreba

lurji feri aqvT Zil-RviZilis mzeebs, viT Sens

Tmas Seciskrebisas.

iseve swrafad izrdebian, rogorc balaxi - Citis

saflavze.

maTac izidavs TamaSi, Cven rom vTamaSobdiT Cvens

sizmarSi vnebis gemebze.

maTac uxvdebaT satevrebi drois kldeebze.

xolo Rrma Zilis mzeebs feri ulurjesi aqvT: Seni

kululi erTxel iyo mxolod aseTi:

viT Ramis qari, vrCebodi Seni dis saSoSi,

gasayidad gamotanilSi;

CamoSliliyo Cvens TavzemoT, xeze, Seni Tma, Sen ki

am dros iq ar iyavi.

Cven mTlad samyaro viyaviT da Sen iyavi buCqi

WiSkarTan.

xolo mzeebi sikvdilisa TeTrni arian, rogoric

aris Tma Cveni bavSvis:

zRvis moqcevidan igi maSin amovida, diunebSi

karavs rom Slidi.

bednierebis dana iSiSvla man Cvens Tavze Camqrali

mzeriT.

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gvian da Rrmad

avsuli, rogorc moqarguli metyveleba, iwyeba

Rame.

Cven mdumareTa vaSlebs mivirTmevT.

virjebiT saqmiT, nebierad rom andoben Tav-Tavis

varskvlavs;

Cveniv cacxvebis Semodgomas vaxlavarT, rogorc

mofiqrali siwiTle droSis,

cecxlovani samxreTeli stumrebi rogorc.

Cven axal adams - qristes - vificebT, rom

SevauRlebT mtvris misxals mtverTan,

frinvelebs - yarib fexsacmelTan,

wyalSi Casul kibesTan - Cvens guls.

vificebT qviSis wminda ficiT qveynierebas,

siamovnebiT vificebT Cven mas,

usizmro Zilis saxuravebze, maRali xmiT vificebT

Cven mas

da vafrialebT drois WaRaras...

xolo isini gahyvirian: sicrues ambobT!

didi xania, cnobilia CvenTvis es codna.

didi xania, Cven es viciT, magram gana ra xeiria?

Tqven aRTqmis TeTr fqvils fqvavT sikvdilis

TeTr wisqvilebSi,

Tqven is gamogaqvT Cveni debis da Zmebis Tvalwin -

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Cven vafrialebT drois WaRaras.

Tqven Cven CagvZaxiT: sicrues ambobT!

Cven kargad viciT es yvelaferi,

dae, hgiebdes es brali Cvenze.

hgiebdes igi yvela Cvenganze, moxetiale yvela

niSanze,

dae, hgiebdes zRva moyaSyaSe,

ukuqcevis borgneuli qariskveTeba,

SuaRamis dRe,

dae, hgiebdes is, rac dRemde ar arsebula!

dae, hgiebdes samaridan aRmdgari kaci.

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CORONA

Cemi xelidan agemovnebs Semodgoma Tavis

foTleuls: Cven davmegobrdiT.

dros naWuWisgan vasufTavebT da siaruls

SevaswavliT:

dro brundeba nigvzis naWuWSi.

sarkeSi - kvira,

sizmrad sZinavT,

bage ar cruobs.

Cemi mzera eSveba satrfos sarcxvinelisken:

erTmaneTs vumzerT,

Cven erTmaneTs bnels veubnebiT,

Cven erTmaneTi ise gviyvars, viT yayaCos da

mexsierebas,

Cven ise gvZinavs, rogorc Rvinos - niJarebSi,

rogorc zRvas - mTvaris sisxlis nakadSi.

sarkmelTan vdgavarT, erTmaneTs varT

gadaWdobili, quCidan ki gvacqerdebian:

droa, icodnen!

droa, danebdes qva yvavilobas,

foriaqma aiklos guli.

droa, dro dadges.

droa.

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sikvdilis fuga

Savi rZe dilasisxamisa Cven vsvamT mwuxriJams

vsvamT mas SuadReJams da dilaJams vsvamT mas

RameJams

vsvamT da vsvamT Cven mas

Cven vTxriT samares haerTa Sin siviwroves sadac

ar grZnoben

saxlSi mavani kaci cxovrobs is gvelebTan

TamaSobs is wers

wers abneldeba roca germaneTs margaret Seni

oqrosferi Tma

wers da gamodis saxlidan da varskvlavebi

cimcimeben stveniT uxmobs Tavis nagazebs

stveniT gaixmobs igi Tavis ebraelebs da aiZulebs

maT miwaSi Txaron samare

axla ki rame sacekvao daukariT ase gvibrZanebs

dilasisxamis Savo rZeo Cven gsvamT RameJams

Cven gsvamT dilaJams da SuadReJams gsvamT Sen

mwuxriJams

Cven Sen gsvamT da gsvamT

saxlSi mavani kaci cxovrobs is gvelebTan

TamaSobs is wers

wers abneldeba roca germaneTs margaret Seni

oqrosferi Tma

sulamiT Seni ferflisferi Tma Cven vTxriT samares

haerTa Sin siviwroves sadac ar grZnoben

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zogs niadagSi ufro Rrmad Casvlas sxvebs

simReras da cekvas ubrZanebs

waetaneba qamarze folads amoaSiSvlebs cisferia

misi Tvalebi

niCbebi ufro Rrmad CaaseT Tqven ki isev

sacekvavos dakvra ganagrZeT

dilasisxamis Savo rZeo Cven gsvamT RameJams

Cven gsvamT dilaJams da SuadReJams gsvamT Sen

mwuxriJams

Cven Sen gsvamT da gsvamT

saxlSi mavani kaci cxovrobs margaret Seni

oqrosferi Tma

sulamiT Seni ferflisferi Tma is gvelebTan

ganagrZobs TamaSs

yviris sikvdili ufro tkbilad daukariT

sikvdili xom ostatia germaneTidan

yviris SeexeT violinos meti sibneliT mere haerSi

kvamliviT axvalT

mere samares hpovebT RrublebSi siviwroves sadac

ar grZnoben

dilasisxamis Savo rZeo Cven gsvamT RameJams

Cven gsvamT SuadReJams sikvdili xom ostatia

germaneTidan

Cven gsvamT mwuxriJams da dilaJams Cven Sen gsvamT

da gsvamT

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sikvdili xom ostatia misi Tvali aris cisferi

is Sen tyviasxmuls mogaxvedrebs is gesvris

zustad

saxlSi mavani kaci cxovrobs margaret Seni

oqrosferi Tma

Tavis nagazebs is Cven gviqsevs is haerSi gvCuqnis

samares

is gvelebTan ganagrZobs TamaSs sikvdili xom

ostatia germaneTidan

margaret Seni oqrosferi Tma

sulamiT Seni ferflisferi Tma

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yaribobisas

es is Jamia, Tanamgzavrad mtvers rom agiCens,

Sens parizul saxls - Seniv xelTa

msxverplSesawirad,

Sens Sav Tvals - Seniv uSaves Tvalad.

es samkvidroa, rom upyria Seni gulis mosarTavebi.

gageSleboda Tma, daSurebuls - magram mas es

akrZaluli aqvs.

maT ar uwyian, damdgaran da xelebs giqneven.

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egvipteSi

ucxo qalis Tvals unda uTxra: iyavi wyali.

isini, wyalSi vinc Seican, ucxos TvalSi unda eZio.

Sen wylidan unda gamoixmo: ruT! noemi! miriam!

Sen unda morTo igi, roca ucxosTan wvebi.

Sen unda morTo igi ucxos Rrubliani TmiT.

Sen unda uTxra miriams da noemis da ruTs:

SemomxedeT, me masTan vwevar!

Sen saucxood unda morTo Sens gverdiT ucxo.

Sen unda morTo igi ruTis, miriamis, noemis

tanjviT.

ucxo qals ase unda miugo:

Sexede, maTTan erTad viweqi!

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nebelhornSi

bagiT sarkeSi, gamrudebulSi,

cxauris gisoss mikruli xeliT,

Caimuxlebde qedmaRlobis svetis winaSe:

moiaxloveT sibnele da

damasaxeleT,

warmadgineT me mis winaSe.

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* * *

silurjes, jerac misi Tvalis maZiebels, vewafebi

upirvelesi.

Sens nafexurebs vewafebi da ase vxedav:

Sen, margaliti, gagordebi Cems TiTebs Soris, da

Sen izrdebi!

izrdebi ise, rogorc yvela, vinc daiviwyes.

migorav: sevdis kuprisferi setyvis marcvali

acviva TavSals, damSvidobebis xelisqneviT

erTianad gamoTeTrebuls.

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vinc, SensaviT da yvela mtrediviT, bnelidan

xapavs dRis Suqs da mimwuxrs,

varskvlavs amomCxvlets Tvalebidan, ielvebs

vidre,

balaxs amomglejs warbebidan, iTeTrebs vidre,

gamomixuravs kars RrublebSi, SevaRwev vidre.

vinc, rogorc Sen da yvela mixaki, sisxls Tvlis

sargeblad da Rvinod sikvdils,

Cemi peSvidan gamoberavs sakuTari TasisTvis minas,

alisfrad feravs sityviT, me rom arasdros

miTqvams,

da namsxvrev-namsxvrev mimofantavs Sori cremlis

qviT.

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cecxlis naWdevi

Cven Zils davxsnodiT, rakiRa ukve urvis saaTis

meqanizmSi vimyofebodiT

da, rogorc wnelebs, Cven vdrekdiT isrebs,

da umal ukusxltebodnen da dros rozgavdnen

sisxlisdenamde,

da mzardi mwuxris dasacavad xmas imaRlebdi,

da "Sen" Tormetjer vuTxar Seni sityvebis Rames,

da is ganixvna da ganxvnili darCa aseve,

da erTi Tvali mis kalTas vande, Sen Cagimagre

TmaSi meore

da me maT Soris cecxlsadeni davaxvie, arteria

gaSiSvlebuli -

da iqidan amoinTxa cincxali elva.

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vinc guls mkerdidan Ramisaken aaswrafebs, vards

moipovebs.

misia vardis furcelic da ekalic - misi.

swored mis TefSze daasvenebs vardi Tavis Suqs,

aRivsebian surnelebiT misni sasmisni,

Tavbrus axveven mas Crdilebi siyvarulisa.

vinc guls mkerdidan Ramisaken mimarTavs da

maRla atyorcnis:

is ar aacdens,

is qvas qvas uwvdens,

saaTidan sisxli JRers misTvis,

is dro-Jams zomavs Tavisi droiT:

mas ufleba aqvs iTamaSos ulamazesi burTebiT da

isaubros Senze da Cemze.

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broli

Cems bageebTan ar eZio Seni tuCebi,

arc karTan - ucxo,

arc TvalSi - cremli.

Svidi Ramis maRla alisferi alisfrisken

daSurebula,

Svid gulze ufro Rrmaa karze xelis kakuni,

wyaro xmaurobs Svid vardze gvian.

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sudara

is, msubuqisgan Sen rac moqsove,

momisxams me qvis pativsacemad.

Seyvirebebs rom avSli wyvdiadSi,

maT kvlav wyvdiadi Seegebeba.

xSirad, ena rom borZiks daiwyebs,

is daviwyebul nakecebs aCens,

da miutevebs, vinc axla var,

imas, vinc viyav.

magram ferdobTa mamaRvTaeba

gamoyruebul dafdafs Semokravs,

da nakecebi rogorc Cndeboda,

sibnele Subls kravs.

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Ria zRvaSi

parizi, gemi, CaSvebuli WiqaSi Ruza:

SemovsxdomivarT sufras orni, Sen gadRegrZeleb.

vsvam ise didxans, gibneldeba Cemi guli da

vsvam ise didxans, mis cremlebSi curavs parizi,

vsvam ise didxans, rom gezs iRebs Sori nislisken,

sadac samyaro gvebureba, sadac yvela "Sen" aris is

toti,

romelsac Cum da mofarfate foTlad vkidivar.

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* * *

marto var, mwife siSavbneliT savse WiqaSi

me ferflis yvavils movaTavseb. bageo disa,

Sen ambob sityvas, sarkmlebis win rom xarobs mere,

da uxmod mekvris, rac odesme miocnebia.

ukve yvavilebmoTavebul droSi vyvavilob,

nagvianevi frinvelisTvis dRvirs vagrovebdi:

zafxulgamovlils, CemTvis moaqvs cocxalwiTeli

frTiT Tovlis fifqi, niskartiT ki - yinulis

Tesli.

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tolCebi

klaus demuss

drois grZel sufrebs

moulxenen RmerTis tolCebi.

bolomde svamen xilulTa Tvalebs da

TvaldavsilTa Tvalebsac svamen,

gulebs mbrZanebel aCrdilebisa,

mwuxriJamis Cacvivnul loyebs.

momlxenTa Soris maTi Zala uZlevelia:

rogorc sisavse, ise miaqvT bageebTan sicariele;

ar iRvrebian, viT Sen an me, aqafebulni.

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* * *

yovelTvis-sa da arasdros-s Soris

roca irweva siyvarulis qanqara, RamiT,

exleba maSin Seni sityva gulis mTvareebs

da saelWeqo Seni lurji

Tvali zecas Seuwvdens miwas.

Soreuli da sizmareulSavadnaferi

koromidan qars moaqvs Cvensken ukanaskneli

amonasunTqi,

da rac ganqarda, exeteba didi, rogorc momavlis

landi.

rac oden qvemoT eSveba da zeamaRldeba,

sulis siRrmeSi damarxuls uRirs:

is brmad, viT mzera, romelsac vumzerT,

dros bageze eamboreba.

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* * *

ase viZineb, xolo Tvali mrCeba fxizeli.

bolomde vclidiT, wvima roca tolCas avsebda.

Ramea gulis madevari, guli ki - wvelis -

mcelavo qalo, Tibva ukve dagagvianda.

ase TovliviT TeTri Tma gaqvs, qaro Ramisa!

TeTri SemomrCa, TeTrs vkargav da mekargeboda!

is saaTebis TvliT dabmula, me ki - wlebisa.

Cven wvimas vsvamdiT. bage wvimas ewafeboda.

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* * *

ise Secvlilxar, sxva xar iseTi,

rogorsac me Sen ver gcnob sruliad:

iq, WiswyaroTa ucxo mxareSi

yovelgan rom Zgers, Seni gulia,

sadac ar aris bage mwyurvali

da saxes Crdili ar ekareba,

sadac Tavwyarod Suqs hpovebs wyali

da Suqi, rogorc wyali, qafdeba.

yvela ciali SeniT cialebs,

Webis wylebs Seni Suqi hfenia,

srul daviwyebas unda mieces

TamaSi, Sen rom mogigonia.

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saimedo cixesimagre

me vici yvela saxlis mimwuxri:

Sensaze bevrad Rrma Tvalia, iq rom mzeras

mimoatarebs.

frontonze glovis didi droSa aafrebula:

misi maudi wengosferi - ar ki ici, rom is Seni

moqsovilia.

maRlac ise frens, TiTqos Senve ar mogeqsovos.

salams mogiZRvnis WiSkarTan sityva, Sen romelsac

daemSvidobe,

da rac Segexo Sen aq, wvelic, gulic, yvavilic,

is, ra xania, iq stumrobs da Sen mas mere ar

Segxebia.

Tumca, im saxlSi Sen sarkidan gamoCindebi,

ase gixilavs Sen samive, yvavili da guli da wveli.

da is, uRrmesi is Tvalia, Sens Rrma Tvals rom

daswafebia.

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* * *

wamoiSala uTeTresad mtredebis gundi: rom

miyvarde, momeca neba!

uxmo sarkmelSi, vxedav, uxmo kari irweva.

mdumar oTaxSi mdumare xe Semoisaxa.

ise axlos xar, TiTqos Sen aq sulac ar iyo.

me maRal yvavils gamogiwvdi, Sen gamomarTmev:

is arc TeTria, arc wiTeli, arc cisferi - magram

mainc daisakuTreb.

is iq darCeba samudamod, sadac ar iyo.

arc Cven vyofilvarT, maS, davrCebiT Cvenc masTan

erTad.

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Zili da sakvebi

Ramis sunTqvaa Seni zewari, da ukuneTic Sen

mogiwveba.

mogialersebs safeTqelze, ZilisTvis da

sicocxlisTvis gamogafxizlebs,

gagnebs sityvaSi, survilSi, fiqrSi,

TiToeul maTganTan sZinavs, gamogityuebs.

is marils gvarcxnis wamwamebidan da Senve giwvdis,

Senve mogarTmevs qviSas, romelsac ayuradebs

Senive Jams yurmidebuli.

xolo radac is vardi iyo, Crdili da wyali,

Sen dagarwyulebs.

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Tanamgzavri

dedaSenia, visi sulic Sens Tavs zemoT frens.

dedaSenia, visi sulic Rameul mgzavrs rifebs

Soris gagagnebinebs.

dedaSenia, visi sulic gifrTxobs zvigenebs.

ai, es sityva dedaSenis gamozrdilia.

vinc dedaSenma gamozarda, qvidan qvamde Sens

sarecels gaiziarebs.

vinc dedaSenma gamozarda, miemTxveva naTlis

namcecebs.

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* * *

Tvalebi:

wvimis niaRvarSi gabrwyinebuli,

roca RmerTma Sesma mibrZana.

Tvalebi:

oqro, RameJamma peSvebSi rom CamiCxriala,

WinWars rom vkrefdi

da andazebs Crdilebs vuTxridi.

Tvalebi:

mwuxri, Cems Tavs zemoT gaelvebuli, WiSkarSi rom

gamoviWeri

da mere, Cemiv safeTqelTa yinuleTSi

gamozamTrebuls,

maradisobis saufloSi amxedrebuls mimixaroda.

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maradisoba

Ramis xis qerqi, dana Jangaddabadebuli

Sen saxelebs da dros da gulebs CagCurCuleben.

sityva, romelic Tvlemda, roca Cven Cagvesmoda,

Casrialdeba foTlovanSi:

Semodgoma enamWevri iqneba albaT,

da kidev ufro enamWevri - xeli, misi

Semgrovebeli,

da daviwyebis yayaCosebr uWknobi - bage, am xels

rom kocnis.

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zvirTcema

Jamo, frTas isxam diunebSi.

qviSis marcvliT Sekruli dro Cems mklavebSi

amRerebula:

me vwevar masSi, marjvenaSi dana mipyria.

aqafdi, talRav! gabede da gamodi, Tevzo!

sadac wyalia, kidev erTxel SeiZleba sicocxlis

Cena,

sikvdilTan erTxmad kidev erTxel am samyaros

gadmomRereba,

Rartafidan kidev erTxel amoxmoba: naxeT,

Cven gvergo TavSesafari,

naxeT, qveyana Cveni iyo, naxeT,

rogor vegzeT Cven varskvlavs!

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* * *

gulebidan da Tavebidan

Ramis wvelni ganiSlebian,

da celTa mier naTqvam sityvas

sicocxlisken gadaxris Rame.

am RamesaviT mdumareni,

samyarosken davSurebulvarT:

mzerani Cvenni,

mimocvlilni, nugeSinis mosapoveblad,

gzas miikvleven cecebiT da

bnelad gvixmoben.

mzeradavsili

Seni Tvali Cems TvalSi dums amieridan,

me, moyaribe,

davwvdebi da Seni guli bagesTan mimaqvs,

Sen daswvdebi da Seni bagiT emTxvevi Cems guls:

is daarwyulebs JamTa wyurvils,

rasac axla vsvamT,

dros aRavseben Jamni imiT,

rac Cven axla varT.

Tu gvagemovnebs?

ara bgera, ara naTeli

sxlteba Cvens Soris, amis saTqmelad.

o, wvelno, wvelno.

wvelno Ramisa.

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* * *

daucxromelo gulo, visTvisac, kelaptarTa da

JamTa Suagul,

kerpTa msaxuri aSenebs qalaqs,

Sen ze miiwev

tborebisken, alvebTan erTad:

sadac fleita RamiseulSi

misi dumilis megobars kveTs da

wylebs gamouCens.

napirze

azri, SeniRbuli, mimodis da smenad qceula:

rameTu arc ra

gamoxdeba kuTvnili saxiT,

da sityvas, Sen rom Tavze dagnaTis,

gvimris foTolSi mofusfuse xoWos rwmena aqvs.

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* * *

TiTqos varcxnides qalis cxedars, Tmas ise

varcxnis

imas, vinc kvarTqveS daatarebs Tavis lurj

namsxvrevs.

is gamoTasmuls daatarebs samyaros namsxvrevs.

icis saTqmeli, magram sityvebs naz Rimils arCevs.

is Tavis Rimils amourevs erT Tas RvinoSi:

unda dalio, yofna Tu gsurs am samyaroSi.

yovelTvis, roca fiqrianad Cascqers cxovrebas,

Sen xar suraTi, romelSic is am namsxvrevs xedavs.

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* * *

raki, sityvebiT dabrmavebuli,

aRmoaceneb Sen mas Ramidan,

xes, romlis Crdilic amav xeze uwin yvavilobs:

daexureba ferflisquTuTo, romlis qveS iyo,

Tvali disa

TovlSi fiqrs rom gamoaxvevda -

sruliad hyofnis foTleuli amieridan

qaris qrolvis da gamoTqmulis amosakiTxad,

da mojaruli varskvlavebi

axla drois sarkeSi Canan.

tafobSi fexi Caimyare, mozide TaRi:

iq is, Seni da, dagdevnebia,

xolo sikvdili, momdinare Tvalis Wrilidan,

purs giyofT Tbili miRebis niSnad,

isic TqvensaviT Tass etaneba.

da Tqven mas Rvinos SeuzavebT saneleblebiT.

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landSafti

am miwis kacno - Tqven, maRalo alvis xeebo!

bednierebis Savo tborebo - sikvdilisken

dedamiwis amreklavebo!

am brwyinvalebiT garemoculs gxedavdi, dao.

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siCumev!

siCumev! gulSi Cagasob ekals,

rakiRa vardi, rakiRa vardi

hgiebs sarkeSi CrdilTan erTad, sisxlad iRvreba!

sisxlad iRvreba im droidan, hos da aras

erTmaneTSi roca vurevdiT,

roca vwrupavdiT,

rakiRa Wiqa, magididan rom xteboda, zars

gamoscemda:

rekviT gvamcnobda Rames, romelic bnels

moidebda Cvenze xangrZlivad.

Cven vsvamdiT xarbi bageebiT:

naRveliviT gemo hqonda,

magram mainc qafdeboda, msgavsad Rvinisa -

xolo me Seni Tvalebis Wavls avdevnebodi,

da ena sitkbos CagvluRluRebda...

(ase luRluRebs, igi jerac ase luRluRebs.)

siCumev! ekals ganumsWvalavs Rrmad Seni guli:

vardTan erTad gamokonila.

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wyali da cecxli

ra Jamsac koSkSi gamogamwyvdie da sityva warvTqvi

urTxelTa mimarT,

iqidan cecxlis alma iskupa da agizoma kaba

uecrad, saqorwilo Seni samosi:

naTel ars Rame,

naTel ars Rame, Cven rom gulebi aRmogviCina,

naTel ars Rame!

Tavis naTebas is zRvas gauwvdens,

srutis mTvareebs Zils SemourRvevs da aqafebul

sufrebze Sedgams,

is maTgan dro-Jams Camombans wmindad:

Sen, mkvdaro vercxlo, isev gacocxldi, Tasad da

jamad gadaiqec, rogorc niJara!

boboqrobs sufra JamiT Jamamde,

kaTxebi qariT amoivseba,

zRva mimoipyrobs, moqafavs xorags:

gzaabneul Tvals, Weqnakrav yurs,

Tevzsa da mcuravs.

boboqrobs sufra RamiT Ramemde,

da Cems Tavs zemoT micuraven droSebi xalxTa,

da Cems mxardamxar kacTa xeli napirisken kuboebs

xofavs,

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xolo Cems qvemoT caobs, varskvlavobs, viT Cems

mxareSi ioanes dros!

da mzera Sensken momimarTavs,

mzececxlovano:

ifiqre droze, Rame mTis ferdobs CvenTan erTad

rom miuyveboda,

ifiqre droze,

ifiqre, swored is rom viyav, vinc amJamad var:

ostati koSkTa, sapyrobileTa,

qrolva urTxlebSi, zRvaSi momlxeni,

sityva, romelSic Seni tani Caiferfleba.

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* * *

daTvale nuSi,

daTvale, mware rac iyo da fxizels gtovebda,

da mimaTvale:

Sens Tvals veZebdi, rom ganxven da arvin gimzerda,

im saidumlo Zafs vnaskvavdi,

romelzec cvari, Sengan nafiqri,

tolCebisken Casrialebda, daculebisken

jadosityviT, arvis guli romelmac hpova.

pirvelad srulad iq Sexvedi saxelSi, Seni

romelic aris,

Senskenve mtkice nabijebiT eSurebodi,

uroebi Tavisuflad irweodnen Seni dumilis

zarsakid RerZze,

Sen gawydeboda mosmenili,

gardacvlilma mogxvia mklavi,

da Tqven, samma, mimwuxri ganvleT.

gamamware,

mimaTvale nuSebs.

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msmenoda

msmenoda,

wyalSi qva ariso da wrec ariso

da wylis Tavs - sityva,

qvis garSemo wris Semomweri.

me vnaxe wylisken daSvebuli Cemi alvis xe,

me vnaxe, siRrmes misi xeli rogor swvdeboda,

vnaxe RamisTvis cisken locvad aRvlenili misi

fesvebic.

me misken rodi avCqarebulvar,

oden purisguls vkrebdi fskeridan,

romelsac Seni Tvalis ieri da Seni Tvalis

sidiade aqvs,

me Sen yelidan Semogaxseni yelsabami SegonebaTa

da im magidas movavle qobad, romelzec puris

guli ido amieridan.

da Cemi alva veRar vixile.

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najaxebiT moTamaSe

Ramismieri Svidi saaTi, da weliwadic sifxizlis -

Svidi:

Sen, najaxebiT moTamaSe,

wevxar aRmdgari cxedrebis CrdilSi

- o, xeebi, romlebsac ar Wri! -,

dadumebulTa brwyinvalebis TavebTan wevxar,

fexebTan sityvaT siRatakisa,

wevxar da isev najaxebiT TamaSs ganagrZob -

da bolos brwyinav, rogorc isini.

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taxad saxuli

taxad saxuli,

nabijmZime Seni sizmari tyes Serevia

saRamospirze.

TeTrad elaven,

viT yinuli, saidanac amoirRva,

taxis eSvebi.

is mware kakals

amoCiCqnis balaxebidan,

romlebmac xeebs gamostaces Tavisi Crdili,

kakali,

Savi, rogorc guli, Senma fexma rom moiSora.

roca aq Senve mimodiodi.

is kakals dafqvavs

da moRrutune misi sve-bedi koroms aRavsebs,

mere gezs iRebs

zRvispirisken, Tavqve eSveba,

iqiTken, sadac

zRvis Zliereba

rifebs mrisxaned dafuZnebia.

da iqneb

swored am nayofma, misma nayofma,

elvare Tvali monusxa da

qvebs cremlebi daaRvrevina.

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asizeli

umbriis Rame.

umbriis Rame zarisa da zeTisxilis foTolTa

vercxliT.

umbriis Rame qviT, romelic aqeT mogqonda.

umbriis Rame motanili qviT.

dadumebula, sicocxlisken rac amaRlda,

dadumebula.

xeladebi mi-da-moavse.

Tixis xelada.

Tixis xelada, romelsac mtkiced Seezarda

meTunis xeli.

Tixis xelada, aCrdilis xels rom samudamod

moumwyvdevia.

Tixis xelada, aCrdilis damRiT.

qva, qva, saiTac gaixedav.

SeuSvi viri.

moCaqCaqe es cxoveli.

moCaqCaqe cxoveli TovlSi, uSiSvlesi xeli rom

fantavs.

moCaqCaqe es cxoveli sasaxleSi Cavardnili

sityvis winaSe.

moCaqCaqe cxoveli, Zils rom RoRnis xelidan.

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elva, nugeSi rom ar surs, elva.

gardacvlilebi - francisk, isini mowyalebas

iTxoven jerac.

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cvalebadi gasaRebiT

Sen cvalebadi gasaRebiT

aReb saxlis kars,

romelSic aRwevs mdumaris Tovli.

icvleba Seni gasaRebi,

Seni piridan an yuridan an Tvalidan

dadenili sisxlis mixedviT.

icvleba Seni gasaRebi da - Seni sityva,

fifqTan erTad rom SeiZleba SemoaRwios.

Sesabamisad im qarisa, Sen rom gaZevebs,

am sityvas Tovli moegragneba.

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aq

aq - es gulisxmobs aq, alublis fers sadac surs,

ufro Savi iyos, vidre iq iyo.

aq - es gulisxmobs am xels, mas rom yofnaSi Svelis.

aq - es gulisxmobs gems, romliTac gadavurCi

qviSis mdinares:

misabluli wevs

is im ZilSi, Sen romelic mimoabnie.

aq - es gulisxmobs kacs, CemTvis nacnobs:

TeTria misi safeTqeli,

msgavsi xvatisa, is rom aqrobda.

SublSi mesrola Tavisi kaTxa,

magram dabrunda

erTi wlis mere,

naWrilobevi rom daekocna.

wyevlis da locvis sityvebs ambobda,

mere xma aRar amouRia.

aq - es gulisxmobs ai, am qalaqs,

romelsac Sen da Rrubeli marTavT,

romelsac misi mwuxrebi marTavs.

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naturmorti

wyvili sanTeli, wyvili ali, wyvili naTeba.

da es aq, amis qvemore: Tvali,

dauwyvilebi da daxuruli,

saRamos momxaoebeli, romelic dadga

ise, rom mwuxrad ar qceuliyo.

win ki - is ucxo, Sen aq romlis stumaric gqvia:

narSavi, naTels moklebuli,

romliTac bneli asaCuqrebs yofierebebs,

SoreTidan,

raTa darCes dauviwyari.

da esec, yruSi dakarguli:

bage,

qvianSi gaqvavebul-ganmtkicebuli,

gamoxmobili im zRvis mier,

wlebs rom axvews sakuTar yinuls.

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da mSvenieri

da mSvenieri, Sen romelsac CeCavdi, da Tma,

romelsac CeCav:

netav, romeli savarcxeli

varcxnis mas isev, am mSvenier Tmas?

netav, romeli savarcxeli

da visi xeliT?

da qvebi, Sen rom agrovebdi,

Sen rom agroveb:

saiT dascemen qvebi Crdilebs,

da ra siSoriT?

da igiv qari, sadRac zemoT mimoxlili,

da igiv qari:

krebs da Tavs uyris is am Crdilebs?

mas SenSi urevs?

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tyiani

tyiani, monamyviralebi irmebis mier,

qveyniereba moejarvis ukve im sityvas,

zafxuliT - gaxangrZlivebuliT - gaxurebuli,

Sens tuCebze rom mondomebiT dayovnebula.

Sors gaitacebs mas samyaro, asdevnebixar,

misdev da savals veRar igneb - da Sen SeigrZnob,

rogor girkalavs mklavs ciuri mananas irgvliv

qari, romelsac endobodi utyvad, xangrZlivad.

imas, Zilidan vinc movida

da Zils mieca,

nebac mieca, daarwios grZnebiT Sekruli.

Sen mas miarwev Tavqve dinebiT,

romelSic Warli irekleba,

budeebis arsad-Tan axlos.

Sen mas miarwev qvemoT-qvemoT, nakafis gavliT,

romelsac Rrmad tyis xurvebaSi Tovli swadia,

da rweva-rweviT gardaiwvdi imav sityvisken,

iq rom saxeldebs imas, rac Sen gagTeTrebia.

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mwuxri sityvaTa

mwuxri sityvaTa - siCumeSi jadojoxiT miwisqveSa

wyals rom eZeben!

erTi nabiji, da - meore,

iqve - mesame, romlis kvali

Seni CrdiliT ar waiSleba:

pirs ixsnis

drois naiarevi

da sisxlis tborSi daZiravs miwas -

qofakni sityvaRamis, qofakni

Sens SuagulSi

xmas imaRleben:

ras zeimoben? velur wyurvils

da velur SimSils...

ukanaskneli mTvare Cndeba, raTa giSvelos:

grZel vercxlisfer Zvals -

im gzasaviT SiSvels, Sen rom aq mogiyvana -

xrovas miugdebs,

magram mainc verafers gSvelis:

sxivi, romelic gaaRviZe,

aqve qafdeba,

tivtiv mocuravs is nayofi,

didi xnis win Sen rom CakbiCe.

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ferdobi

Cems gverdiT cxovrob, Cemi msgavsi:

qvad mosuli

CaSvavebul loyaze Ramis.

o, es ferdobi, sayvarelo,

sadac vgoravT Seusvenebliv

Cven, qvani,

Rarak-Rarak mbrunavni.

jeridan jerze kidev ufro momrgvalebulni.

msgavsni. ucxoni.

monamTvralevi, o, es Tvali,

aq CvensaviT rom exeteba,

da, zogjer, Cven is

erTars gvxedavs gakvirvebuli.

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vici

da Sen, Senc ase -:

daWuprebuli.

viT yovelive RamiTrweuli.

irgvliv es TrTolva-frTebiscemani:

rac Camesmis da rasac ver vxedav!

da Sen,

viT dRisgan Tavdaxsnili TiToeuli:

daWuprebuli.

da Tvalni, Sen rom geZieben.

Cemi Tvalic - am TvalTa Soris.

mzera:

sul erTi ZafiT meti, Sen romelic Semogevleba.

es gviani, gviani Suqi.

cimcimeben Zafebi: vici.

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mindvrebi

yovelTvis erTi, xe alvisa

azris kideze.

yovelTvis TiTi, samanTan rom

amaRlebula.

xolo misgan Sors

mwuxrs ornati Seuyovndeba.

magram Rrubeli:

is ar yovndeba.

yovelTvis Tvali.

yovelTvis Tvali, romlis quTuTos

Sen gaaxel, roca SeniSnav

mis Camoxril dedmamiSvilebs.

miwyiv es Tvali.

miwyiv es Tvali, romlis mzera

im erTs, alvas, moexlarTeba.

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xsovna

leRviTnayruli iyos guli,

masSi Jami gaixsenebs

nuSisTvals mkvdrisas.

leRviTnayruli.

zRvis sunTqvaSi ki - sipi,

CaSlili

Subli,

daiko frialo kldeTa.

da irgvliv Seni WaRarisa farTovdeba

samzeuri Rrublis

sawmisi.

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RamiT daberili

hana da herman lencebs

tuCebi, RamiT daberili,

yvavilebisa;

tanebi naZvis xeebisa,

dajvaruli, mimoWdobili;

xavsi - gamxmari, qva - moryeuli,

Semzadebulan myinvaris Tavs

usasrulo frenisTvis Wkebi:

es modamoa, sadac isini

Sesvenebulan, visac vewieT:

maT mier Jami aRarasdros dasaxeldeba,

fifqs aRarasdros daiTvlian,

wylebs sagubramde aRarasdros auyvebian.

isini dganan ganridebiT am samyaroSi,

yoveli Tavis RamesTan erTad,

yoveli Tavis sikvdilTan erTad,

miukarebi, TavSiSveli, niSandebuli

axloeuliT da SoreuliT.

im vals ixdian, maT sawyiss rom suli Caudga,

vals im sityvisa,

am zafxuliviT ukanono romelic aris.

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sityva - Sen ici:

micvalebuli.

Cven is ganvbanoT,

Cven is davvarcxnoT

da misi Tvali

cisken mivmarToT.

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pol eluaris saxsovari

igiv sityvebi Causvene saflavSi cxedars,

romlebsac erT dros metyvelebda, raTa ecocxla.

Tavi maT Soris dauvane,

ganacdevine

ltolvis enebi,

marwuxenebi.

quTuToebze daasvene gardacvlils sityva,

romelsac igi ar etyvis imas,

vinc mas SenobiT esityveboda,

sityva,

romlis pir misi gulis sisxlma iCqefa,

roca SiSvelma xelma, msgavsma misiv xelisa,

imisma xelma, vinc SenobiT esityveboda,

mialursma xeebis mermiss.

Sen mas es sityva daasvene quTuToebze:

iqneb,

mis TvalSi, silurjes rom inaxavs jerac,

SeaRwios sul sxva silurjem,

da maSin is, vinc mas SenobiT esityveboda,

iocnebebs, rom mas "Cven" uTxras.

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SiboleTi

Cems qvebTan erTad,

msxvil cremlebTan,

gisosebis miRma daRvrilTan,

bazris moednis SuagulSi

maT SemaTries,

iq,

sadac droSa aRemarTaT, romlis winaSec

fics ver davdebdi veranairad.

fleita,

mrCobli fleita Ramis:

ifiqre bnel

wyvil dafionze

venis, madridis.

aafriale Seni droSa anZaze,

xsovnav.

qimze anZisa,

sadReisod, samaradisod.

gulo:

aq, bazris moednis Suagul,

dae, iyav Sesacnobeli.

aRmoiZaxe es, SiboleTi, samSoblodan

Sors daSTenilma.

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Tebervali. No pasarán.

martorqao:

Sen uwyi qvebi,

Sen uwyi wylebi,

gamomyevi da

estremaduras

xmebTan

migiyvan.

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Cven gxedavT

Cven gxedavT, cao, diax, Cven gxedavT.

Sen gamodevni wyeba-wyeba

Cutyvavilebs,

Cirqovan wylulebs.

ase amravleb maradisobas.

gxedavT, miwao, diax, Cven gxedavT.

wyeba-wyeba ganasxviseb

sulebs,

aCrdilebs.

ase sunTqaven drois xanZrebi.

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kenotafi

mimoabnie, ucxov, Seni yvavilebi, uSfoTvelad

mimoabnie:

Sen maT gauwvden qvedamarTul siRrmeebs:

baRebs.

vinc aq unda woliliyo, igi

arsad wevs. magram mis gverdiT samyaro wevs,

is samyaro, romelmac Tvali

mravalferadi yvavilobis winaSe ganxvna.

magram man, raki bevri naxa,

brmebi arCia:

is vidoda da bevrad mets krefda:

is krefda surnels -

da es maT, amis mnaxvelebma, ar apaties.

amis mere ki wavida da iSviaT wveTs daewafa -

man zRva dalia.

Tevzni zRvisani -

Tu SeerTvnen Tevzni zRvisani?

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Tqvi Senc

Tqvi Senc,

Tqvi, rogorc ukanasknelma,

Tqvi Seni sityva.

Tqvi -

ara ar ki ganwvalo ho-sgan.

Sens sityvas azri mianiWe:

uboZe Crdili.

uboZe Crdili sakmarisad,

iseve mravlad,

rogorc Sens irgvliv Tvli saWirod anawilebde

SuaRamesa da SuadResa da SuaRames Soris.

mimoixede:

naxe, rarig mozRvavdeba sicocxle irgvliv -

sikvdilisas! sicocxle irgvliv!

marTals metyvelebs, vinc Crdils metyvelebs.

Tumca ki, ukve mWidrovdeba Seni sadgomi:

saiT awiRa, ganCrdilulo, awiRa saiT?

wamoimarTe. maRliT imarTe.

Sen gailevi da gaxdebi kidev ufro versacnobi,

ufaqizesi!

ufaqizesi: Zafi,

romliTac mas, varskvlavs, qvemoT daSveba nebavs:

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qvemoT curavdes raTa, qvemoT,

sadac igi sakuTar Tavs Cahkvirvebia: moyaribe

sityvaTa msubuq talRaze mbrwyinavs.

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JamwiTeli tuCebiT

zRvaSi damwifda bage, daisi

romlis sityvebsac aq imeorebs,

winaSe Tavis am qveynebisa.

is maT butbutiT imeorebs,

JamwiTeli tuCebiT ambobs.

bage, zRvis mier damwifebuli,

zRvis mier, sadac Tinuss curva eameboda

elvarebaSi,

kacTaken rom mimarTavs naTels.

vercxli Tinusis, sxivSemsWvaluli,

vercxlovani sarke Tinusis:

aRmouCvenebs Tvalebs

meore - moyaribe - didebas

SublTa.

vercxli da vercxli.

orjeradi vercxli siRrmisa.

eg navi iqiT mimarTe,

Zmao.

Seni bade ki amis mere Caagde,

Zmao.

aRmozide da

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Cvens saxlebSi mimoabnie,

Cvens magidebze mimoyare,

Cvens TefSebze mimoabnie -

uyure, rogor sivdebian Cveni tuCebi,

isinic, msgavsad daisisa, JamwiTlulebi,

isinic misebr mobutbuteni -

da bage zRvidan

usasrulo kocnisaTvis

amoinTqmeba.

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ARGUMENTUM E SILENTIO

rene Sars

misablulia

oqrosa da daviwyebas Soris:

siRame.

oriv mas aris Cafrenili.

oriv misgan sazrdoobda moqmedebis

TavisuflebiT.

dade,

amier Senc iqiT dade, amo-

naTeba rasac nebavs dReebTan erTad:

sityva, varskvlavze gadamfreni,

zRvis Tavs livliva.

sityva TviTeuls.

TviTeuls sityva, romelic maSin umRerda imas,

roca miparviT acxreboda zurgidan xrova -

TviTeuls sityva, romelic mas umReroda da

xevdeboda.

mas, Rames,

mfreni varskvlavis Tavs, zRvis Tavs livliva,

masve, uTqmeli,

sisxli rom ar gadmoaCqefa,

SxamiT aRsavse kbilma roca bgerebi CaWra.

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mas sityva utyvi.

pirispir sxvaTa, romlebic male,

viT meZavebiT, moalyulni mtanjvelTa smeniT,

lamis drosac da droebebsac gadaswvdebian,

is daamowmebs bolo Jamze,

bolo Jamze, roca oden borkilebis JRaruni ismis,

is daamowmebs imas, vinc iq wevs

daviwyebasa da oqros Soris,

odiTganve Zmebad maTi damwyvilebeli -

rameTu, miTxar, sad

inaTebs, Tu ara masTan,

vinc Tavis cremlis niaRvarSi

daZirul mzeebs naTess uCvenebs

kvlavac da kvlavac?

353

mevenaxeni

nani da klaus demusebs

isini misi Tvalebis yurZens abinaveben

Semodgomaze,

mTel am natirals gamowuraven da dawuraven, amas

agreTve:

ase surs Rames,

Rames, romelsac ai, eseni, qvis kedlebi,

Camoyrdnobia,

amas moiTxovs qva,

qva, romelzec misi Wigo esityveba gauTaveblad

pasuxis dumils -

Wigo imisi, romelic erTxel,

romelic erTxel Semodgomaze,

ros weliwadi sasikvdilod Caivseba, rogorc

mtevani,

gamogonilis Saxts CasZaxebs, utyvis gavliT,

erTxel da gabmiT.

isini nayofs moisTvlian Semodgomaze, isini

yurZens dawuraven,

dros, viT mis Tvals, gamowuraven,

naJurs, natirals

ayuCeben mzis sacxedreSi,

RamesaviT mtkice xeliT rom amzadeben:

raTa swyurodes mere bages, mogvianebiT -

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mas mimsgavsebul bagegvianurs:

brmis Sesaxvedrad morkalul da daTrgunul

bages,

sasmeli siRrmiv romliskenac Seqafqafdeba,

ros ca eSveba CaeSveba cvilisfer zRvaSi,

raTa Soridan, viT sinaTlis namwvi, brwyinavdes,

tuCebi roca sveldebian bolosdabolos.

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TENEBRAE

aqve varT, RmerTo,

axlos varT da xeliT sawvdomni.

RmerTo, erTmaneTs

ukve ise veWidebiT, TiTqos

Seni sxeulia TiToeuli

CvenTaganis sxeuli, RmerTo.

iloce, RmerTo,

Cven aqve varT,

iloce CvenTvis.

qariTrxeulni viswrafodiT,

viswrafodiT, RartafTan da kraterTan rom

davxriliyaviT.

dasarwyuleblad vvidodiT, RmerTo.

sisxli iyo, sisxli,

Sen rom daRvare, RmerTo.

Tvals Wrida igi.

Sens xatebas areklavda Cvens TvalSi, RmerTo,

Tvali da bage ganxvnili da carieli dagvirCa,

RmerTo.

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Cven SevsviT, RmerTo.

sisxli da xati, am sisxlSi rom hgiebda, RmerTo.

Cven aqve varT,

iloce, RmerTo.

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yvavili

qva.

qva haerSi, me romelsac davedevne.

Seni Tvali, am qvasaviT brma.

Cven viyaviT

xelebi da

wyvdiads vxapavdiT, vpovebdiT

sityvas, romelic zafxuls maRla auyva:

igiv yvavili.

usinaTloTa sityva - yvavili.

Seni Tvali da Cemi Tvali:

wylisTvis

mzrunvelni.

zrda.

guliskedel-guliskedel

Camofurcvlili.

da erTi sityvac, amis msgavsi, da uroebi

daiwyeben sivrceSi rwevas.

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siTeTre da simsubuqe

qviSis namgala diunebi, auracxeli.

qaris CrdilSi, aTasjeradi: Sen.

Sen da mklavi,

romliTac SiSvlad Segezarde, me,

dakarguli.

sxivebi. uxvad mogvefrqvevian.

Cven vflobT sinaTles, tkivils da saxels.

rac gvamoZravebs,

siTeTrea,

rasac Cven vcvliT,

uwonadia.

TeTria da msubuqia:

dae, miwyiv mogzaurobdes.

siSoreebi, mTvaresTan axlos, ise, rogorc Cven.

isini kldeebs aSeneben, romlebzec mere

mogzauri es siTeTre daileweba,

xolo isini aSeneben

isev da isev:

sinaTlis qafiT da SxefebiT savse talRebiT.

es mogzauri sinaTlea, kldeebidan maniSnebeli.

is uxmobs

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Sublebs,

asareklad rom gvaTxoves,

swored im Sublebs.

Sublebi.

iqiT mivsrialebT Cven maTTan erTad.

da am SublTa sanapironi.

Sen gZinavs?

Zili.

kvlavac irjeba zRvis wisqvili,

yinuliviT naTeli da gaugonari,

Cveniv TvalebSi.

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Tovlis sawoli

Tvalni, sinaTlewarTmeulni, Savi Wiris mTaTa

kalTebSi: ai, movdivar,

gulSi mtkiced amozrdili.

ai, movdivar.

kedeli mTvaris sarkis, iribi. daqanebuli.

(gaelvareba, dalaquli sunTqvis laqebiT. aqa-iq -

sisxli.

suli, RrublebSi gaxveuli, kidev erTxel TiTqmis

da forma.

Crdili, brWyalebSi moqceuli, aTive TiTis.)

Tvalni, qveyanawarTmeulni,

Savi Wiris mTaTa kalTebSi,

Tvalni da Tvalni, isev da isev:

Tovlis sawoli Cven ors qvemoT, Tovlis sawoli.

ulevi broli,

droRrmiv dagisosebuli, vvardebiT da

vvardebiT da vwevarT, vvardebiT.

da Cven vvardebiT:

viyaviT da varT.

Cven varT erTxorc RamesTan erTad.

gasasvlelebSi, gasasvlelebSi.

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Rame

xreSi da CamonaxreSi da namsxvrevebis susti Cqami,

msgavsi JamTa nugeSinisa.

TvalTacvaleba, udroo dros, bolosdabolos,

xatSeucvleli,

gaxevebuli

Tvalis badura - :

niSania maradisobis.

moazrebadi:

Sor simaRleSi, samyaros marTvis berketebi,

varskvlavis msgavsi,

sialisfre orTa bageTa.

mosmenadi (alionze?): qva,

romelic meore qvas damizneboda.

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xeli

magida, JamTaxisgan nakeTi,

brinji da Rvino.

Tanxlebuli

mdumarebiT, mirTmeviT, SesmiT.

xeli, romelsac veambore,

unaTebs pirebs.

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landSaftis Canaxati

ovaluri saflavebi, qveviT. oTxtaqtSi

weliwadebis svlisa zemore

safexurdacerebulTa irgvliv.

lava, bazalti, samyarosgul-

ganmWolmxurvale qanebi mTisa.

Tavwyarostufi,

Suqi sadac gveSureboda, winmswrebi

sunTqvis.

zeTisxilisfrad, zRvamWolmtvriani igiv

Jami xelSeuxebi. mimarTuli

centrisken, lega,

qvisunagira, zemore misa,

danaxSirebul-dakopebuli,

niSaelvare

Subli mxecisa.

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viwrodwarmarTva

*

monawevaria

alagsa Sin

imav utyuari nakvleviT:

balaxi, urTierTSoriSorCaweril. qvani, TeTrni,

ReroTa CrdilebiT:

arRa waikiTxo - moixile!

arRa moixilo - daemarTe!

vidode, Sensa Jams

ara hyavs debica. Sen myofob -

Sin myofob. borbali, nelinel,

Tavisa Tvisisgan ibrunvis, manani

cocvian,

cocvian moTalxo mindorze, Rame

varskvlavT ar moisaklisebs, arsad

aravin mogiZiebs.

*

arsad

aravin mogiZiebs -

adgils, isini sadac iwvnen, mas uvis

saxeli - arca ra

saxeli. isini iq arca wolilan. raRacve

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maT Soris wolila. isini

ar ganmWoluWvretdnen.

ar Wvretdnen, ara,

metyvelebdnen

sityvebze. erTic

ar gamofxizlebula, igiv

Zili

maTzed gardmovida.

*

vidoda, vidoda. arsad

mogiZiebs -

me, me var,

me viweq Tqvens Soris, vmyofobdi

ganxvnili, vmyofobdi

smenadi, me SemogwikwikebdiT, Tqvens sunTqvas

mivayuradebdi, meve

var es jerac, Tqven

gZinavT diaxac.

*

var jerac Jamier -

wlebi.

wlebi, wlebi, eg TiTi

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mimoCxvers ze-da-qve, mimoCxvers

mi-da-mo:

pirapirebi nawiburis, SegrZnobadi, aq

daSoriSordnen erTmaneTs, aq

Seezardnenca urTierTs kvaladve - vin

mimoafara?

*

mimoafara

vin?

vidoda, vidoda.

vidoda sityva, vidoda,

vidoda ganmWoli Ramisa,

hsuroda naTeba, hsuroda naTeba.

ferfli.

ferfli, ferfli.

Rame.

RamiT-Rame. - daemarTe

Tvalsa, cremliansa.

*

daemarTe

Tvalsa,

cremliansa -

grigalni.

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grigalni, odiTgan,

nawevarnamqeri, sxva igi,

Sen

uwyi diaxac, Cven

wignSi amogvikiTxavs, myofobda

Tvalsazrisi.

myofobda, myofobda

Tvalsazrisi. rogor

wavetaneT urTierTs

sawvdomad - sawvdomad am

Cveni

xelebiT?

daweril iyo agreTve, rom.

sad? Cven

amas zeda dumils gavuwvdendiT,

Sxamnasvams, veebas,

igiv

mwvane

dumili, dumfara, kvlav

gamokideboda azri mcenareuls -

mwvane, diax,

gamokideboda, diax,

TvalTmaqci

zecis qveS.

imasve, diax,

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mcenareuls.

diax.

grigalni, na-

wevarnamqeri, STeniliyo

Jami, STeniliyo

qviTurT mcdelobisa - is

stumarTmoyvare iyo, is

ar ametyvelebula. rarig

sasikeTod gviCnda yovelive:

marcvlovani,

marcvlovani da boWkoiani. Rerovani,

mkvrivi;

mtevnovani da sxivkonovani; Tirkmlovani,

gluvi da

koStovani; damTmobi, gan-

totvili -: igi, is

ar ametyvelebula, is

esityveboda,

esityveboda mSral Tvalebs nebisad, vidre ar

daxuWa imanve isini.

esityveboda, esityveboda.

myofobda, myofobda.

Cven

ar dagviTmia, videqiT

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Suagul, igiv

forovanaRnagi, da

isic movida.

Cvenze gardmovida, movida

ganmWoli, kemsa

SeumCnevlad, miakemsa

apki saboloo,

da

umal samyarom, aTasbroliadma,

ixuvla, ixuvla.

*

ixuvla, ixuvla.

kvaladve -

Rameni, ganrevnil. wreebi,

mwvane an cisferi, wiTelni

kvadratni: agera,

samyaro Tavisav Sinagans CamoTess

TamaSSi axal

JamTa Tana. - wreebi,

wiTeli an Savi, naTelni

kvadratni, arca ra

frTosani aCrdili,

arca ra

sazomi magida, arca ra

kvamlisuli, aRfrenad da SeTanTamaSebad.

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*

aRfrenad da

SeTanTamaSebad -

mwuxriJams, TanaerT

qvadqceul keTris,

TanaerT

Cveniv otebul xelTa,

norC gadmonafrqvevSi,

tyviawinaRis maxlobel

CaSlili kedlis

Tavs:

xilvadi, xel-

axlad: egeve

Rarakni, egeve

gundni, im droTani, egeve

fsalmunni. o, o-

sanna.

maS,

jerac mkvidroben taZrebi. erT

varskvlavs

jerac imedia STenia naTeli.

arca ra,

arca ra dakargula.

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o-

sanna.

mwuxriJams, aq,

gasityvebani, dReisaruxisad,

imav miwisqveSawyalTnakvalevebad.

*

(- - dReisaruxisad,

imav

miwisqveSawyalTnakvalevebad -

monawevaria

alagsa Sin

imav

uSecdomo

nakvleviT:

balaxi.

balaxi,

urTierTSoriSorCaweril.)

mTargmnelis minaweri: am leqsis winamdebare Targmani

eZRvneba amave leqsis besik adeiSviliseul Targmans

(ix. misi wigni "bolo lirika", Tbilisi 2000, gv. 149-155).

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* * *

miwa hgiebda maTSi, da

Txridnen.

Txridnen da Txridnen,da ileoda

ase dRe maTi, da Rame maTi. ar adidebdnen isini

ufals,

visac, smenodaT, nebavdao es yvelaferi,

vinac, smenodaT, uwyodao es yvelaferi.

Txridnen da ukve araferi aRar esmodaT;

arc brZenkacebad qceulan da arc simRera

mougoniaT,

ar SeuqmniaT axali ena.

martoden Txridnen.

modga siwynare, magram mere grigalic modga,

mozRvavebuli iyo yvela zRva.

vTxri, Txri, matlic Txris,

da, rac imRers, iq ambobs: Txrian.

o, vin, o, arc vin, o, arvin, o, Sen:

saiT vidoda is, arsaiT raic vidoda?

o, Sen Txri, mec vTxri, vimarxvi Sensken,

da eRviZeba Cvens TiTze beWeds.

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* * *

sityva Sesaxeb siRrmis-ken-svlisa,

Cven romelic amovikiTxeT.

wlebs CauvliaT mas mere, sityvebs.

Cvenve varT isev.

ici, es sivrce usasruloa,

ici, frena sul ar gWirdeba,

ici, siRrmes gviRrmavebs Cven is,

rac Sens TvalSi ewereboda.

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* * *

Rvinos da gauCinarebas, am

orives minebebuli:

mivaWenebdi TovlianSi, gesmis Tu ara,

mivaWenebdi RmerTs SoreTSi - axloeTSi, igi

mReroda,

es iyo

Cveni bolo jiriTi

adamian-barierTa Tavs.

ikakvebodnen, ros

TavzemoT Cven CavesmodiT, isini

werdnen,

maTgan mosaxul

erT-erT enaze

moCxibavdnen Cveneul Wixvins.

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ciurixi, kafe "yaryati"

neli zaqss

mravalze iyo saubari, iyo

mciredze. iyo "Sen"-ze da

"magram-Sen"-ze,

dabindvaze naTlismieriT,

im ebraulze,

im Sens ufalze.

ama-

ze.

es dRe amaRlebis dRe iyo, mkvidrad

aRmarTuliyo gaRmiT taZari, wyalze

oqrod molivlivebda.

Sens RmerTze iyo saubari, me vmetyvelebdi

mis winaaRmdeg,

aRvavsebdi guls, romelic Cemi iyo,

imediT

misi

umaRlesi, naRaRadebi,

momCivani misi sityvisa -

mzera mesrola Senma Tvalma, mere migana,

Tvals gaesityva

Seni bage, me ki Camesma:

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Cven

xom ar viciT; ici,

Cven

xom ar viciT,

ra

sjobs.

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samidan mesame, oTxidan meoTxe

furCala pitna, pitna furCala,

mzem rom saxlis win frTa gauSala.

es dro, Seni dro, nasaTuTari,

Cems pirTan misi es saubari.

am utyv bagesTan, dumilTan bagis,

sityvaTa Tana, mTqmelTa uaris.

viwroTa Tana da SoreulTa,

am dasasrulTa - axloeulTa.

mxolod CemTan da mxolod Cven samTan,

wilad fskvnil, wilad TavisufalTan.

furCala pitna, pitna furCala,

mzem rom saxlis win frTa gauSala.

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* * *

mere ramdeni varskvlaveTi,

gamowvdili rom aris CvenTvis. me viyav,

roca Semogxede - mereda, rodis? -,

gareT

sul sxva samyaroebTan.

galaqtikurni, o, es gzani,

o, es Jami, Cven romelmac

Rameebi Camogvivso

tvirTSi Cveni saxelebisa. gana rodia,

me es vici, marTali, TiTqos

Cven gvicxovria, brmad

ganvlo sunTqvam erTaderTma

iq-sa da ara-aq-sa da JamiT-Jamamde-s Soris,

Tvali, Camqralis mimarTulebiT, xeobebSi,

kometisebr wuiliT qroda,

iq, sadac igi Cainacra, idga

dro ZuZus kertebiviT manaTobeli,

romelsac ukve zemoT da qvemoT

da misgan Sorsac ezrdeboda igi, rac

aris an rac iyo an rac iqneba -,

me vici,

vici da Sen ici, da Cven vicodiT,

Cven ar vicodiT, Cven

viyaviT diaxac aq da sulac ara iq,

379

da zogjer, roca

oden arara idga Cvens Soris, Cven vpovebdiT

savals srulad erTmaneTisken.

380

* * *

Seni

miRmeTSiyofna am RamiT.

sityvebiT isev dagabrune, Sen axla aq xar,

aris yoveli namdvili da - molodini

im namdvilisa.

Cveni sarkmlis win

lobio maRla-maRla micocavs: erTi ifiqre,

vin izrdeba Cvens gverdiT da

vin umzers amas.

RmerTi, Cven rogorc wagvikiTxavs, aris

nawili da is meore nawilic aris, mimofantuli:

sikvdilSi

yvela mocelilisa

Seezrdeba igi Tavis Tavs.

iqiT

migviZRvis swored mzera,

Cven vurTierTobT

am

naxevarTan.

381

* * *

oriv xelisken, mezrdebodnen

sadac varskvlavni, Sors

yvela cisgan da yvela cis

siaxloves:

ra

sifxizlea! rarig

gvexsneba Cven samyaro, rarig ganmsWvalavs

Cvenive Suaguls!

Sen iq xar,

sadac Seni Tvalia, Sen xar

zemoT da Sen xar

qvemoT, vpoveb

gasasvlels.

o, moyaribe carieli es

Suaguli, stumarTmoyvare. me vwydebi da

vecemi Sensken, ecemi

Cemsken, da erTmaneTs

mowyvetilni, Cven vxedavT

ganmWol:

Cven

davukargavT

swored

igives,

382

swored igives

davviwyebivarT,

swored

igives

Cven - -

383

Tormeti weli

marTlad-

STenil da marTlad-

qceul striqonTa rigi: . . . da igiv Seni

saxli parizSi - Seni xelebis

msxverplSewirvis adgilad rom gadaqceula.

samjer CasunTqva,

mere samjer gamobrwyineba.

. . . . . . . . . . .

simunjea sacnauri, siyruvea sacnauri

am TvalTa miRma.

me vxedav Sxamis yvavilobas.

TiToeul sityvaSi, xatSi.

wadi. da modi.

siyvaruli Slis Tavis saxels: Sen

mogawers igi Tavis Tavs.

384

* * *

gavedi yvela Cemi fiqriT

samyaros gareT: iq Sen gpovebdi,

Cemo wynaro, Sen, Cemo xsnilo,

da - Sen migviRe.

vin

ityvis, rom Cven yvelaferi amogviqra,

maSin, roca Tvali Cagvemsxvra?

gamoiRviZa yovelivem, yovelive zeaimarTa.

veeberTela mze mocurda livliviT, naTlad

idgnen iq misi suli da - suli pirispir misda, da

ra mkafiod,

mimTiTeblurad gauCumdnen mas isini

misiv savalze.

cimcim

ganixvna Seni wiaRi,

da eTers mSvidad Seeria amonasunTqi,

da rac moRrublda, gana, es is ar iyo swored,

gana, es xati ar iyo da Cvengan ar iyo,

gana, ar iyo

es swored is, rac saxelia?

385

* * *

Semodgomis utyvi sunebi. igiv

astra, gadaumtydari,

samSoblosa da ufskruls Soris

Seniv xsovnis gavliT vidoda.

Seni Tanmxlebi iyo ucxo

dakarguloba, momxdariyo

TiTqmis -

gecxovra.

386

fsalmuni

aravin aris miwisgan da Tixisgan Cveni xelmeored

gamomZerwavi,

aravin gansjis Cvens ferfls.

aravin.

dideba iyos Seni, aravin.

Sens gasaxarad

yvaviloba mogvsurvebia.

Senskenve

swrafvad.

oden arara

viyaviT da varT da

viqnebiT, moyvavile:

arara da -

aravisvardi.

sulnaTlieri butkoTi CveniT

da zeciuradudaburi am mtvrianaTi,

gvirgviniT CveniT, wiTelqmniliT

alisfer sityviT, Cven rom vimRerdiT

o, ekalsa,

ekalsa zeda.

387

tiubingeni, ianvari

Tvalebi, gadmo-

birebuli sibrmavisaken.

maTi – “esera,

gamocana, aris wmindad-

gadmomxltomare”, maTmierni

mogonebani

holderlinis curvilTa koSkTa, Toliebis-

mimokivilSi.

damxrCval durgalTa stumrobani

am

daZirul sityvaTa Tana:

rom mosuliyo,

mosuliyo adamiani,

rom mosuliyo samyaroSi adamiani,

naTeli wveriT

uxucesTa: igi SeZlebda,

am droebaze

mometyvele, igi

SeZlebda

martoden luRluRs, oden luRluRs,

kvlav-da-kvlav-

luRluRs.

(“pallakS. pallakS”.)

388

qimiuri

mdumareba, rogorc oqro, moxarSuli

qvanaxSirad qceul

xelebSi.

veeba, ruxi,

axlobeli, msgavsad yovlisa, rac ganqarda,

xateba disa:

yvela saxeli, Tana-

damwvari

yvela saxeli. sakurTxeblad

ramdeni ferfli. ramdeni

miwa, mopovebuli

msubuq, ase msubuq

sulTa-

wreebis

Tavze.

veeba. ruxi. yovlad u-

wido.

Sen, maSin.

Senve, fiTrisferi,

Senve, kokriT, dafleTiliT.

Sen, Rvinis WavlSi.

389

(gana marTali ar aris, rom

am saaTma Cvenc gangviteva?

kargi,

keTili, rarig mokvda da miinavla aq Seni sityva.)

mdumareba, rogorc oqro, moxarSuli

qvanaxSirad, qvanaxSirad qceul

xelebSi.

TiTni, mxrColavni, viT gvirgvinni, maT garSemo

Saravandedni - -

veebani. ruxni. u-

kvloni. da

xel-

mwifurni.

390

manaTobeli xe

sityva,

romelsac migakarge siamovnebiT:

sityva

arasdros.

hgiebda,

da es Senc icodi xaniT-xanamde,

rom hgiebda

Tavisufleba.

Cven mivcuravdiT.

isic Tu ici, rom me vimRerdi?

me vimRerdi manaTobel xesTan erTad, saWesTan

erTad.

Cven mivcuravdiT.

isic Tu ici, rom Sen curavdi?

ganxvnili iweq Sen Cems winaSe,

Cems winaSe Sen iweq, iweq

winaSe

Cemi win-

mxltomi sulis.

me mivcuravdi SenTvis da CemTvis. ar mivcuravdi.

xe micuravda manaTobeli.

micuravda ki? aki, zanzara

391

hgiebda irgvliv. usasrulo tbori hgiebda.

kuprisferi da usasrulo. ase ekida,

ase ekida samyaros Tavqve.

isic Tu ici, rom me vimRerdi?

es dreifi -

o, es dreifi.

arasdros. Tavqve samyaroisa. me vimRerdi.

ganxvnili

iweq winaSe Cemi

mesaWe sulis.

392

kaWari

saRamoJamni daimarxnen Seni

Tvalis qveS. da, ase, bagiT Tav-

moyrili marcvlebi sityvis - mSvenieri,

uxmo simrgvale -

Tanaudganan varskvlavmcenares,

mcocavs maTi Suagulken. qva,

odesRac rom safeTqlebTan axlos iyo, aq

aRmoxdeba:

TanaerT yvela

afeTqebuli

mzisa, hgiebdi,

sulo, eTerSi.

393

* * *

es

aRar aris

SenTan erTad drodadro

droSi daZiruli

simZime. igi

sxva simZimea.

es aris wona, ukan momtani sicarielis,

Tana-

mgzavri rom iyo Seni.

ar gaaCnia mas saxeli, ise, rogorc Sen. SesaZloa,

Tqven iyoT erTi. SesaZloa,

rom Senc erTxel miwodo

ase.

394

MANDORLA

nuSSi - ra hgiebs nuSis gulSi?

arara hgiebs.

arara hgiebs nuSis gulSi.

hgiebs da hgiebs.

araraSi - masSi vin hgiebs? mefe igi.

iq mefe hgiebs, mefe igi.

igi iqve hgiebs da hgiebs.

kululo iudevelisa, ar gaTeTrdebi.

da Seni Tvali - Seni Tvali saiT hgiebs?

Seni Tvali hgiebs nuSis sapirispirod.

Seni Tvali, igi hgiebs ararais sapirispirod.

mefisken hgiebs.

hgiebs da hgiebs.

ar gaTeTrdebi, xalxis kululo,

mefuradlurjo, nuSisa gulo.

395

* * *

aravisad mikruli loyiT -

Senad, sicocxlev.

Senad, xelis narCenebiT

mignebulisad.

TiTebo.

SoriT, yaribobiT,

jvaredinebze, xanad da xanad,

sulismoTqma

Tavisuflad daSTenili asoebiTurT,

odesme mtvrian sasTumal-

zeda.

gaxevebuli maragi gulis: igiv

mxrColavi

msaxuri naTlis da siyvarulis.

ali naxevar

sicruis jerac

ara erT an or

RamemTevar im foraSi,

mas rom exeba.

maRliTken Cqami saketisa,

sunTqvis-

xeSi zemore Tqvenda:

396

ukanaskneli

sityva, Tvali romelmac gkidaT,

jerars, amier TavisSive iyos da daSTes.

. . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Senad mikruli,

sicocxleo,

mignebulo xelis narCeniT.

397

* * *

naTelni

qvani ganvlian haers, naTel-

TeTrni; naTlis-

momtanni.

surT

ar daeSvan, ar Caiqcnen,

da ar gaxdnen moxvdrilebi. da miiweven

maRla,

umcires

askilTa msgavsad, ganiSlebian,

molivliveben isini

Sensken, Cemo wynaro,

Cemo namdvilo -:

me gxedav, Sen maT agroveb Cemi

axali, Cemi

nebismierkacisxelebiT, Sen maT aTavseb

morig-naTelSi, romelsac arvin

arc satirlad da arc saxelis dasarqmevad ar

saWiroebs.

398

anabazisi

es

galavnebs Soris viwrod Cawerili

ugzod-WeSmariti

maRliv da ukanve

gulnaTel mermisSi.

iq.

marcval-

talRamWreli, zRvismier-

ferebi, Sor

moucurvelSi erTob.

mere:

tivtivebis-,

glovistivtivebis-meseri

TanaerT

wamiwamadlamazad mxltomare

sunTqvisrefleqsebis -: cimcim-

zanzalakTabgereba(dum,

dun-, un-,

unde suspiratcor),

da-

narCunebuli, Se-

narCunebuli, Cveni.

399

xilvadi, smenadi, igiv

Tavisufal-

qmnadi karvisityva:

erToba.

400

* * *

satyorcni joxi, sunTqvis gzebze,

ase yaribobs igi, frTa-

mZlavri, igiv

namdvili,

varskvlavT-

savalze, samyaroTa-

namsxvrevebiT naamborebi, drois-

marcvlebiT danaWdevi, droismtvriT, Tana-

daoblebuli TqvenTan erTad,

lavis namsxvrevno, gana-

wevrebi, ganmisxluli, gan-

qarwylebuli,

gatanili da ganagdebi,

gariTmuli sakuTar TavTan, -

ase brundeba

gafrenili, ase brundeba igi

kvlav da Sin,

sul raRac erTi guliscemiT, raRac erTi

aTaswleuliT

Signivdamdgari, viT

erTaderTi maCvenebeli isari im wris,

romelic sulma,

romelic misma

sulma aRwera,

romelic aris

imav

suliT

gadanomrili.

401

dRisiT

dabambuli ca. isev da isev

mkafio frTa irjeba werad.

mec, gaixsene,

mtvris-

feri, movel

viTarca wero.

402

* * *

ufleba gaqvs, TovliT

mSvidad gamimaspinZlde:

yovelTvis, roca TuTis mxardamxar

ganvvlidi zafxuls,

ismoda misi ukanaskneli

foTlis yvirili.

403

* * *

ardasizmrulis mier nadevni,

Txris dauZinrad gzisgamlevi purisqveyana

mTas sicocxlisas.

Sen misi puris rbilobidan

axlad gamosres Cvens saxelebs,

romlebsac me,

Seni

Tvalis ali-kvali TviTeul TiTze,

vusinjav

adgils, romlis gavliTac

SemiZlia vifxizlo Sensken

naTel

SimSilis kelaptriT pirSi.

404

* * *

karis RreCoSi

ornatebSi zeciuri monetisa

Sen teni sityvas,

romelic me movaSandake,

mocaxcaxe Cemi muStebiT

roca Cvens Tavze saxuravi

avamtvrie, kramit-kramit,

marcval-marcval, iq, maRliv, siRatakis-

naWuWis spilenZisebr-

cialis

gamo.

405

* * *

mdinareebSi CrdiloeTiT mermisisa

me vagdeb bades, Sen

dayovnebiT rom amZimeb

qvaTa mier weril

CrdilebiT.

406

* * *

Seni gviani saxis winaSe,

martodmarto-

moaruli Soris

Cemdac Semcvlel RameTa,

movida raRac dasarCenad,

rac erTxel ukve CvenTan iyo,

fiqris mier ar-

Sexebuli.

407

* * *

dardswrafni ganmWol,

WrilobaTa

moelvare sarkesTan CavliT:

aha, sicocxlis

ormoci xe dacurdeba, qerqSemoclili.

eulo aRma-

mcuravo qalo, Sen

iTvli yvelas, TiToeul maTgans

exebi.

408

* * *

ricxvebi, wnuli

xatebTan xvedris

da uku-

xvedris.

zed Segdebuli

Tavis qala, romlis

uZilo Zilispir mimo-

xlili CaquCi

msoflio ritmiT

ganadidebs am yovelives.

409

* * *

savalni Seni xelis mtevnis

CrdilT-namsxvrevebSi.

oTx-TiTiani-ornatidan

aRmovTxri CemTvis

gaqvavebul locva-kurTxevas.

410

* * *

idge, CrdilSi

Wrilobisa haersa Sina.

idge-arvis-Tvis-da-arafris-Tvis.

Seucnobi,

SenTvisve

mxolod.

yoveliveTi, sivrce raSic moipoveba,

Tundac

uenod.

411

* * *

sifxizlis mier daCxverili Seni sizmari.

Tormetjeradi xrax-

nuliT misiv

rqas CanaWdevi

sityvis beWedi.

ukanaskneli Sejaxeba, misgan marTuli.

fri-

alo, viwro

dRisxeobaSi biZgmicemuli

borani aRmiT:

is gamowvlilviTwakiTxulis

gadamtania.

412

* * *

ZafTamzeebi,

legaSavi udabnos Tavze.

xe-

maRali azri

ikrebs sinaTlis bgeras: hgieben

jerac simRerebi sasimRerod imier

kacTa.

413

* * *

sityvis natani, vulkanuri,

zRvis yaSyaSiT garemoculi.

zemore

masa moniaRvre

ubadrukTa naSierTa: man

alami aafriala - xatis da aslis

droebaSi qedmaRluri gadajvareba.

vidre Sen sityvis mTvares gare-

tyorcni, iqidan

miqcevas umzers saswauli

da gulis-

msgavsi krateri

Sobs da SiSvelia dasawyisTa,

mefur-

arsTa xilulsaqmnelad.

414

* * *

gzamoSanTuli

Seni enis elvare qariT

Wreli ubnoba da-

Tmenilis - as-

eniswvera Cemi-

leqsi, es araleqsi.

amo-

burRuli,

Tavisuflad

gza kacTaganis-

saxovan TovlSi,

monanieTovlSi, mimarT

stumarTmoyvare

oTaxTa da magidaTa, yinulovanTa.

Rrmad

JamTabzarSi,

fiWayinulis

TanaerT

icdis, sunTqvisbroli,

ueWveli Seni

samxili.

415

navsadguri

igiv iarapirmokruli: sad-,

Senc CemsaviT rom yofiliyav, sul-

amoxdili ocnebebiT

TavaSvebul sufraze Sedgmul

aryiTsavseboTlisyelebze

- Sen momisarTe,

zRvis kululo, xvedrad Cemi bedniereba,

Sen momixofe mravlad talRa, krulvayomralo,

gza gaikvlie

aduRebul wiaRSi gavliT,

yinulovanmwuxarkalamo -,

sad-

iT

ar iyav xetebuli Sen CemTan erTad,

merxebze Tundac

imav dedilo klauzenTan, man ki diaxac

uwyis, ra xSirad, viT CagmRerodi

me Sen yelamde, haidideldu,

mTeli Tavisi foTleuliT, samSoblos Txmela

rarig mocvlurji,

haidudeldi,

Sen, viT

fleita astraluri

miRmeTidan samyaroskidis - da esec iyo,

416

Cven vcuravdiT, dediSobila, vcuravdiT ase

imav ufskrulleqss,

xanZrisfradwiTel Sublze daWdeuls -

Cauqroblad miikvalavda

Tavis gzebs siRrmis-

wiaR momwydari oqro maRliTken -,

aq,

daberili ialqnebiT,

Caiqrolebda mogoneba agreTve amis, neba-neba

rokdnen xanZrebi, gan-

wvaluli, Sen,

ganwvaluli zemore

oriv Sav-

lurji xsovnis-

karWapze,

Tumca biZgmicemuli agerve axlac

aTasi-

mklaviT, romliTac me Sen gakavebdi,

gadajvaruli, varskvlavganatyorcn-bunagTa

miRma,

Cvenive jerac miwyiv mTvrali, dawafebuli,

samyaroskidis bageebi - saxelvdeb maTve mxolod

da mxolod -,

vidremde miRmeTs dromoxavsul saaTiskoSkze

Caicvlebodes uxmaurod budis da ricxvTa

eg safarveli - qimerdoki,

mimomcurveli,

417

gansamyaroul-TeTradqmnili

asoebi maRal amweTa

weren arsaxels, zemore romlis

sasikvdilo naxtomisken mibobRavs mainc igiv

cxovreba sazidavi,

amosaxapad

romelic ergoT SuaRamisad

sazrisad-

xarb winadadebebs,

miskenve

tyorcnis neptunis codva xorblis-

aryisfer sabuqsiro Tavis bagirsac,

garemocvaSi

Tormet-

tonian siyvarulisadmoxmianeqerqeWelebis

- xolo odesme Wisjalambris, da SenTan erTad

igi imRers aw aRar gundSi

zRvasmomwydari qveynierebis -

moirwevian rokviT Soridan,

odesidan, Suqurgemebi,

ai, niSnuli platformisa,

romelic, Cveni erTguli tvirTi, CvenTan erTad

CaiZireba,

sarkastobs yvelas da yvelafers

qvemo-zemore - ratomac ara? igiv

iarapirSekruli, an sad-, an rodis -

da vCndebiT, vqrebiT da isev vCndebiT.

418

COAGULA

agreTve Seni

Wriloba, vardo.

da rqebis Suqi imav Seni

ruminuli kameCebisa

varskvlavis nacvlad

qviSasageb-ze,

metyvel, alisfer-

ferflisamebrZlier

kolba-Si.

419

* * *

paseqis kvamli, maRlamsrboli, Sigan nagzeviT

asoTamsgavsad

klaknili RerZis.

(arasodes yofila zeca,

Tumca zRva aris jerac, cacxlovanmewamuli,

zRva.)

Cven aq varT, Cvenve,

gamoRweviT moxarulni, karvis winare,

sadac Sen Tanamoyaribe eniT acxobdi

purs udabnoTa.

mzeris kideze: cekva

ori orlesulis,

gulisCrdilis bagirsa zeda.

qveSiT ki bude, mownuli

azrTa-

boloebiT - romel

siRrmeSi?

iqve: groSebi maradisobis,

daxruli, Cvenda

yulfis gamnWol SemonTxeuli.

420

Cqami qviSisa sami, sami

morieli:

stumarxalxi, CvenTan erTad

erT navsa Sida.

421

* * *

quxili: Tavad

WeSmaritebam

Seabija

kacTa Soris,

metaforaTqarbuqis

Suagul.

422

* * *

lixtenbergisgan namemkvidrevi

xelsaxoci Tormeti, sufra -

planetebisgan dRegrZeloba

enis koSkebis, irgvliv

mkvdriseburdadumebul niSanT-

zonaSi.

yofnisadmisda

- ara hgiebs zeca, arc

miwa, da oriv

xsovna Camqralia

vidremde imav

ifansmindobil sinegogamde -,

misadvemyofi,

qalaqyriliT Tavmoyrili

TeTri kometa.

naprali xmisa, misi

mfarveli,

yoveliveSi.

Zowisferaddakarguli

azrTa-

Zafisa. xmamaRliv-

423

qmnilni moTqmani

amis zemore, moTqma

qvemore amis - visi

xma igi?

amiTve - nuRa ikiTxav,

Tu sad -

rom vyofiliyav TiTqmis -

nu ityvi sad, rodis, kvlavac.

424

GIVE THE WORD

tvinSi nacemi - sanaxevrod? iqneb, sami meoTxediT? -,

gascem, bindidan Tavdaxsnili, parolebs - amaT:

"TaTarTisrebi".

"xelovnuri piure".

"sunTqva".

mecxadebian erTianad, ar moakldeba ara kaci da

ara qali.

(TviT sibmetyvelnic aq arian da winaswarbilebic -

aqve.)

mecxadeba adamiani.

cremli Sens gverdiT, dedamiwisvaSlissidide,

ganmWolnaxmaur, ganmWolnamgzavr

pasuxis mier,

pasuxisa,

pasuxisa.

gaxvretili ganmWol - vis mier?

"xdeba", Sen ambob,

"xdeba",

"xdeba".

Cumi keTri gwydeba sasidan

da Seni enis wveri naTels moikrebs,

naTels.

425

* * *

erTxel,

me viyav moyurade,

is, uxilavi,

simarTles vambob,

mTeli Rame samyaros banda.

erTi da dausrulebeli,

nacartutadSTenili,

STena.

iyo naTeli. da - gadarCena.

426

* * *

momoxmaurSi, msgavsad Cveni dasawyisisa,

RartafSi,

sadac Sen me merge,

me isev vqoqav, mas,

musikalur im zardaxSas - Sen

es ici: im uxilavs

da

gaugonars.

427

LYON, LES ARCHERS

rkinisisari, mowvarTuli,

aguris niSSi:

momijnave-aTaswleuli

gareSeqmnila, uZleveli,

uTvalTvalebs

Sens megzur Tvalebs,

amier,

wilnayari mzerebiT,

aRviZeb imas, momijnave vinc aris Seni,

igi xdeba umZimesi,

umZimesi,

da Senc, yvelafriT,

rac gareSed qceula SenSi,

xdebi gareSe,

siRrmiseuli,

is erTi

lari

Wimavs kuTvnil tkivils Tqvens qvemoT,

mizani, ukvlod ganmqvreuli,

elvarebs, mSvildi.

428

* * *

Sen iyavi Cemi sikvdili:

SemeZlo Seni Sekaveba,

misxlteboda roca yoveli.

429

irlandiuri

momec ufleba, ganvvlo

xorblis safexurebi Seni Zilisken,

ufleba - ganvvlo

Zilis gzawvrili,

ufleba - torfis datexva SevZlo

cicaboze gulisa,

xvalve.

430

* * *

nami. xolo me SenTan viweq, Sen, nagavSi,

monamqruli mTvare

uxvad gvayrida pasuxs,

Cven erTurTs ganvenamcecebodiT,

kvlav erT koStad vikvrodiT mere.

RmerTma gatexa puri,

purma gatexa RmerTi.

431

* * *

Zalauflebis, Zlierebis sameufoni.

miRma, bambukSi:

myefavi keTri, simfoniuri.

vinsentisgan naCuqarma

yurma

mizans uwia ukve.

432

* * *

miaWenebda Rame, is ki gons mosuliyo,

xolo mis droSad qceuliyo oblis faraja,

araviTari mcdari gezi,

uSecdomo iyo ukve misi Weneba -

raRac iseTi, raRac iseTi, TiTqos kvidoSi

forToxlebi izrdebiano,

TiTqos ar cmoda araferi gaWenebuls,

gareSe misi,

dedis muclidan moyolili, sa-

idumloddaxaluli

pirveli

kanis.

433

* * *

CemSi Tavs rogor gadaiSeneb:

jerac isev ukanasknel,

gamocrecil

naskvSi sunTqvisa

raRac namsxvreviT

CaCri

sicocxles.

434

* * *

me jerac ZalmiZs Seni danaxva: eqosi,

moxelTebadisa grZnobad-

sityvebiT, swored rom damSvidobebis-

qimze.

wynarad frTxis Seni saxe,

anazdad

ganaTebuli, viT naTura,

CemSi, iq, sadac

amboben umtkivneules "ara"-s.

435

* * *

maradisobebs mis saxeSi

edoT savali da ufro

metic,

neba-neba Slida xanZari

yovelive amosanTlebuls,

simwvane, ara aqauri,

SeRinRlavda nikaps

im qvisa, oblebi rom

marxavdnen da isev

marxavdnen.

436

* * *

damSvidobebiTdafoTlili irlandieli

asuli Sens xels

uswrafesi

siswrafiT ganCxreks.

da Seezrdeba misi mzeris silurje Sens xels,

wageba da mogeba

erTxmad:

Sen,

siSore

TvalTaTiTuri.

437

* * *

damdgari weli

bodvispuris

obmodebul yuebTan erTad.

Sesvi

Cemi bageebidan.

hans magnus

encensbergeri

d. 1929

440

441

utopia

ZlierebiT aRsavse dRe mxrebSi iSleba

da brWyalebiT mimofleTs Rrublebs.

merZeve Tavis sarZeve sonatebs

arakunebs: saqmroebi eqskalatorebiT

zecisken midian: velurad mZlavrad

daaqneven Sav da TeTr qudebs.

futkrebi gaficulan. rwmunebulebi

Rrublebis gavliT yiraze dgebian,

samercxulidan romis papebi JRurtuleben.

yvelgan gulaCuyeba da dacinva da

aRtaceba gamefebula. ialqnian gemebs

Sedgenili balansebiT kraven.

kancleri mawanwalasTan koWs agorebs

da fsonad saidumlo fonds Camodis. siyvaruli

policiis mier nebadarTulia,

gamocxadebulia amnistia

simarTlis mTqmelTaTvis.

xabazebi musikosebs funTuSebs

Cuqnian. mWedlebi

442

rkinis jvrebiT nalaven

virebs. rogorc amboxs,

uxuvlia bednierebas da lomiviT brdRvinavs.

mevaxSeni, vaSlis yvaviliT

da bolokiT Semkulni,

gaqvavebulan. xreSad mimofSvnilni,

isini Sadrevnebs da baRebs rTaven.

caSi yvelgan sahaero burTebi adian,

salaRobo floti gasasvlelad ukve mzad aris:

aba, adiT, merZeveebo,

sasiZoebo da mawanwalebo,

gaswiT! ZlierebiT aRsavse

dRe

mxrebSi iSleba.

443

HÔTEL FRATERNITÉ

visac ara aqvs fuli kunZulis SesaZenad

vinc kinos win darajobs zabas dedofals

vinc brazisgan da dardisgan fleTs Tavis bolo

perangs

vinc daxeul fexsacmelSi erT dublons malavs

vinc Tavis Tavs gamomZalvelis priala TvalSi

aTvalierebs

vinc karuselze kbilebs aRrWialebs

vinc wiTel Rvinos gadaisxams qvasaviT magar Tavis

sawolze

vinc werilebiT da fotosuraTebiT kocons anTebs

vinc sanapirosTan amweebis qveS zis

vinc ciyvs sakvebs uwvdis

vinc ufuloa

vinc Tavis Tavs ganWvrets

vinc kedlebze akakunebs

vinc yviris

vinc svams

vinc arafers akeTebs

Cemi mteri

gdia lelqaSSi

sawolze karadaze

yvelgan iatakze

gdia

Cemsken mzeramomarTuli

Cemi Zma.

444

SoTxvebis gamarjveba

Weqa-quxilic ki ayovnebs, imdenad TeTri,

cida muStebis mommuWveli da tkbobisTvis

gabedulebas armoklebuli, ganrisxebuli

patarZlebi

dganan alublis uTeTres baRSi. ise Savia

daRebuli maTi piri, rom daviwyebiaT sulac

Rrublebs

nayofis dayra. mrisxaneba gadaqceula

bednierebad. Rrmad Cafesvili

patarZlebis muqarac ismis. ayvavebulan ukve isini.

saSineli

simRerebiT elian avdars. sasaklaoze

mityuebul mqadageblebs saxeSi qviSas

ayrian da mbeWdavebTan agoreben Tanac kamaTels,

qurdebs totebiT daCxveren da Sors aZeveben.

imReren. tkipebs konduqtorebi ar ukrZalaven

mogzaurobas,

cecxlfareSebi naRvels, frTebis bardanebs da

niCbebs acxroben. da xurs qorwili.

patarZlebi saaTebs urcxvad anadgureben.

werilebs da droSebs cecxli wakidebia.

saketidan da anjamebidan xtian karebi.

qars rac moaqvs, saprocento danamatia. xevebs

dastvenen

patarZlebi. gamqrala SiSi.

umankoebis velur mzeras

yasbebi oxvriT emalebian.

445

ufrosklaselTa sakiTxav wignSi

odebs ki nu waikiTxav, Cemo Svilo, moZraobis

ganrigebs Caxede:

isini xom ufro zustia. sazRvao rukebi gadaSale,

vidre jerac ar aris gvian. ifxizle, ar imRero.

mova dRe, roca karebze uwyebebs

gaakraven da aras mTqmelebs mkerdze niSans

dausviringeben. amoucnoblad mimosvla iswavle,

Cemze ukeT iswavle es saqme:

gamocvla sacxovreblis, pasportis, saxis.

icode wvrilmani gamcemlobis,

yoveldRiuri binZuri gadarCenis gemo.

sasargebloa

cecxlze navTis damsxmeli enciklikebi da

manifestebi: daucvelTaTvis karaqis da marilis

Sesaxvevad. cofi da moTmineba gesaWiroeba

Zalauflebis filtvebSi momakvdinebeli,

uxilavi im mtvris Casaberad, romelic imaT

dafqves, vinc bevri iswavla,

vinc SensaviT mondomebulia.

446

mglebis dacva kravebisgan

Zeram kesane coxnos, ara?

turas ras sTxovT,

tyavi gaiZros, mgels? rom

kbili Tavad daiZros?

politrukebs da papebs

ras uwunebT?

briyvulad TvalebdaqaCulebi ras miSterebixarT

crupentela ekrans?

gana, vin ukerebs generals

Sarvalze sisxlian lampasebs? vin

umzadebs mevaxSes yveruls?

vin ikidebs Tavmomwoned Tunuqis jvars

mobuybuye faSvze? vin

iRebs xelis groSs, vercxlis fuls,

mayuTs, rom moketos? aki,

bevria gaqurduli, qurdi ki cota; gana, vin

ukravs maT taSs, vin

ibnevs samkerde niSnebs, an

tyuili gana vis swyuria?

sarkeSi CaixedeT: laCrebo,

simarTlis simZimiT dadedlebulebo,

swavlis uarmyoflebo, mglebisTvis

azrovnebis gadamlocvelebo,

Tqveni uZvirfasesi samkauli sacxvire rgolia,

447

yeyeCebze gaTvlili sicrue, iaffasiani

nugeSi, nebismieri gamomZalveloba

TqvenTvis jer cotaa.

Tqven, kravebo, debi arian,

TqvenTan SedarebiT, yrantala yvavebi:

Tvalebs TxriT erTmaneTs.

Zmoba sufevs,

Tu sufevs, mglebs Soris:

isini xrovebad dadian.

dideba yaCaRebs: Tqven ki,

Tqvenive gasaupatiureblad mimpatiJeblebo,

Tqvenve miegdebiT xolme morCilebis

Smorian sawolze. wkmutunebT da

am drosac cruobT. Tqven gsurT,

rom gjijgnon. Tqven

ver SecvliT qveynierebas.

448

qveynis ena

stendebat namque varium iracundum iniustuminconstantem, eundem exorabilem clementemmisericordem, gloriosum excelsum humilem,ferocem fugacemque et omnia pariter.

Plinius, Hist. nat. CCCV, CCCVI.

ra damikargavs aq,

qveyanaSi, sadac uwyinrad

momavlines Cemma mSoblebma?

var mkvidri, Tumca unugeSo,

mimokarguli,

adgilobrivi am saamo ubedobaSi,

TviTkmayofil, lamaz xaroSi.

ra gamaCnia me aq? anda, ra damkargvia

am sasaklao velze, zRaprul am saRoreSi,

sadac yvela da yvelaferi aRmavali, magram ara

winmavalia,

sad moyirWebas saimedod daudevs bina,

delikatesiT movaWreTa maRaziebSi carciviT

TeTri siRaribe

xrinwianad sadac xrialebs da SedRvebili

naRebidan amoibRavlebs:

yvelaferi aRmavalia!

sadac Raribi mdidrebisgan raRac erTi mogebis

iqiT sxvebi - mdidari Raribebi -

449

Tav-TavianT kinoskamebs aRtacebiT acamtvereben,

aq dacemidan dacemamde yvelaferi aRmavalia,

gadasaxadTa balansi sadac igalobebs osanas da

netar arian-s

da bRavis: ara, sakmarisi sulac ar aris

Tavisufali drois qrolva da gaqaneba

TvalSeuvlebi,

es umciresi zaralia, naxevaria,

arafers niSnavs, sakmarisi sulac ar aris,

yvelgan da yvelgan rom daZrwian satarife

partniorebi

da iRereben daberil muStebs da moilxenen

da mRerian da ase amboben:

aq yvelaferi aRmavalia,

Cinebulia marTlac aq yofna,

aq xom ukusvlac aRmavalia,

erTi mmarTveli aq meore mmarTvel batons

locvaniT bombavs,

msubuqad daSavebulebi awarmoeben oms mZimed

dazaralebulebTan,

rasac aq hqvia umowyalo saTnoeba erTurTis

mimarT,

da es mciredi borotebaa,

es ar makvirvebs,

muStrebi amas eguebian,

swored aq, sadac erTi xeli meores iZens,

gulze davidoT xeli, Cven aq Tavi qudSi gvaqvs,

450

aq davemkvidroT,

am ariul jarTis grovaze,

am moRrWiale manqansadgomze,

sadac nangrevebs nangrevebi amoezrdebaT,

axalTaxlebi, nangrevebi maragad da ganvadebiTac,

gamoweriTac, CamoweriTac:

didebulia marTlac aqyofna,

moxmarebul momxmarebels,

rac mciredi borotebaa,

sadac Tma scviva,

gofrirebuli muyaoTi da celofniT sadac

daufaravs warmatebuli Tavisi Tavi,

sadac igi, ararsebuli, ormodan yviris:

aq davemkvidroT,

mkvlelTa ormoSi,

aq, sadac kedlis kalendari, siCqarisgan da

umweobisgan, TviTve ifurcvlis

da sadac nagvis bunkerebSi namyo fuvdeba,

xolo mermisi akraWunebs proTezis kbilebs,

amis mizezi is aris, rom yvelaferi aRmavalia,

Cven yvelafrisTvis maTeTrebels viyenebT Warbad,

da es iseTi Cveulebrivi saqmea, rom sul ar

makvirvebs,

Cven oqros kveTis sizustiT vwevarT

aq, pozitivi sadac aRwevs umaRles niSnuls,

451

da is savaWro palatebis aris sudara,

mina-javSnis qveS moTavsebuls dasakrZalad

miasveneben,

sadac, brmebs Soris, Tavs kargad vgrZnobT,

sadac savaWro centrebi da morgebi da iaraRis

sawyobebi Cveni saxlia,

da es rodia yvelaferi, es xom mxolod naxevaria,

es ganzrax dakonservebuli udaburi adgilebia,

warmatebuli siSlegea, es aris cekva

gacrecili waulas qurqiT, damtvreuli muxlebiT

cekva,

amneziis maradiuli gazafxulis Jams,

es sxva qveynebze bevrad ufro sxva qveyanaa,

me amas vnanob, da rom vnanob,

umciresi borotebaa, radgan simarTle is aris

mxolod,

rasac am qveynis msxverplad qceuli, Cveulebrivi

mkvdari xalxi

qvesknelidan amoiyvirebs, raRac uxmos da

warumatebels,

rac xmagaumtar safars awveba qvemodan da

dafaravs da swrafad muqdeba,

dalaqavdeba, dasveldeba da guburad gadaiqceva,

da es savsebiT Cveulebrivi guburaa is, rac mas

tboravs,

452

saxlis sulebsac datboravs da

Zmebi grimebis lomCitasac, nairbewvasac

da maT mSvenier rapuncelsac, aq isini aRar arian,

arc qalaqebi arsebobs ukve, aRarc Tevzebi,

am gubeSi amoixrCo es yvelaferi,

samsaxursa da sacxovriss Soris xangrZliv savals

Setovebuli, muyaiTi da daucveli

Cemi ZmebiviT,

rarig ganvicdi maT beds, RvTismosav am

marTlmsajulTa bedsac ganvicdi,

gaziskacebis gamoc vwuxvar, mere rogor

daaboteben bevrni da bevrni,

dasaplombi xelsawyoebiT, mZime-mZime nabijebiT,

ararsebuli CeqmebiT da ufskrulis gavliT,

kefaSi mtkiced CaWedilidamRiT, Tanaxmad

ganawesisa:

rom yofiliyo es xalxi msgavsi sxva xalxebisa,

sul sxva, savsebiT Cveulebrivi iqneboda es

qveyanac

da ara - Ramis da nislis mxare,

ararsebuliT gadavsebuli,

maT ar ician, vin arian, arc surT icodnen,

am qveynad moxvdnen

am qveynidan gaqceulebi

da gaqceulni unda iyon kubos karamde:

453

rom yofiliyo sxvagvarad, maSin maTi Svelac

iqneboda SesaZlebeli,

iqneboda rCevebic da Sinagani kmayofilebac,

ar iqneboda es yamiri, mtruli qveyana!

ra damikargavs aq, ras veZieb

da viCiCqnebi am daumdgar da bnel gorgalSi

erTmaneTSi gaxlarTuli orTabrZolis iaraRebis,

tkbobis niSnebis,

qudSi gasarWob frTebisa da sezonuri

fasdaklebebis, gana ras vpoveb,

Tu ara isev qronikulad, qronologurad

mowesrigebul sportul darbazebs,

Tu ara saqmis mwarmoeblebs kacobrivisTvis

yazarmebSi yazarmebis yazarmebisTvis:

ra mesaqmeba aq? ra unda vTqva?

romel enaze? vis gasagonad?

aq arCevani danasaviT mesoba gulSi,

vnanob, da vici, es mciredi borotebaa,

da is yviris da aRar wyvets yvirils,

cisken miiwevs mcire-mcire Seyvirebebad,

unda, rom ufro didi Candes, vidre aris

sinamdvileSi,

magram es mTeli sulac ar aris;

mxolod d da mxolod Semzaravi naxevaria,

es sakmarisi ar aris jerac:

454

radgan SimSiliT cofSeyrili es qveyana

Tavad iTxris gamrjed samares,

es qveyana Tavis Tavs TviTve gamoyofia,

guli, Signidan ganwvaluli da darRveuli,

miwyiv uazrod mowikwike, bombi xorcisa,

Wriloba sveli, ararsebuli:

germaneTi, Cemi qveyana, uwminduri guli am xalxTa,

sakmaod saxelSelaxuli, JamiT Jamamde,

Cveulebrivi yvela xalxis warmodgenaSi:

me da Cemi ori qveyana, Cven varT erTurTs gayrili

xalxi,

da mainc aq var, Seupovrad, am yvelafris

miuxedavad

da, mgloviare, vekiTxebi Cems Tavs:

me aq ra damikargavs?

is damikargavs swored,

rac me enaze madgas,

raRac sxva, mTeli,

mTel msoflios gabedulad rac exumreba

da ar ixrCoba am guburaSi,

ucxo, ganwvalul am xrials rac dautania,

gazeT axali germaniis dapresil xrials,

"frankfurter algemaines" xrials

(rac mciredi borotebaa),

455

pirdamuwuli xrCoba, romelmac sul ar uwyis

sakuTari Tavis Sesaxeb,

romlis Sesaxeb araferi minda vicode, sanimuSo

qveyana da

mkvlelebis xaro, sadac suliT da guliT Caagdes

Cemi naxevrad cocxali xorci,

aq vrCebi axlac,

vmetoqeob, ukan ar vixev,

aq davrCebi erTi xanoba,

vidre aqedan sxva xalxisken gaveSurebi,

da davisveneb me savsebiT Cveulebriv qveyanaSi,

oRond aq ara,

oRond ara aq.

456

leqsi leqsebis armkiTxvelTaTvis

visi yvirili gamoismis nawyvet-nawyveti

nislis saknidan? es vin mocuravs

yelze rezinis rgolCamocmuli,

martis magari ludis da sisxlis

mduRare tbors gamoRweuli?

isaa swored,

visTvisac mtverSi vkawrav am sityvebs,

vinc maT verasdros amoikiTxavs.

vin Camarxula erTianad gazeTebsa da

qaqSi? visa aqvs urani SardSi?

an webovani furTxiT TaTbirebs

miwebebuli vin aris? an vin

amovlebula tyviaSi?

naxe,

anteniT kefadamSvenebuli,

utyvad icoxnis binZuri tviniT.

ra movuxerxoT dagmanul yurebs,

oden sarkalSi amovlebulebs,

gamoxveulebs birJis uricxv biuletenSi,

registraturis pirquS Sekvrebad

piradi nebiT CamoStampulebs?

virjebi

Clungi gamcemlebis yurTaTvis, da maT

mivmarTav civad, rogorc Rame, dabejiTebiT.

457

ra Rmuilia, Cems sityvebs rom

erTbaSad STanTqavs? es xom yefaa uwminduri

sauwyebo im arwivebis, romlebic

caSi, mTlad usulod datovebulSi,

Cven gvdarajoben.

RviZls,

Cemsas da Sensas kortnian,

mkiTxvelo, leqsebs rom ar kiTxulob.

458

viTomgardacvlilni

sakorporacio uwyebebTan icdian

viTomgardacvlilni,

icdian ase, umweoni, da orive filtviT mwevelni,

metrologiis uwyebebTan da samuSao birJebTan

mdgomni.

gafiTrebuli, uferuli aRtaceba am

viTommkvdarTa,

mravali dagisosebuli sarkmlis pirispir,

viT veeba gazeTi qarSi.

mere rarig aqicineben isini kefebs! rarig

gamrjeni arian da ra mxiarulni! ra ostaturad

scvivaT xelidan perfobaraTi,

Tundac codvaTa gantevebis mowmobebi, Tundac

Cekebi! saaqto CanTiT

yvela maTgani daatarebs Tavis SeWril Tmas,

da wyvil windaSi

yvela maTgans dazogili aTi TiTi aqvs.

da, ufro metic, isini Wamen, da Tav-Tavisi

moCvenebiTadmkvdari aTi TiTiT aTlian

mkvdar cxovelTa Zvlebs xorcs, xolo RamiT,

raTa daacxron is, rac glovobs maT fexebs Soris

da garemos yviriliT iklebs, farTovdebian,

sarkmlebi rom daixureba,

da CvenebaTa misacemad warsdgebian viTommkvdari

es mowmeebi,

459

diliT ki isev cxaddebian, isev mwevelni

mTlad ususuri bageebiT,

sapasporto biuroebTan,

gadaurCnen raTa damarxvas.

magram vin Cuqnis am sabraloT kocnebs da vaSlebs?

vin aRviZebs da vin uwvdis maT nego-

yvavilebs, vin iRebs niCbiT maTi mkerdidan

am mTebs kvamlisas, an vin axvevs maT

gazeTebSi, vin irjeba da amarilebs maT mWamel

pirebs, vin Camovarcxnis ferfls maTi Tmidan,

SiSs vin Camorecxs maT uferul-udReur Tvalebs,

vin asaCuqrebs, aTavisuflebs, ajadoebs, salbuns

scxebs da gamoaRviZebs

viTommkvdrebs mkvdarTa sameufodan,

maT vin amarTlebs?

bankis sarkmlebTan atuzulan, daTovlilni

gazeTebiT da saarCevno baraTebiT, da kvlav

icdian

cis qveS, romelic, rogorc kino gareubanSi,

xan ganaTdeba, xan Cabneldeba,

rogorc es xdeba mTavar filmsa da kinoJurnals

Soris SualedSi,

brZolis velsa da sacxedres Soris,

gardacvlilTa mesebis win, moelian, moelian

viTommkvdarni mkvdrobis mowmobebs,

da ewevian uferuli, gamrje filtvebiT,

fons gadian TavianT qufr aRtacebebSi,

da moelian gardacvlilni maTiv aRsasruls.

460

brmad

gamarjvebiT aRsavse

iqneba saqme TvalxilulTa

maT calTvalebi

moasxdnen kiserze

Zalaufleba xelT igdes

da brma gaamefes

Caketil sazRvarTan dganan

TvaldaxuWobanas moTamaSe policielebi

drodadro antisaxelmwifoebrivi

xrikebisTvis Zebnil

Tvalis eqims iWeren xolme

yvela mmarTvel batons

Savi salbuniT daufaravs

marjvena Tvali

brmaTa gamZRoli ZaRlebis mier napovn

upatrono madidebs da saTvaleebs

napovni nivTebis uwyebaSi ablabuda dapatronebia

bejiTma axalgazrda astronomebma

SuSis Tvalebi Caisves

SorsmWvreteli mSoblebi

TavianT Svilebs windawin aswavlian

daelmebis progresul xelovnebas

461

mteri Tavisi agentebis xeliT

boris wyals aparebs koniunqtivitis gamosawvevad

magram keTilgonieri moqalaqeebi

viTarebaTa gaTvaliswinebiT Tavs fxizlad icaven

da ar endobian TavianT Tvalebs

saxeSi iyrian pilpils da marils

acremlebulebi exebian RirSesaniSnaobebs

da brmebis anbans euflebian

cota xnis win mefes gamoucxadebia

rom is mtkice rwmeniT gahyurebs momavals

462

moZRvreba sityvaTwarmoebis Sesaxeb

Tvalebdavsili ZaRlebi ukve

mkvdar perangebSi ganisveneben

gars uvlis daWril mrecxavTa gundi

samedicino sneul dazRvevebs

saxlni obolni da aRsavseni

bevri SeSlili zedamxedveliT

mkvdar simRerebsac anaTxovreben

Tu Txoven ucxo TavSesafrebi

magram sneuli ZaRlebi umal

SeSlil mrecxavebs tanT Semoxdian

obol perangebs gatanils mkvdari

samedicino dazRvevebidan

da Tvalebdavsil simRerebs ucxo

zedamxedvelni kvlav gaurbian

bevri daWrili TavSesafridan

aw ukve bevri mkvdari saxlisken

samedicino sneul dazRvevebs

Sexiznul daWril mrecxavTa gundi

gansvenebula Tvalebdavsil da

mkvdarperangian ZaRlebTan erTad

samedicino mkvdar dazRvevebSi

463

mkvdar simRerebSi

mkvdar saxlebSi

mkvdarSesafrebSi

mkvdari mkvdrebi ganisveneben

464

tusaRi

gamomwyvdeula Cems xorcSi

kaci lomis torebiT

natifi da didi TvalebiT

Cems ZvlebSi sunTqavs

moxuci kaci

sikvdili rom bolos ver uRebs

jiuti bavSvi

arafris rom ar eSinia

Cems sisxlSi

tusaRs CauyvinTavs smenad qceula

gamomwyvdeuli Cemiv xorcSi

momTmenia da icis mocda

da mogugune Cems yurebSi

saTuTad mZlavrad

uwyebebs gzavnis kakun-kakuniT

gavarvarebul kaWarSi saxlobs

jiutad rogorc qvatexia

arafris rom ar eSinia

Tavs rom daaRwevs

lomis torebs

yinuliviT myari mkafio

da gamoCndeba ganaCeniviT

didi qariviT samarTliani

sikvdili rom bolos ver uRebs

Cemive ZvlebSi rom sunTqavs da

am Zvlebs daamsxvrevs

465

mZinare zeinkali

mZinare, jaWvis perangiani, fons gavdivar

yinulovan zRvaSi

iq sadac igi uRrmesia

sasamde mwvdeba

gayinuli marili

da vuxmob

mZinare

mZinare cecxlovan marxils mivaqroleb da

vnadirob

Tavqve mTaze

Ria sivrceSi

mquxare zeca

mkerds misvelebs

da me braziT aRsavse vuxmob

mZinare

mZinare sasikvdilo ufskrulSi veSvebi

sisxlian paraSutze

Camokidebuli

pirs Savad miRebavs

avardnili mtveri

da braziT aRsavse movuxmob zeinkals

466

movuxmob mZinare

SeaduRe meTqi sibnele!

aafeTqe meTqi yinulis goraxebi!

gaxsen meTqi Cemi moWriale guli!

467

meniu

erTxel, usaqmo naSuadRevs, am dRes

Cems saxlSi var da vxedav

SeRebulia samzareulos kari kars miRma moCans

xaxvis saWreli dafa sarZeve

iqve lambaqi katis.

magidaze ki telegrama devs.

ar wamikiTxavs me is.

amsterdams iyo erT muzeumSi

erT Zvel suraTze vnaxe

SeRebuliyo samzareulos kari kars miRma Canda

sarZeve iqve puris kalaTa

iqve lambaqi katis.

magidaze ki werili ido.

ar wamikiTxavs me is.

sul ramdenime kviris win vnaxe

moskvas erT agarakze

samzareulos SeRebul karSi

puris kalaTa xaxvis saWreli

dafa lambaqi katis.

magidaze ki gazeTi ido.

ar wamikiTxavs me is.

samzareulos SeRebul karSi

vxedav daRvril rZes, vxedav

468

ocdaaTwlian omebs da xaxvis

saWrel dafaze cremlebs

da anti-saraketo-raketebs

da swored iqve puris kalaTebs

iqve klasobriv brZolebs.

marcxniv ki qvemoT sulmTlad kuTxeSi

katis lambaqsac vxedav.

469

CAMERA OBSCURA

fiWvisgan Sekrul

Cems droebiT oTx kedelSi

oTxjer xuTi ornaxevari metris

am Cems cicqna oTaxSi

var martodmarto

martodmarto var Semwvar vaSlTan, sibnelesTan,

samoc-vatian-naTurasTan,

bundesverTan, Ramis guSagTan

marto

lurji SuSis prespapiesTan,

kibernetikasTan, sikvdilTan,

ornamentul rozetTan

marto

RmerTiarsCvenTan-Tan

da kaufboirenSi vaihervegTan

(ganek. SvabeTis reg.)

sakuTar elenTasTan marto

Cems naTlimama rabmiulerTan,

oci wlis win gaziT gagudulTan,

marto wiTel telefonTan,

da mraval iseT ramesTanac, risi SeniSnvac msurs.

470

marto "pirad mcvelebTan" erTad,

marto aTas vigindarasTan,

bargi-barxanasTan,

win da ukan Cemive uTavbolo mimosvlasTan erTad.

oTxjer xuTi ornaxevarze metris

usasrulo Cems oTaxSi

var marto moculi spiraluri burusiT

xilvaTa

xilvaTa xilvaTa

xilvaTa xilvaTa xilvaTa

enciklopediurTa da carielTa

da ueWvelTa

marto am Cems jerac isev SemorCenil tvinTan,

romelSic me amovikiTxav Semwvar vaSls,

sibneles, naTlimama rabmiulers,

da mravals, risi daviwyebac msurs.

471

qvis magidaze

I

iyo amqveynad Seni magida

Tvali hqonda da arteriebi

gaaCnda xsovna marmarilosi

ar mruddeboda da iyo mtkice

da magidaze Sen gedo xeli

savse niSnebiT arteriebiT

gaaCnda xsovna marmarilosi

amoucnobi ido da mtkice

Zvel wignebze da

axalTaxal gazeTebze

erTi Wiqa axali wyali

II

me vkiTxulobdi Sens magidaSi

me vkiTxulobdi Senive xelSi

(srialaSi da amoucnobSi)

da me vxedavdi sisxls gazeTebSi

da sisxls vxedavdi Senive xelSi

me sisxls vxedavdi marmariloSi

472

vkiTxulobdi da ar vwyvetdi kiTxvas

TiTqmis yvelafris rac ukve moxda

Sens magidaze iyo qveyana

da erTi Wiqa axali wyali

473

sxva

viRac icinis

zrunavs

TmiT da kaniT dafaruli Cemi saxe upyria zecis

qveS

sityvebs aiZulebs piridan mcviodnen

viRac visac fuli Zrwola da pasporti gaaCnia

viRac vinc kamaTobs da Seyvarebulia

viRac moZraobs

viRac farTxalebs

magram me ara

me sxva var

romelic ar icinis

romelsac ara aqvs saxe cisqveSeTSi

da arc sityvebi Tavis pirSi

romelic ucnobia sakuTari TavisTvis da CemTvis

me ara: sxva: yovelTvis sxva

romelic arc imarjvebs arc marcxdeba

romelic ar zrunavs

romelic ar moZraobs

sxva

romelic gulgrilia Tavisi Tavis mimarT

romelzec me araferi vici

romelic aravin uwyis vin aris

romelic me ar mexeba

swored rom me var

474

bibliografia

es SenTvis daiwera.

xis qerqqveSa klaknebi,

safeTqelTa miRma mocaxcaxe naweri,

gzani WianWvelaTa.

es ar aris xelovneba.

izolirebul firfitaze daStampuli meqanizmi,

komunizmi

polipeptidebis,

eleqtronuli furisulebi,

programulad marTuli torolebi.

aiRe da waikiTxe,

bebero TviTmkvlelo.

genetikuri manifestebi,

permutaciebi, RiRini.

TiToeuli kristali aris chef d’oeuvre.

WriWinaTa Tvalebis konstruireba

ar aris xelovneba,

magram msoflio imperiebi ufro martivad aris

agebuli.

es WinWari

SesaZloa prustisac iyos:

475

ukugebis sistema, meore safexuris,

ultrastabiluri.

vidre wigni Sens xelT moxvdebodes,

igi sakiTxavad

albaT ukve Zalian rTulia.

WriWinebi

uCvenod gaZleben Tu ara,

Cven es ar viciT.

gasaTvaliswinebelia.

ganagde wigni

da waikiTxe.

476

mSvidobiani kacis saflavze

ai, es kaci sulac ar yofila xalxis megobari,

gaurboda Tavyrilobebs, savaWro saxlebs, arenebs.

Tavis msgavsTa xorcs ar miirTmevda.

quCebSi daabijebda Zaladoba,

RimiliT, ara SiSvel-titveli.

zecaSi ki yvirilis xmebi gaismoda.

adamianTa saxeebi ar iyo mkafio.

isini daiSala

manam, sanam mexi iWeqebda.

erTaderTi, risTvisac is mTeli sicocxle

ibrZoda,

sityvebiT da kbilebiT, mZvinvared,

daundoblad, mxolod sakuTari ZalebiT:

iyo raRac, rasac is sakuTar simSvides eZaxda

da moipova kidec, Tumca piri aRar gaaCnia

mis ConCxs, raTa es raRac Seitkbos.

477

MIDDLE CLASS BLUES

araferi gvaqvs samduravi.

gvaqvs saqme.

varT maZRarni.

vWamT.

izrdeba balaxi,

erovnuli Semosavali,

frCxilebi TiTebze,

warsuli.

carielia quCebi.

Cinebulia xelSekrulebebi.

duman sirenebi.

es ukve daviwyebas eZleva.

gardacvlilebma datoves anderZi.

wvimam iklo.

omi jer ar gamocxadebula.

es araa saCqaro.

vikvebebiT balaxiT.

vikvebebiT erovnuli SemosavaliT.

vikvebebiT TiTis frCxilebiT.

vikvebebiT warsuliT.

araferi gvaqvs dasamali.

478

araferi gvaqvs wasayruebeli.

araferi gvaqvs saTqmeli.

gvaqvs.

saaTi momarTulia.

urTierTobebi mowesrigebulia.

TefSebi wyalSi gavlebulia.

bolo avtobusi Cavlilia.

is carielia.

araferi gvaqvs samduravi.

raRas moveliT?

479

eWvebi

aRiniSneba Tu ara fred, saerTod da mTlianad,

samudamod da yovelTvis, droiTi TamaSi

TeTri da Savi kamaTlebiT?

imavdroulad, aRiniSneba Tu ara: cota wagebuli

gamarjvebuli

da bevri wagebuli wamgebi?

diax, amboben Cemi mtrebi.

me vambob: TiTqmis yvelaferi, rasac vxedav,

SeiZleboda sul sxvagvari yofiliyo. magram ra

fasad?

progresis yvela nakvalevi sisxliania.

aris ki yvela es nakvalevi sworedac progresis?

Cemi survilebi ubraloa.

ubralod ausrulebadi?

diax, amboben Cemi mtrebi.

mdivani qalbatonebi cocxloben.

menagveebma araferi ician.

mkvlevarebi Tav-TavianT kvlevebSi Caflulan.

mWamelni Wamen. yvelaferi ra Cinebulia.

amasobaSi ki Cems Tavs vekiTxebi:

xval kidev erTi dRe dadgeba?

480

es sawoli sakacea?

marTalia Tu ara es kaci?

aris Tu ara nebadarTuli daeWvebebSi daeWvebac?

ara, Tqvens rCevas, rom Tavi CamovixrCo,

rarig keTili miznebiTac unda iyos nakarnaxevi,

yurad ver viReb.

xval kidev erTi dRe dadgeba (marTla?),

Tvalis gasaxelad da aRmosaCenad:

raRac kargis, saTqmelad: me usamarTlod

moviqeci.

tkbilia dRe, roca TavisTavadcxadi

TavisTavad cxadi xdeba, saerTod da mTlianad!

mere rarigi triumfia

im mermisis Setkboba, kasandra, romelmac uargyo!

raRac axali, rac kargi iqneboda.

(Zveli da kargi CvenTvis cnobilia...)

yuradRebiT vusmen Cems mtrebs.

vin arian Cemi mtrebi?

Savebi TeTrs meZaxian,

TeTrebi ki - Savs.

siamovnebiT vismen am yvelafers. es SeiZleba

niSnavdes, rom:

swor gzaze vdgavar.

(arsebobs swori gza?)

481

Cems Tavs ar vCivi. imaT vCivi,

visTvisac Cemi eWvi sulerTia.

sul sxvaa maTi sazrunavi.

Cemi mtrebi saxtad mtoveben.

maT xom CemTvis mxolod kargi surT.

yvelaferi mieteveboda imas, vinc kmayofili

iqneboda

sakuTari TaviT da maTiT.

cotaodeni gulmaviwyoba adamians popularuls

xdis.

erTaderTi "amin",

sulerTia romel kredoze dafuZnebuli,

da maTTan erTad myudrod vijdebodi

da SevZlebdi droiTis dalocvas,

Tavis CamoxrCobas, saerTod da mTlianad,

darwmunebuli, da - Serigebuli, ueWvelad,

mTel qveynierebasTan.

482

siyvarulis datireba

am av niSanSi

tualetis kedelze rom aRbeWdila

vin amoicnobs

simRerebs cremlebs

vnebis qariSxlebs

aTas erT Rames

adamianTa sqesi romelSic

zRvaSi anTebul SuqurasaviT

daixarja

Sesrulda da

daikarga uxsovrobaSi

gana ra mowmobs aq

gamxelils

da argamxelils

Tu ara isev avi niSani

tualetis CaSavebul am kedelze

amokawruli.

483

gauCinarebulni

neli zaqss

isini miwam rodi STanTqa. an iqneb - qarma?

qviSaa ricxviT maTi ricxvi, da mainc qviSad

ki ar qceulan, iqcnen arafrad. brbod

iqnen daviwyebulebi. miwyiv, TandaTan,

rogorc wuTebi. Cvenze metni arian,

magram ar axsovs xsovnas. arc aRiwera,

da arc mtverSi gamoicnoba, aramed srulad

gamqralia

saxelebi, kovzebi da lanCebi maTi.

ar vwuxvarT maTze. arc vinme hyavT

gamxsenebeli: daibadnen ki,

gaiqcnen ki, aResrulnen ki? ar iqcevian arasodes

ugzo-ukvlod dakargulebad. bzargareSea

qveyniereba, magram misi mTlianoba

imaTzea dafuZnebuli, vinc aq ar cxovrobs,

imaTze, vinc gauCinarda. isini yvelgan imyofebian.

ararsebulTa gareSe aq araferi ar iqneboda.

imaT gareSe, vinc ganqarda, ver daviTmendiT.

araferia daviwyebulTa gareSe rwmena.

marTal arian uCinarni.

Cvenc maTsaviT gvelis gaqroba.

484

Suqura

I

es kaSkaSi arafersac ar amtkicebs,

anaTebs, niSnavs:

iq aris Suqi.

samxili: yovel ocdaaT wamSi

sami TeTri gaelveba. radioSuqi:

avtomaturi; ukabelo sistemaa amis samxili.

sanisle gamaZlierebeli, momarTuli

eleqtronulad:

erTi dartyma wuTnaxevarSi.

II

zRvis donidan ormocdaaT metrs miwevnili

mweris Tvali,

kacis sididis:

frenelis linzebi da prizmebi,

hefrenis oTxi milioni sanaTuri,

xilvadoba - oci sazRvao milis manZilze,

maSinac ki, roca nislia.

III

es rkinis koSki wiTelia,

TeTri, wiTeli.

485

xolo kldovani es kunZuli carielia.

mxolod Suquris ostatTa da locmanTaTvis -

sami saxli, xiT Sekruli sami saTavso;

TeTri, wiTeli, TeTri. fosta -

TveSi erTxel; qarpira mxares -

aZagruli Rvia da, iqve,

gonji xurtkmeli.

IV

es amis mets arafers niSnavs.

arc moaswavebs rames amis mets.

araviTari amoxsna da xsna.

Suqi, romelic iq anaTebs,

Suqia da sxva araferi,

rac niSnavs imas, rom: iq Suqia,

iq adgilia, sadac Suqia,

sadac Suqia, aris adgili.

486

istoriuli procesi

yure gaiyina.

TevzsaWeri navebi veRar moZraoben.

es arafers niSnavs.

Sen Tavisufali xar.

SegiZlia sadme miegdo.

SegiZlia isev wamodge.

es Sens saxels arafers avnebs.

SegiZlia gauCinarde

da isev dabrunde.

es SesaZlebelia.

mas merec ki roca vinme kvdeba

mis saxelze werilebi modis.

bevric araferia sadardebeli.

SegiZlia daiZino.

es SesaZlebelia.

yinulmWreli erT RameSi aq iqneba.

hoda TevzsaWeri navebic amoZravdebian.

savali viwroa.

RamiT isev gaiyineba.

es arafers niSnavs.

es Sens saxels arafers avnebs.

487

liqenTuwyeba

I

qva rom metyvelebs,

gasakviri sulac ar aris.

magram liqeni?

II

sakuTar Tavs aRwers liqeni,

Caewereba, idumali

anbaniT wers

sityvauxv dumils:

raphis scripta.

III

is dedamiwis

neliadi uwyebaa,

es uwyeba arasdros modis:

is yvelgan ukve-mosulia,

Tundac cecxlovan miwaze da

saflavis qvebze.

IV

"vis SegiZliaT amis wakiTxva!"

488

am gamxmar filtvze

ufro iolad iSifreba

Zveli sibrZne, papirusi,

silueturi portreti, tvini.

V

uiaraRod

ibrZvis igi sicocxlisTvis

da ar marcxdeba.

(me mas Tqvenc gamCnevT:

arki gjeraT,

rasac me vambob.)

VI

ar moxdeba, liqerma rom waiborZikos.

ar cuddeba misi naRvawi.

gavige, ganasazogadova

man, xotbis Rirsma komunistma qalma,

Tavisi sawarmoo saSualebebi.

VII

am Cveni areulobebiT yelamde savses

xSirad mwyuria,

Tvali vkido liqenis iers.

damidgiT mTa da

489

daganaxebT, rasac vgulisxmob.

VIII

islandiuro xviflo, WaRarav,

Cvens saojaxo afTiaqSi

vin Semogagdo?

auRelveblad gvexmarebi,

sisxls rom vaxvelebT.

IX

ityviT, ra unda, ras mieltvis,

ra liqeni aixirao?

axla dadges da xvifli coxnos,

Cven dro ar gvaqvso.

X

ai, liqens ki

dro bevri aqvs,

aTaswlovani

Tqvens fexqveS rom wevs,

barbarosas quslmac

tkepna, magram liqens

misi qusli saTvalavSic ar Caugdia.

490

XI

mxedarTa sastik

brZolebs rodi SeuRebavT

Zowisferi xvifli Zowisfrad,

is maSinac aseTi iyo.

XII

usisxlo filtvi, Jangisferi,

zafranisferi, marjnisferi, forToxlisferi,

wiTlad ferili iisferi, atmisferi da

Warxlisferi,

da yvelaferi - rux niadagze,

Spitcbergenis kunZulebis

rux niadagze.

XIII

arc erTi Cveni WeSmariteba ar amJRavnebs aseT

simtkices.

swored liqeni faravs mkvdar merqans,

aguris RorRebs, kerpebs da lavas,

aris taZrebis daqcevis da nangrevebis

Wirisufali.

Crdilouri irmis xavsi,

TiTqmis TeTri, magram ara sruliad TeTri.

491

XIV

ar vici, kldes Tu SeuZlia

liqens aRudges.

rodi afeTqebs kldes liqeni,

masze saxldeba,

dasaxlebul adgilad aqcevs.

XV

rogorc viyaviT, niSnavda, rom arc ra yofila.

rogorc axla varT, niSnavs arafers.

uTqmeladac gasagebia. rogorc

viqnebiT samomavlod,

saucxoo iqneba isic,

eWvgareSea.

XVI

magram Tqven xom sul ar gjeraT,

rasac me vambob.

rao, bejiTad jerac isev ar mogiCxrikavT

Tqveni tvini da Tqveni wveri?

XVII

ho, marTla, Cveni es liqeni,

lamis aris,

492

gadagvaviwyda.

naTlisliqeno, mziuro xviflo,

darCiCvenTan,

Sen, diado mexsierebav.

XVIII

zeciTmovlenil mananaze vocnebobT yvela.

magram manana vin gaaCina?

es mciredTa codnaa mxolod.

swored liqenma.

XIX

saucxoo-meTqi, warmovTqvi.

jerjerobiT ki, naTelia,

Cveni mzadyofna liqenisas

ver Seedreba.

uTqmeladac gasagebia.

XX

me ar vici mananas gemo.

Tumc, saucxoo rom iqneba,

eWvgareSea.

493

qaris moxelTeba

zogi sityva

msubuqia

verxvis TesliviT

ze ava

qariT Seqceuli

qve daeSveba

Znelad Tu hkideb Tvals

Sors fenils

rogorc verxvis Tesls

zogi sityva

asustebs miwas

SesaZloa mogvianebiT

Crdils Sobs

fermkrTal Crdils

an sulac ar Sobs

494

Crdilsameufo

I

me aq kidev erT adgils vxedav,

Tavisufal adgils,

aq, CrdilSi.

II

da es Crdili

ar iyideba.

III

zRvac

mimoifens Crdils, SesaZloa,

droc mimoifens.

IV

CrdilTa omebi

TamaSebia:

arc erTi Crdili

meore Crdils naTelSi ar gamouCndeba.

V

CrdilSi mcxovrebis

mokvla Znelia.

495

VI

mcire xniT

Cems Crdils davuteveb,

mxolod mcire xniT.

VII

visac surs Suqi iseTi naxos

rogoric aris

ukan unda daixios

da Crdils Seudges.

IX

Crdili

am mzeze ufro naTeli:

grili Crdili Tavisuflebis.

X

Cemi Crdili

CrdilSi srulad uCinardeba.

XI

CrdilSi

jerac aris adgili.

496

silueti

vxatav Tovls.

vxatav daJinebiT

vxatav Sveulad

didi funjiT

Tovls

am TeTr gverdze.

da vxatav miwas.

vxatav miwis

Crdils, vxatav Rames.

ar mZinavs.

vxatav,

ase vxatav me mTeli Rame.

Tovli acviva

Sveulad da daJinebiT,

rasac me vxatav.

didi Crdili

daecema

Cemiv siluets.

am siluetze

vxatav

Ramis

didi funjiT

jiutad vxatav

Cems erT bewo Crdils.

497

yvavilebis dResaswauli

me vCuqni yvavilebs.

me yvavilis Tesls mimovabnev.

me vrgav yvavilebs.

me vagroveb yvavilebs.

me vkref yvavilebs.

me vkref ferad-ferad yvavilebs.

me maT vglej.

me vputav yvavilebs.

me maT vacamtvereb.

me vnaskvav yvavilebs.

me vkonav yvavilebs.

me gamomyavs yvavilebi.

me vigoneb yvavilebs.

me maT vaCen haeridan.

me vaxerxeb, rom yvavilebi Taigulebad iqcnen, aT-

asnair, wriul Taigulebad, sul ufro maRlebad da

maRlebad.

me vamzadeb yvavilebisgan yvavilwnuls, zewars, Ta-

iguls, yvavilebis sawols, xelis mtevans.

me maT vnaskvav.

me maT vkonav.

me maT balaxiT vrTav.

me maT foTlebiT vrTav.

me yvavilebisgan Wrel gvels vakeTeb.

me vynosav erT-erTs.

498

me maT vynosav.

me vzrunav, rom is erTi ynosavdes yvavilebs.

me im erTs vCuqni yvavilebs.

me mas vCuqni yvavilebs.

me vxunZlav im erTs yvavilebiT.

me mas Wreli gveliT, yvavilebisgan dawnuli yelsa-

bamiT vxunZlav.

me mas yvavilebis yelsabamiT vxunZlav.

me mas irgvliv yvavilwnuls vuwyob.

me vxunZlav mas yvavilwnuliT.

me vmosav im erTs yvavilebiT.

me mas yvavilebSi vxvev.

me mas erTianad yvavilebiT vfarav.

me vangrev im erTs yvavilebiT.

me mas vangrev yvavilebiT.

me Wrilobebs vayeneb im erTs, yvavilebiT vayeneb Wr-

ilobebs.

me vangrev im erTs yvavilebiT.

me mas vangrev.

me mas yvavilebiT vayeneb Wrilobebs.

sasmeliT, saWmliT, yvavilebiT, TuTuniT, tansacml-

iT, oqroTi.

me mas vnusxav, me mas aRvagzneb yvavilebiT, sityveb-

iT.

me mas vnusxav.

me vambob:

"me mas yvavilebiT vealersebi.

me im erTs vacduneb.

499

me mas didxans vebaasebi.

me SevZrav mas sityvebiT.

yvavilebiT".

me vxunZlav im erTs yvavilebiT, an vputav yvavilebs,

an gamomyavs yvavilebi, an vaCen yvavilebs haeridan

da vaZlev masve, ise, rom es dResaswaulia.

me im erTisTvis xelSi yvavilebis micemas ar vwyvet.

an me mas vxunZlav yelsabamiT, Wreli gveliT.

an me mas vxunZlav yvavilwnuliT, sityvebis wnuliT.

an me mas vnusxav.

aris raRac, rasac me mas vaZlev.

an me kvlavac sxvas aras vaZlev, Tu ara yvavilebs,

yvavilebs, yvavilebs.

500

carieli saxli

vai wylis laqas samzareuloSi

gaRunul wurwuras

da cigas sardafSi!

erTgul saskolo rveuls 1936 wlis

yvela dakawrul tangos gramfirfitas

sasiyvarulo werilebiT savse fexsacmlis yuTebs

vai! vai! vai!

araferi iZvris

warsulSi didi dabruneba

mxolod maSin roca matarebeli Caiqrolebs

ZagZageben am saxlis minebi

sarkmlidan

baRis cxaurs miRma gadavimzerT

mkvdrebi Tu cocxlebi

yavadani

moTuxTuxe qSeniT

Cven rodi mogvelis

wylis donis Sesaxeb uwyebebsa

da sportul mimoxilvas Soris

disko-Jokei

501

erT Zvel gramfirfitas aTavsebs

Cems TavSi

Cven aq aRar varT

boTli romelsac maRazia ar ibarebs

sityva romelic qvas xeTqs

mtverSi devs

uTo maSindeli

da iuwyeba

maradiul mSvidobas

buldozris mosvlamde

502

Sav-TeTri naxati

herman vailis mixedviT

TeTri carci, romelic me xelSi miWiravs,

batonebo, Sedgeba,

rogorc iciT, molekulebisgan.

molekulebi Sedgeba nawilakebisgan,

simZimisgan, moculobisgan, kvarkuli

ucnaurobisgan da brunvis impulsisgan:

nakvalevisgan, romelsac isini warmoqmnian

buStulovan kameraSi

da qrebian, Cems xelSi,

am usasrulo formulebSi,

romlebsac Tqven icnobT an ar icnobT,

batonebo, da romlebsac me am

Sav kedelze gamovxatav

carciT, carciT, carciT.

503

xelaxali aRzrdis sirTuleTa gamo

marTlac rom ubadloa

yvela es didi gegma:

oqros saukune

RvTaebrivi meufeba dedamiwaze

saxelmwifos gadaSeneba.

yvelaferi ra TvalsaCinoa.

oRond, xalxi rom ar arsebobdes!

xalxi yovelTvis da yvelgan xelisSemSlelia.

xalxia erTmaneTSi yvelafris amrevi.

saqme kacobriobis gaTavisuflebas exeba

isini ki dalaqTan garbian.

imis nacvlad rom STagonebulebi avangards

cunculiT aedevnon

amboben: kargi iqneboda axla kaTxa ludi.

imis nacvlad rom samarTliani saqmisTvis

ibrZolon

isini venebis gaganierebas da wiTelas ebrZvian.

gadamwyvet wams

isini safosto yuTs an sawols daeZeben.

aTaswliani meufebis dadgomamde cota xniT adre

isini Cvrebis gamoxarSviT dasaqmebulan.

yvelaferi imsxvreva xalxis gadamkide.

SeuZlebelia maTTan erTad saxelmwifos Seqmna.

504

erTi tomara rwyilic ki araferia maTTan

SedarebiT.

wvrilburJuaziuli meryeoba!

momxmarebel-idiotebi!

warsulis gadmonaSTebi!

arada, xom ver amoxocav!

xom ar SeiZleba mTeli dReebis ganmavlobaSi

arwmuno isini!

arada, xalxi rom ar arsebobdes

ukve yvelafers sxva saxe eqneboda.

ai, xalxi rom ar arsebobdes

yvelaferi TvalisdaxamxamebaSi Seicvleboda.

ai, xalxi rom ar arsebobdes!

ai, maSin!

(hoda, arc me SegawuxebdiT maSin am yvelafriT.)

505

samSvidobo kongresi

eSveba TviTmfrinavi, romlis bortzec asi

matyuara imyofeba.

yvavilebiT savse xelebiT egebeba maT qalaqi,

navTobis da oflis suniT,

aziis velebidan monaberi qariT.

proJeqtorebiT garemoculi matyuarebi TxuTmet

enaze

warmoTqvamen: ar gvinda omi.

mdumared veTanxmebi matyuarebs.

matyuarebi WeSmaritebas RaRadeben, magram

raSi sWirdebaT ormocdaaTi saaTi

am erTaderTi winadadebis saTqmelad?

roca isini qalaqs toveben, yvavilebi

garuxebulia.

saferfleebi pirTamdea savse

solidaruli namwvebiT,

sigarebis uryevi boloebiT

da daumarcxebeli narCenebiT.

safurTxeblebSi mSvidoba livlivebs.

TeTr saxlSi, proJeqtorebis Suqze,

patiosani adamianebi swored am dros acxadeben

sxva simarTles: omi mwifdeba.

mxolod matyuarebi arian uryevi.

506

TeTr saxlSi yvavilebi axalia,

safurTxeblebi - dezinficirebuli

da saferfleebi - bombebiviT sufTa.

qari swrafad gadauvlis qalaqs,

aziis velebidan mosuli qari. ase ustvens

damcirebuli qalic, romelic ibrZvis Tavisi

sicocxlis gadasarCenad.

507

sixaruli

mas ar surs masze vlaparakobde

is ar aris aRniSnuli SaviT TeTrze

is ver itans winaswarmetyvelT

is yvelafers rac gajirjvebula Tavidan iSorebs

is ar cruobs

is meamboxea

is erTaderTia vinc me gamamarTlebs

is Cemi gonebaa

is me ar mekuTvnis

is ucxoa da Seupovari

me mas vmalav

rogorc sircxvils

is devnilia

mas veravin gaiyofs

aravis ZaluZs misi floba

me arafers vflob

me mas yvelafers vuziareb

is wava Cemgan

mas sxva damalavs

gamarjvebiT aRsavse ltolvils

xangrZliv RameSi

508

Sinagani cxovreba

is CvenSi lRveba sisxlad iRvreba sxeulidan

gamogvcinis

gvadgas enaze

ganviferTxavT

haers vaylapebT

gadavcemT misgan danabareb mokiTxvas da

SeveqceviT Sezavebuls Zroxis sacivSi

aris qvovani aris rbili

oqrovani myife mwveli sakmazebiT Senelebuli

Rrma msubuqi kargi an mZime

moxrakuli damtvreuli ganvrcobili

qonmodebuli

Cven masze raRac dagvaqvs raRac dagvaqvs mis

qveSac

Cven masze xels vdebT

Cven raRacas vketavT masSi

Cven raRacas vwuravT masze

Cven mcire xniT vicliT misTvis

gvidevs kidec Cven masze raRac

Cven mas kidec vkidebT rameze

aqvs sarqvelebi aqvs foTlebi flobs qalbatonebs

aqvs Secdomebi dartymebi da mizezebi topraki da

ormoebi

509

Setevebi saknebi da bevri survili

aris raRac rasac masze vzrdiT

aris isic rasac masSi vWriT

aris raRac rasac masSi CavWidebivarT

Camovardeba misgan qva da Tavze gvecema

Cven misgan mkvlelTa ormos vamzadebT

iq gagvaCnia Cven is sadac unda gagvaCndes

510

erTi-meoris miyolebiT

jer Tovli.

bolo Tovlis mere

pirveli mSobiaroba.

bolo mSobiarobisSemdgomi tkivilebis mere

pirveli ziareba.

bolo WuWyis mere

pirveli siyvaruli.

bolo sityvis mere

pirveli vali.

bolo pfeningis mere

pirveli msoflio omi.

bolo gawvevis mere

pirveli prokurori.

bolo internacionalis mere

niurnbergis pirveli safexburTo klubi.

bolo perangis mere

pirveli daxmareba.

511

bolo sibriyvis mere

pirveli violino.

bolo Rirsebebis mere

mamlis pirveli dayivleba.

bolo qaqis mere

bolosdabolos

pirveli Tovli.

512

gaTanabreba

raxania sityva "brZola" gadavafaseT

Cveni mcire-mcire RalatebiT xom yvelaferi

ganuwyvetliv aRmavalia

TiTqmis winaaRmdegobebis gareSe

pirwminda gamarjvebebi

romlebic tkbil gamarjvebebad iRvreba

ramdeni sawolis gverdiTi bjeni!

vin moaxerxebs

erTbaSad yvela maTganis daxerxvas?

mere ramdeni muqTaxora!

vin daifrens maT

erT RameSi?

yvela es gansxvaveba

saZile saSualebebsa da safxizle saSualebebs

Soris

memarcxene da memarjvene meZavebs Soris

zogjer aWarbebs unars

diferenciaciis Cemeuli SesaZleblobisa

gaexvio Senive TavSi

sadac sinaTle ver SemoaRwevs

SesaZloa iyos kidec umaRlesi cdunebebs Soris

513

umciresi cduneba ki aris cduneba

waikiTxo uaryofiTi dialeqtika

da imavdroulad mxedvelobidan arc samuSao

bazari gamogrCes

swored aseT orTvalian arsebad

warmovidgen Cems Tavs didi Zalisxmevis fasad

zogjer mTeli Cemi mokrZalebiT vfiqrob

rom ciklopi var

mere ki ise gadis dReebi

rom yurmils ar viReb

514

simRera imaze rac yvelafers exeba

da rac ukve viciT

raRac rom unda viRonoT da Tanac axlave

Cven es ukve viciT

magram jerac rom adrea raRac rom viRonoT

magram ukve gvian rom aris raRac rom viRonoT

Cven es ukve viciT

da rom kargad varT

da rom yovelTvis kargad viqnebiT

da rom amas araviTari mizani ara aqvs

Cven es ukve viciT

da rom damnaSave varT

da rom arafer SuaSi varT damnaSave rom varT

da rom damnaSave varT imitom rom arafer SuaSi

varT

da rom Cven es gvakmayofilebs

Cven es ukve viciT

da rom iqneb ukeTesi yofiliyo piri dagvemuwa

da rom ver davmuwavT

Cven es ukve viciT

Cven es ukve viciT

da rom veravis davexmarebiT

da rom veravin dagvexmareba

515

Cven es ukve viciT

da rom Cven niWierni varT

da rom arCevani Cvenzea arafers da kvlav

arafers Soris

da rom Cven es problema safuZvlianad unda

gavaanalizoT

da rom Cven CaiSi ori natexi Saqari unda CavagdoT

Cven es ukve viciT

da rom Cven Cagvris winaaRmdegi varT

da sigareti rom Zvirdeba

Cven es ukve viciT

da rom Cven amas yovelTvis winaswar vWvretT

da rom Cven yovelTvis marTlebi aRmovCndebiT

da rom amas azri ar eqneba

Cven es ukve viciT

da rom es yvelaferi marTalia

Cven es ukve viciT

da rom es yvelaferi sicruea

Cven es ukve viciT

da rom aris es yvelaferi

Cven es ukve viciT

516

da rom daTmena araTu yvelaferi ar aris aramed

saerTodac araferia

Cven es ukve viciT

da rom Cven amas daviTmenT

Cven es ukve viciT

da rom es yvelaferi sulac ar aris axali

da rom cxovreba mSvenieria

Cven es ukve viciT

Cven es ukve viciT

Cven es ukve viciT

da rom Cven es ukve viciT

Cven es ukve viciT

517

rondo

metyveleba iolia.

magram sityvebs verasdros SeWam.

maS, puri gamoacxve.

puris cxoba Znelia.

maS, gaxdi xabazi.

magram purSi ver icxovreb.

maS, saxlebi aSene.

saxlebis Seneba Znelia.

maS, gaxdi mSenebeli.

magram mTaze saxlis aSeneba SeuZlebelia.

maS, mTa gadadgi.

mTebis gadadgma Znelia.

maS, gaxdi winaswarmetyveli.

magram fiqrebis wakiTxva SeuZlebelia.

maS, imetyvele.

metyveleba Znelia.

maS, gaxdi is, vinc xar

da ganagrZe butbuti,

usargeblo arsebav.

518

ori Secdoma

vaRiareb, rom Tavis droze

beRurebi vesrole zarbaznebs.

mizans verc erTi rom ver moxvda,

amas mec vxedav.

sapirispiro arc arasdros mimtkicebia,

ukeTesi iqneboda sruli dumili.

Zili, haeris CasunTqva da leqsebis wera:

es yvelaferi TiTqmis ar aris danaSauli.

xeTa Sesaxeb saxelganTqmul saubarze

sruli dumili.

beRurebisTvis zarbaznebis daSenas ki daerqmeoda

Sebrunebuli Secdoma da sxva araferi.

519

saymawvilo avadmyofobebi

es giganturi ZuZuTa bavSvi

Tavisi ormocdaaTi wlis asakSi

yvela kontinents rom

erTad saWiroebs sabavSvo maneJad

da jer kidev metyvelebis darRvevebiT

egzemiT da yivanaxvelaTi

WiebiT da sisxliani safenebiT.

ra gasakviria: mis mSoblebs xom

cda ar daukliaT

CanasaxSive mis mosaSoreblad

gadamRZvali misi eqimebi

yvela cxenis dozas erTmaneTis miyolebiT

uniSnaven

is ki mainc uwyvetad izrdeba

es aris mxolod: SeuZlia ki am Cvil goliaTs

mis mfarvelebs Tavi daaRwios?

ratom aris rom isini mas pirs umuwaven?

an vTqvaT xelebs ratomRa ubamen?

ratom ar aZleven sirbilis uflebas?

asi wlis rom moiyreba is kretini iqneba

an pirveli adamiani.

520

Cveulebis Zala

Cveuleba Secdomas mSveniers xdis.

qristian fiurxtegoT gelerTi

I

Cveulebriv adamianebs Cveulebrivi

araferi scxiaT Cveulebrivi adamianebis.

da piriqiT.

Cveulebrivi adamianebi uCveulod miiCneven imas,

rom isini uCveulod miaCniaT.

isini ukve aRar arian Cveulebrivi adamianebi.

da piriqiT.

II

eCvevian imas,

rom yvelafers eCvevian.

amas Cveulebriv

saswavlo process uwodeben.

III

mtkivneulia, roca

naCvevi tkivili aRar arsebobs.

rarig daRlilia misi sijansaRis

jansaRi suli!

521

Tu, magaliTad, erTi ubralo adamianisTvis Znelia

iyos ubralo adamiani,

sxva kompleqsuri pirovneba

Tavis siZneleebs ise amoiluRluRebs,

TiTqos fariseveli loculobdes.

yvelgan es maradiuli axalbedebi,

romlebic ra xania fons gasulan.

zizRic Zvirfasi Cveulebaa.

IV

iq jer-aryofnas

naCvevi varT.

iq-jeraryofna

dauwereli kanonia.

CveulebaTa mona

naCvev kuTxesTan xvdeba

danaSaulisCadenasmiCveuls.

gaugonari SemTxveva.

Cveulebrivi qaqi.

klasikosebi naCvevi iyvnen,

am yvelaferze novelebi ecxoT.

V

haerovnad dafuZnebia Zalis Cveuleba

Cveulebis Zalas.

522

HOMMAGE À GÖDEL

miunhauzenis Teorema, cxeni, Waobi da qoCori,

momxiblavia, magram nu dagaviwydeba:

miunhauzeni matyuara iyo.

giodelis Teorema erTi SexedviT

ramdenadme SeumCnevlad moqmedebs, magram

dafiqrdi:

giodeli marTalia.

"yovel sakmarisad momcvel sistemaSi

SesaZlebelia iseTi winadadebebis Camoyalibeba,

romlebic TviT am sistemaSi

arc dasabuTebadia da arc uaryofadi,

TiTqos TviT sistema

iyos inkonsistenturi."

Sen SegiZlia Seni sakuTari ena

Seni sakuTari eniTve aRwero:

magram ara amomwuravad.

Sen SegiZlia Seni sakuTari tvini

Seni sakuTari tviniTve ikvlio:

magram ara amomwuravad.

da a. S.

sakuTari Tavi rom gaamarTlos,

nebismieri moazrebadi sistema

523

sakuTari Tavisgan unda transcendirdes,

e. i. sakuTari Tavi daangrios.

"sakmarisad momcveli" an ara:

winaaRmdegobriobis Tavisufleba

aris naklis gamovlena

an winaaRmdegoba.

(sarwmunoba=inkonsistentoba.)

yoveli moazrebadi mxedari,

maSasadame, miunhauzenic,

maSasadame, Senc xar subsistema

sakmarisad tevadi Waobis.

da am subsistemis subsistemac

Tavadvea qoCori,

reformistebisa da matyuarebis

es sawevela.

yovel sakmarisad momcvel sistemaSi,

maSasadame, aqac, am WaobSi,

SesaZlebelia iseTi winadadebebis Camoyalibeba,

romlebic TviT sistemaSi

arc dasabuTebadia da arc uaryofadi.

am winadadebebs mokide xeli

da amoiRe!

524

avtoris SeniSvnebi Semdegi gamocemidan:

Hans Magnus Enzensberger, Gedichte 1955-1970. SuhrkampVerlag Frankfurt am Main 1971

qveynis ena. pliniusi wers erTi aTenelis dakargu-

li naSromis Sesaxeb, romelSic saubaria misi xalx-

is xasiaTze: "mas (anu paraziuss) surda isini (anu mi-

si qveynis xalxi) ise warmoedgina, rogorc is maT wa-

rmoudgeboda: kerZod Wreli, fxukiani, usamarTlo,

oportunizmisken midrekili; amasTanave, gavlenebs

iolad daqvemdebarebadi, gulCvili, guliTadi; maR-

lamxedi, ganaTlebuli, uxamsi, mZvinvare, mxdali -

da es yvelaferi erTbaSad da erTdroulad."

liqenTuwyeba. Graphis scripta: liqenwerili. "vis Segi-

ZliaT amis wakiTxva!": biuxneris voiceki-dan, eqimis

scenaSi. wiTlad ferili iisferi da atmisferi: saRe-

bavi ferebi, romlebic liqenidan iqna miRebuli. ma-

nana: "israelitelebis mier udabnoSi nagemi m. ar-a-

beTsa da ZiriTadad sinasTan gavrcelebuli buCqid-

an, Tamarix mannifera Ehrbg. (ix. Tamarix) unda warmomavlob-

des; magram savaraudoa isic, rom bibliaSi naxsene-

bi es m. samxreT afrikisa da wina aziis udabur adgi-

lebSi gavrcelebuli mananliqeni (ix. Spaerithallia) iyo."

(brokhauzi, meToTxmete gamocema.)

yvavilebis dResaswauli. leqsi erT actekur te-

qsts ubrundeba, romelic bernardino de sahagunis

525

Codex florentinus-Si moipoveba. mniSvnelovani gamocema

amerikelebma Arthur J. O. Anderson-ma da Charles E. Dibble-m

uzrunvelhyves (Santa Fe, New Mexiko 1951-1963).

Sav-TeTri naxati. herman vaili (1885-1955), germanu-

li warmoSobis maTematikosi, 1933 wlidan emigran-

ti amerikaSi.

Hommage à Gödel. didma maTematikosma kurt giodel-

ma, dabadebulma 1906 wels brunSi da 1953 wlidan pr-

instonSi moRvawem, Tavisi Teorema Semdeg statiaSi

gadmosca: Principia Mathematica-isa da monaTesave sisteme-bis formalurad gadauWreli winadadebebis Sesaxeb. Monatsheftefür Mathematik und Physik, tomi 38 (1931), gv. 173-198.

526

mTargmnelis miZRvnebi

georg Traklis leqsTa Targmanebi moride-

biT da pativiscemiT eZRvneba Cems megobars,

bela wifurias.

hans arpis leqsTa Targmanebi eZRvneba yve-

la im poets, romelsac leqsi arasdros da-

uweria da guli swydeba amis gamo.

ernst maisteris leqsTa Targmanebi eZRvne-

ba Cems megobars, Uli Rothfuss-s, misi vaJis -

Janmarc Rothfuss-is - daRupviT gamowveul

mis tkivilSi TanagrZnobis niSnad.

paul celanis leqsTa Targmanebi eZRvneba

Cems megobars, Elisabeth Chabuel-s.

h. m. emcensbergeris leqsTa Targmanebi eZ-

Rvneba Cems megobars, Magdalena Sprich-s.

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cnobebi avtorTa Sesaxeb

anTologiaSi gaerTianebuli xuTive germanulenovani

poeti XX saukunis evropuli poeziis umniSvnelovane-

si warmomadgenelia da dainteresebul mkiTxvels TiT-

oeuli maTganis Sesaxeb mdidari informaciis mopove-

ba SeuZlia internetSi. amitom winamdebare gamocemaSi

avtorTa Sesaxeb mkiTxvelisTvis mxolod mwiri biog-

rafiuli cnobebis miwodebiT SemovifargleT.

georg Trakli 1887 wels daibada zalcburgSi. 1897

wels mSoblebma Seiyvanes gimnaziaSi. imis gamo, rom

cudad swavlobda, gimnaziis me-4 safexuris gameoreba

mouwia, magram swavla mainc ver daasrula da atesta-

tis gareSe darCa. gimnaziaSi swavlis wlebSive mieCvia

narkotikul nivTierebebs (morfiums, opiums, veron-

als). 1905 wels farmakologias eufleboda zalcburg-

is afTiaqSi "TeTri angelozi". aq mas narkotikuli niv-

Tierebebis mopoveba kidev ufro gauiolda. 1910 wels

samxedro samsaxurSi erTwlian moxalised Caewera da

sanitarul ganyofilebaSi aRmoCnda. momdevno wlebSi

Trakli amaod cdilobda stabiluri samsaxurebrivi

mdgomareobis mopovebas zalcburgSi, venasa da insb-

rukSi. 1914 wels, pirveli msoflio omis dawyebis-

Tanave, is, rogorc samxedro afTiaqari, frontze aR-

moCnda. omis saSinelebam, daWril da daxocil jariska-

cTa realobam da irgvliv gamefebulma unugeSobam misi

depresia kidev ufro gaaRrmava da Traklma Tavis mokv-

la scada. igi maSinve samxedro hospitalSi gadaiyvanes,

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raTa mis sulier mgomareobas dakvirvebodnen. swored

iq, 1914 wlis 3 noembers, poeti kokainis zedmeti dozis

miRebis Sedegad gardaicvala. Traklma Tavisi pirve-

li leqsebi 1908 wels gamoaqveyna, misi pirveli poet-

uri krebuli 1913 wels gamoica, meore ki – 1914 wels,

misi gardacvalebis mere. Traklis poezia frangi sim-

bolistebis, pirvel rigSi rembosa da bodleris Zlier

gavlenas ganicdida, magram droTa ganmavlobaSi man sa-

kuTari poeturi esTetika Seqmna. Traklis poeturma

samyarom udidesi gavlena moaxdina mTel germanulen-

ovan poeziaze.

hans arpi 1886 wels daibada elzasSi, romelic im dros

germanelebis kuTvnileba iyo. mamamisi kileli Tam-

baqos mefabrike iyo, deda – elzaseli momRerali da

pianisti. miuxedavad imisa, rom arpis mSobliuri ena

germanuli iyo, is frangulenovan garemoSi izrdebo-

da da adreuli asakidan originalSi ecnoboda frangul

literaturas. is ar iyo bejiTi moswavle, magram gata-

cebiT kiTxulobda frang poetebs (misi esTetikis Camo-

yalibebaze didi gavlena iqonies rembom da lotrea-

monma), germanel romantikosebs. 1900 wels is Strasbu-

rgis gamoyenebiTi xelovnebis skolaSi Sevida, 1904-

1908 wlebSi ki vaimaris saqsonuri xelovnebis skolaSi

da parizis Jiulienis akademiaSi swavlobda. 1912 wels

miunxenSi gaicno vasili kandinski da Jurnal "lurji

mxedris" wevrebs dauaxlovda. gamoucxada Tu ara ger-

maniam omi safrangeTs, arpma protestis niSnad samSob-

lo datova da parizSi gadasaxlda. 1915 wels mas jaSuS-

obaSi dasdes brali da safrangeTi daatovebines. ger-

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maniis armiaSi gamwesebas arpi SeSlilobis simulaciiT

gadaurCa. 1916 wels ciurixSi, hugo balTan, tristan

tcarasTan, rixard hiulzenbekTan da marsel iankosTan

erTad dadaisturi moZraoba daafuZna, romlisTvisac

arasdros uRalatia. 1922 wels man colad SeirTo mxa-

tvari sofia toiberi, romelsac 1915 wlidan icnobda.

1926 wels arpma safrangeTis moqalaqeoba miiRo da meu-

RlesTan erTad parizTan axlomdebare medonSi damk-

vidrda. 1943 wlis zamTarSi sofia qvanaxSiris Rumlidan

gamosuli kvamliT gaiguda, ramac arpis xangrZlivi de-

presia gamoiwvia. amis mere is kidev ufro CauRrmavda

misTvis Zvirfas Sua saukuneebis germanel mistikosebs,

maister ekhartsa da iakob biomes. 1959 wels, martoob-

iT daRlilma arpma colad SeirTo Tavisi didi xnis me-

gobari margaret hagenbaxi, romelsac is da sofia 30-

iani wlebidan icnobdnen. arpi 1966 wels, leqsis weris

dros gardaicvala bazelSi. misi leqsebi mxolod erTi

mxarea misi poeziis, romlis meore frTasac qandakeba

warmoadgens.

ernst maisteri 1911 wels daibada haspe-hagenSi. swav-

lobda haspes maTematikur-sabunebismetyvelo gimna-

ziaSi. 1930 wels maisteri, mamis daJinebuli moTxovniT,

marburgSi evangelisturi Teologiis Seswavlas Seud-

ga, magram male fakulteti Seicvala da filosofiisa

da germanistikis Seswavlas Seudga. misi maswavleble-

bi iyvnen karl loviTi da hans georg gadameri. Sery-

eulma janmrTelobam maisters disertacieze muSaobis

SesaZlebloba ar misca. 1934 wels man swavla ganagrZo

frankfurtSi, 1939 wels ki hagenSi dabrunda mamamisis

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fabrikaSi samuSaod. 1940 wels savaldebulo samxedro

samsaxurSi gaiwvies, 1942 wels tyved Cavarda. gaTavisu-

flebis mere Sin dabrunda. 1950 wels swavla ganagrZo

haidelbergis universitetSi da scada nicSeze didi

xnis win dawyebuli disertaciis dasruleba, magram er-

Ti weli ar iyo gasuli, rom isev hagenSi dabrunda da ma-

mamisis fabrikaSi Seudga muSaobas. amis mere akademiu-

ri karieris gagrZelebaze aRar ufiqria. miuxedavad im-

isa, rom maisterma Tavisi pirveli poeturi krebuli

jer kidev 1992 wels gamosca, misi yvela umniSvnelova-

nesi krebuli 50-iani wlebis mere gamovida. is, aseve iyo

dramaturgi da mxatvari, periodulad ewyoboda misi

gamofenebi germaniis qalaqebSi. maisteri 1979 wels ga-

rdaicvala. am dros mas ukve miRebuli hqonda germani-

is araerTi mniSvnelovani premia. poetis Semoqmedeba-

ze didi gavlena iqonia nicSes da martin haidegeris na-

azrevma. maisteris filosofiuri lirika germanuli fi-

losofiuri poeziis gzas agrZelebs. 1981 wlidan ger-

maniaSi arsebobs misi saxelobis premia, romelic enis

winaSe gansakuTrebuli pasuxismgeblobisTvis or-sam

weliwadSi erTxel eniWebaT germanel poetebs.

paul celani 1920 wels daibada CernovicSi (maSin rumi-

neTis, amjerad ki ukrainis teritoriaze), germanule-

novani ebraelebis ojaxSi. is jer germanul, mere ki eb-

raul, ruminul da ukrainul gimnaziebSi swavlobda.

1938 wels medicinis Sesaswavlad safrangeTSi gaemgza-

vra, magram erT weliwadSi kvlav rumineTs daubrunda

da romanistikis swavlas Seudga. 1940 wels CernovicSi

sabWoTa jarebi Sevidnen, 1941 wels ki bukovina da misi

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dedaqalaqi germanelebma daipyres. 1942 wels celanis

mSoblebi transnistriis sakoncentracio banakSi gada-

iyvanes, sadac mamamisi tifma imsxverpla, dedamisi ki

daxvrites. TviTon celani 1943 wlamde iZulebiT samu-

Saoebs asrulebda SromiT banakebSi. rusebis mier rumi-

neTis aRebis mere is CernovicSi dabrunda da iZulebiT

Sewyvetili swavla ganagrZo. maleve gadavida saswav-

leblad buqarestSi, 1947 wels ki avstriaSi gaiqca, said-

anac parizSi gadavida sacxovreblad. celani Tavs, Zir-

iTadad, TargmanebiT irCenda (igi rusuli, franguli

da ruminuli poeziis kongenialuri Targmanebis avto-

ria). poetis materialuri mdgomareobis stabiluroba-

Si didi rols asrulebda misi meuRle, ZirZveli frangi

aristokratebis Camomavali Jizel lestranJi. 60-iani

wlebis mere celanis sulieri mdgomareoba ukidures-

ad gamwvavda. man ramdenjerme scada Tavis mokvla, go-

nebis dabindvis momentebSi ki saSiSroebas uqmnida

col-Svilsis sicocxlesac. ramdenjerme iyo stacion-

irebuli fsiqiatriul klinikaSi. 1970 wels man Tavi da-

ixrCo senaSi. celanis Semoqmedeba frangi simboliste-

bis da georg Traklis esTetikidan amoizarda. misi poe-

turi azrovnebis wyobaze da, saerTod, fundamenturi

poeturi yofierebis mismier gagebaze gadamwyveti gav-

lena iqonia fridrix holderlinis da rainer maria ri-

lkes cxovrebam da Semoqmedebam, aseve – martin haide-

geris filosofiam.

hans magnus encensbergeri 1929 wels daibada kaufboi-

renSi. misi saskolo wlebi meore msoflio omis mimdi-

nareobas daemTxva. omis mere, roca simwifis atestati

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aiRo, sakuTari Tavis da ojaxis (maT Soris - ori umcro-

si Zmis) sarCenad Sav bazarze vaWroba, barmenoba da Tar-

jimnoba uwevda. "germaneli xalxis saswavlo fondis"

stipendiis mopovebam SesaZlebloba misca, literatu-

raTmcodneoba da filosofia Seeswavla erlangenSi,

fraiburgSi, breslauSi, hamburgsa da parizSi (sorbon-

Si). 1955 wels daicva sadoqtoro disertacia, 1957 wels

gamoaqveyna Tavisi pirveli poeturi krebuli "mgleb-

is dacva", romelmac mas udidesi warmateba moupova jer

germaniaSi, mere ki – mTel evropaSi. amave wels,

rogorc Tavisufali mwerali, gaemgzavra norvegiaSi,

1959 wels ki – romSi. 1963 wels, 33 wlis asakSi, miiRo

germaniis umaRlesi literaturuli jildo – georg

biuxneris premia. 1968 wels, ueslianis universitetis

(koneqtikuti) stipendiatma encensbergerma, amerikis

sagareo politikis mimarT protestis niSnad, stipen-

diaze uari Tqva da kubaSi Cavida, sadac erTi weli

dahyo. 70-ian wlebSi man, frankfurtis kritikuli sko-

lis gavleniT, Camoayaliba mediis kritikuli Teoria,

romelsac dRemde ar daukargavs aqtualoba. miCneulia,

rom encensbergeris politikurma lirikam saukeTesod

gaagrZela brextis tradicia, misma esseisturma naaz-

revma ki germaniis inteleqtualur cxovrebaze arse-

biTi xasiaTis zegavlena moaxdina. encensbergeri aseve

cnobilia, rogorc gamomcemeli da mTargmneli, drama-

turgi da literaturul-saganmanaTleblo proeqteb-

is avtori.

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sarCevi

georg Trakli

Semodgomaze 7Cemi guli saRamoobiT 8glexebi 9sicocxlis suli 10tyispiri 11samaxsovro Canawerebis Zvel wignSi 13gardasaxva 14kacobrioba 15De profundis 16fsalmuni 18sikvdilis siaxlove 21amin 22mwuxris simRera 23Ramis simRera 24heliani 25bavSvoba 31Jamni 33gzad 35sanaxi 37yrma elisisadmi 38elisi 39hohenburgi 41sebastiane sizmrad 42WaobTan 46

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gazafxulze 47saRamo lansSi 48berTamTaze 49kaspar hauzeris simRera 50RamiT 52simSvide da mdumareba 53anifi 54dabadeba 56aRsasruli 57siyrmis Jams gardacvlilisadmi 58mwuxri sulisa 60Camavali mxaris simRera 61feriscvaleba 63Tbili mSrali qari 64mgzavri 65karl krausi 66dadumebulTadmi 67vneba 68sikvdilis Svidi sagalobeli 70zamTris Rame 72gansawmendeli 73mze 75datyvevebuli SaSvis galoba 76zafxuli 77weliwadi 78daisis mxare 79sulis gazafxuli 82bnelSi 84

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micvalebulis galoba 85helbrunSi 87guli 88Zili 90avdari 91saRamo 93Rame 94naRveli 96Sin dabruneba 97gvrini 98grodeki 99

hans arpi

Strasburguli konfiguracia 103vai Cveni keTili kaspari mokvda... 106varskvlavebidan Savi qarebi jaWvebiviT... 108didgvarovani qalbatoni sazeimod tumbavs... 109gadaylapuli biWunebi... 110rkinis tolCebidan... 111foTlovan tyeebSi... 112wammzomi 113saWiroeba 114dabneuli angelozebis saqmeni da uxamsobani 115vardebi miabijeben faifuris quCebze 117adamiani fleitistia 118sibnele xdeba ufro bneli 120vake 121tyviis brtyeli Rrubeli 123

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Tojinebi 125adamianebi 129Tagvebi da katebi 135sad 137momzirali 138samwuxarod ara 139Who is who 140adamians exeba saqme 142locva 144daiwyo... 145ocnebis maradiuli yvavilebi 146

ernst maisteri

adamianTa monologi 151L’HOME MACHINE BLEUE II 152mokakvuli 153sibnele 154sigrile 155yvelaferi sakuTar Tavs dafuZnebia... 156melanqolia 157yvirilis pirveli galaReba 158didi xuTSabaTi 160xelCarTuli Setakeba vardebis velze 162boselSi b.-sTan 163kurdRlebis zamTari 165Tevzis daqucmaceba 167Calis Taiguli 168garmonis nakecebSi 169

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dadgeba dro da is kata SenSi... 171APRÈS APRÈSLUDE 172warmoTqvams bavSvi 173sxva saxli damxvda 174axla 176lurji feri 178FERMATE 179adgilobrivi 180uceb 181mwyemsi qali 182me vnaxe 183mexsiereba 184andaza 186me 187daculi da gamomwyvdeuli 188Senamoqmedis zeca 189sanapiro 190mwuxareba 191gadmoTqrialda koconidan... 192icinodnen... 193sidample dasturyofilia... 194zogjer... 195rac RmerTni iyvnen erT dros, isini... 196viyavi samwyso 197nayvinTaveb quxilTa mere 198Cveneba 199dakiTxva 200mTvare 201

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SesaZlod myudro 202zamTriseuli 203ubralo Sesaqme 204bavSvi 205im harmoniaSi 206miwas ar ZaluZs metyveleba 207morieli 208Ramurebis stvena 209frinvelTRrubeli 210Calis sinaTle 211SaSvi 212Rameuli 214Tqven, titebo, nargizebo 216Tanamdevi varskvlavi 217me vityvi mosvlas 218ostatni ki ase ityvian 219namdvili sufra 220qvaTa sunTqva 221droni 222swored rom droa... 223Sen, vinc ar gici, Seni iyos... 224etiudebi (amonaridi) 225magram es aris 229am adgilebSi 231azrovneba, zurmuxtisferi... 232Zveli motivi 233etiudi 234metyveleba da dumili 235

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adamianTa simRera 236saimedooba 237aq – rogor vcxovrob... 238zeca... 239gana Sen gadaevlebodi... 240SuadRe, didi... 241ial-kiali... 242movawesrigeb Cems sawols... 243Cemiv sawolSi... 244cisartyela... 245TaRSi... 246zecismieri... 247marTlac da metad... 248araferia... 249rameTu yvelaferi ase miedineba 250xelmeored... 251Sen, sikvdilze... 252bolos... 253zRvis kideze... 254is, tani... 255aq... 256mexsiereba, dawerili... 257kerZi... 258Cven siSoreTa wyalobiT... 259maradisoba... 260Txroba... 261me ver gavigeb... 262yofierebad wodebul... 263

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Sen, miwao, aRsavseo TavisqalebiT... 264

paul celani

Savi fifqebi 269amaod xatav sarkmelze gulebs... 271mariana 272qonis sanTeli 273dro-JamiT xelebmovsebuli... 274SuaRame 275TeTrad mogiCans bnelSi tani, xeo verxvisa... 276qviSa urnebidan 277RrWiali rkinis qalamnebisa... 278bneli Tvali seqtemberSi 279qva zRvidan 280safrangeTis gaxseneba 281SeCrdiluli qalbatonis simRera 282elva Ramisa 284weliwadebi SeniT Cemamde 285siSoris qeba 286mTeli cxovreba 287gvian da Rrmad 288Corona 290sikvdilis fuga 291yaribobisas 294egvipteSi 295nebelhornSi 296silurjes, jerac misi Tvalis maZiebels... 297vinc, SensaviT da yvela mtrediviT... 298

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cecxlis naWdevi 299vinc guls mkerdidan Ramisaken aaswrafebs... 300broli 301sudara 302Ria zRvaSi 303marto var, mwife siSavbneliT savse WiqaSi... 304tolCebi 305yovelTvis-sa da arasdros-s Soris... 306ase viZineb, xolo Tvali mrCeba fxizeli... 307ise Secvlilxar, sxva xar iseTi... 308saimedo cixesimagre 309wamoiSala uTeTresad mtredebis gundi... 310Zili da sakvebi 311Tanamgzavri 312Tvalebi... 313maradisoba 314zvirTcema 315gulebidan da Tavebidan... 316daucxromelo gulo, visTvisac... 317TiTqos varcxnides qalis cxedars... 318raki, sityvebiT dabrmavebuli... 319landSafti 320siCumev! 321wyali da cecxli 322daTvale nuSi... 324msmenoda 325najaxebiT moTamaSe 326taxad saxuli 327

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asizeli 328cvalebadi gasaRebiT 330aq 331naturmorti 332da mSvenieri 333tyiani 334mwuxri sityvaTa 335ferdobi 336vici 337mindvrebi 338xsovna 339RamiT daberili 340pol eluaris saxsovari 342SiboleTi 343Cven gxedavT 345kenotafi 346Tqvi Senc 347JamwiTeli tuCebiT 349Argumentum e Silentio 351mevenaxeni 353TENEBRAE 355yvavili 357siTeTre da simsubuqe 358Tovlis sawoli 360Rame 361xeli 362landSaftis Canaxati 363viwrodwarmarTva 364

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miwa hgiebda maTSi, da... 372sityva Sesaxeb siRrmis-ken-svlisa... 373Rvinos da gauCinarebas... 374ciurixi, kafe “yaryati” 375samidan mesame, oTxidan meoTxe 377mere ramdeni varskvlaveTi... 378Seni... 380oriv xelisken, mezrdebodnen... 381Tormeti weli 383gavedi yvela Cemi fiqriT... 384Semodgomis utyvi sunebi... 385fsalmuni 386tiubingeni, ianvari 387qimiuri 388manaTobeli xe 390kaWari 392es... 393MANDORLA 394aravisad mikruli loyiT... 395naTelni... 397anabazisi 398satyorcni joxi, sunTqvis gzebze... 400dRisiT 401ufleba gaqvs, TovliT... 402ardasizmrulis mier nadevni... 403karis RreCoSi... 404mdinareebSi CrdiloeTiT mermisisa... 405Seni gviani saxis winaSe... 406

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dardswrafni ganmWol... 407ricxvebi, wnuli... 408savalni Seni xelis mtevnis... 409idge, CrdilSi... 410sifxizlis mier daCxverili Seni sizmari... 411ZafTamzeebi... 412sityvis natani, vulkanuri... 413gzamoSanTuli... 414navsadguri 415COAGULA 418paseqis kvamli, maRlamsrboli, Sigan nagzeviT... 419quxili: Tavad... 421lixtenbergisgan namemkvidrevi... 422Give The Word 424erTxel... 425momoxmaurSi, msgavsad Cveni dasawyisisa... 426Lyon, Les Archers 427Sen iyavi Cemi sikvdili... 428irlandiuri 429nami. xolo me SenTan viweq, Sen, nagavSi... 430Zalauflebis, Zlierebis sameufoni... 431miaWenebda Rame, is ki gons mosuliyo... 432CemSi Tavs rogor gadaiSeneb... 433me jerac ZalmiZs Seni danaxva: eqosi... 434maradisobebs mis saxeSi... 435damSvidobebiTdafoTlili irlandieli... 436damdgari weli... 437

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hans magnus encensbergeri

utopia 441Hôtel Fraternité 443gamarjveba 444ufrosklaselTa sakiTxav wignSi 445mglebis dacva kravebisgan 446qveynis ena 448leqsi leqsebis armkiTxvelTaTvis 456viTomgardacvlilni 458brmad 460moZRvreba sityvaTwarmoebis Sesaxeb 462tusaRi 464mZinare zeinkali 465meniu 467Camera Obscura 469qvis magidaze 471sxva 473bibliografia 474mSvidobiani kacis saflavze 476Middle Class Blues 477eWvebi 479siyvarulis datireba 482gauCinarebulni 483Suqura 484istoriuli procesi 486liqenTuwyeba 487qaris moxelTeba 493Crdilsameufo 494

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silueti 496yvavilebis dResaswauli 497carieli saxli 500Sav-TeTri naxati 502xelaxali aRzrdis sirTuleTa gamo 503samSvidobo kongresi 505sixaruli 507Sinagani cxovreba 508erTi-meoris miyolebiT 510gaTanabreba 512simRera imaze rac yvelafers exeba 514rondo 517ori Secdoma 518saymawvilo avadmyofobebi 519Cveulebis Zala 520Hommage à Gödel 522h. m. encensbergeris SeniSvnebi 524

mTargmnelis miZRvnebi 526cnobebi avtorTa Sesaxeb 527

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INHALT

GEORG TRAKLIm Herbst 7Zu Abend mein Herz 8Die Bauern 9Seele des Lebens 10Winkel am Wald 11In ein altes Stammbuch 13Verwandlung 14Menschheit 15De profundis 16Psalm 18Nähe des Todes 21Amen 22Abendlied 23Nachtlied 24Helian 25Kindheit 31Stundenlied 33Unterwegs 35Landschaft 37An den Knaben Elis 38Elis 39Hohenburg 41Sebastian im Traum 42Am Moor 46Im Frühling 47Abend in Lans 48

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Am Mönchsberg 49Kaspar Hauser Lied 50Nachts 52Ruh und Schweigen 53Anif 54Geburt 56Untergang 57An einen Frühverstorbenen 58Geistliche Dämmerung 60Abendländisches Lied 61Verklärung 63Föhn 64Der Wanderer 65Karl Kraus 66An die Verstummten 67Passion 68Siebengesang des Todes 70Winternacht 72Vorhölle 73Die Sonne 75Gesang einer gefangenen Amsel 76Sommer 77Jahr 78Abendland 79Frühling der Seele 82Im Dunkel 84Gesang des Abgeschiedenen 85In Hellbrunn 87Das Herz 88Der Schlaf 90

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Das Gewitter 91Der Abend 93Die Nacht 94Die Schwermut 96Die Heimkehr 97Klage 98Grodek 99

HANS ARPstrassburgkonfiguration 103weh unser guter kaspar ist tot… 106schwarze winde hängen wie ketten von den sternen… 108verschlungene knaben blasen das wunderhorn… 109lachende tiere schäumen aus eisernen kannen… 110in den laubwäldern zirpen die laubsägen… 111Sekundenzeiger 113die notendurft 114unwesen und treiben verwirrter engel 115Rosen schreiten auf Straßen aus Porzellan 117Der Mensch ist ein Flötenbläser 118Dunkler wird das Dunkle 120Die Ebene 121Puppen 125Menschen 129Mäuse und Katzen 135Wo 137Der Sehmann 138Leider nein 139Who is who 140Um den Menschen handelt es sich 142

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Gebet 144das große endlose fest… 145Ewige Traumblumen 146

ERNST MEISTERMonolog der Menschen 151L’HOMME MACHINE BLEUE II 152Der Gerückte 153Das Dunkel 154Die Kühle 155Alles beruht auf sich… 156Melancholie 157Ausflug des Schreis 158Gründonnerstag 160Nachkampf auf einem Rosenfeld 162Im Stalle zu B. 163Hasenwinter 165Streuung eines Fisches 167Aus Stroh ein Strauss 168In den Falten der Harmonika 169Einmal wird die Katze… 171APRÈS APERÈSLUDE 172Ein Kind sagt 173Es war da ein anderes Haus 174Jetzt 176Das Blau 178FERMATE 179Eingeboren 180Plötzlich 181Hirtin 182

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Ich sah 183Gedächtnis 184Sprichwort 186Das Ich 187Geborgen und gefangen 188Himmel der Kreatur 189Küste 190Schwermut 191Weisses Markt… 192Sie lachten… 193Verbrieft ist Moder… 194Manchmal… 195Was Götter waren einst… 196Ich war eine Herde 197Nach tunkenden Donnern 198Zeigen 199Verhör 200Mond 201Womöglich wohnlich 202Winterlich 203Einfache Schöpfung 204Ein Kind 205Auf jenen Harmonien 206Der Grund kann nicht reden 207Skorpion 208Das Pfeifen der Fledermäuse 209Vogelwolke 210Strohernes Licht 211Drossel 212Nächtlich 214

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Euch, Tulpen, Narzissen 216Stern der Reise 217Ich sage Ankunft 218Die Meister aber sagen 219Wirkliche Tafel 220Atem der Steine 221Zeiten 222Es ist die Stunde… 223Den ich nicht weiss, nimm du… 224Etüden (Auszug) 225Es ist aber 229Hierorts 231Denken, grün… 232Altes Motiv 233Etüde 234Reden und Schweigen 235Menschenlied 236Sicherheit 237Hier – wie… 238Himmel… 239Sprängest du denn… 240Mittag, großes… 241Das Geflimmer, das… 242Ich mache mein Bett… 243In meinem Bett… 244Regenbogen … 245In dem Gewölbe, dem… 246Das Himmlische… 247Wohl ein… 248Nichts… 249

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Denn alles geht so 250Sich nicht… 251Du mein… 252Am Ende sagt… 253Am Rande des Meers… 254Er ist, der Leib… 255Hier… 256Wiederholend… 257Eine Mahlzeit… 258Wir leben… 259Ewigkeit… 260Die Erzählung… 261Was Erde sei… 262Die Gestalt, die… 263Du Erde voller Schädel… 264

PAUL CELANSchwarze Flocken 269Umsonst malst du Herzen ans Fenster... 271Marianne 272Talglicht 273Die Hand voller Stunden, so kamst du zu mir – ich sprach... 274Halbnacht 275Espenbaum, dein Laub blickt weiß ins Dunkel... 276Der Sand aus den Urnen 277Ein Knirschen von eisernen Schuhn ist im Kirschbaum... 278Dunkles Aug im September 279Der Stein aus dem Meer 280Erinnerung an Frankreich 281Chanson einer Dame im Schatten 282

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Nachtstrahl 284Die Jahre von dir zu mir 285Lob der Ferne 286Das ganze Leben 287Spät und tief 288Corona 290Todesfuge 291Auf Reisen 294In Ägypten 295Ins Nebelhorn 296Vom Blau, das noch sein Auge sucht, trink ich als erster... 297Wer wie du und alle Tauben Tag und Abend... 298Brandmal 299Wer sein Herz aus der Brust reißt zur Nacht 300Kristall 301Totenhemd 302Auf hoher See 303Ich bin allein, ich stell die Aschenblume 304Die Krüge 305Nachts, wenn das Pendel der Liebe schwingt ... 306So schlafe, und mein Aug wird offen bleiben... 307So bist du denn geworden 308Die feste Burg 309Der Tauben weißeste flog auf: ich darf dich lieben!.. 310Schlaf und Speise 311Der Reisekamerad 312Augen... 313Die Ewigkeit 314Brandung 315Aus Herzen und Hirnen... 316

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Unstetes Herz, dem die Heide die Stadt baut... 317Sie kämmt ihr Haar wie mans den Toten kämmt... 318Da du geblendet von Worten... 319Landschaft 320Stille! 321Wasser und Feuer 322Zähle die Mandeln... 324Ich hörte Sagen 325Mit Äxten spielend 326In Gestalt eines Ebers 327Assisi 328Mit wechselndem Schlüssel 330Hier 331Stilleben 332Und das Schöne 333Waldig 334Abend der Worte 335Die Halde 336Ich weiss 337Die Felder 338Andenken 339Nächtlich geschürzt 340In Memoriam Paul Eluard 342Schibboleth 343Wir sehen dich 345Kenotaph 346Sprich auch du 347Mit zeitroten Lippen 349Argumentum e Silentio 351Die Winzer 353

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TENEBRAE 355Blume 357Weiss und leicht 358Schneebett 360Nacht 361Eine Hand 362Entwurf einer Landschaft 363Engführung 364Es war Erde in ihnen... 372Das Wort vom Zur-Tiefe-Gehen... 373Bei Wein und Verlorenheit, bei... 374Zürich, ZUM STORCHEN 375Selbdritt, selbviert 377Soviel Gestirne, die... 378Dein... 380Zu beiden Händen, da... 381Zwölf Jahre 383Mit allen Gedanken ging ich... 384Stumme Herbstgerüche... 385Psalm 386Tübingen, Jänner 387Chymisch 388Flimmerbaum 390Erratisch 392Es ist nicht mehr... 393MANDORLA 394An Niemand geschmiegt mit der Wange... 395Die hellen... 397Anabasis 398Ein Wurfholz, auf Atemwegen... 400

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Bei Tag 401Du Darfst mich getrost... 402Von ungeträumten geätzt... 403In die Rillen... 404In den Flüssen nördlich der Zukunft... 405Vor dein spätes Gesicht... 406Die schwermutsschnellen hindurch... 407Die Zahlen, im Bund... 408Wege im Schatten-Gebräch... 409Stehen, im Schatten... 410Dein vom Wachen stößiger Traum... 411Fadensonnen 412Wortaufschüttung, vulkanisch... 413Weggebeizt vom... 414Hafen 415COAGULA 418Osterqualm, flutend, mit... 419Ein Dröhnen: es ist... 421Lichtenbergs Zwölf mit dem Tischtuch... 422Give The Word 424Einmal... 425In den Geräuschen, wie unser Anfang... 426Lyon, Les Archers 427Du warst mein Tod... 428Irisch 429Tau. Und ich lag mit dir, du, im Gemülle... 430Mächte, Gewalten… 431Ihn ritt die Nacht, er war zu sich gekommen... 432Wie du dich ausstirbst in mir… 433Ich kann dich noch sehn: ein Echo... 434

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Die Ewigkeiten fuhren... 435Die Irin, die abschiedsgefleckte... 436Das angebrochene Jahr... 437

HANS MAGNUS ENZENSBERGERUtopia 441Hôtel Fraternité 443Sieg der Weichseln 444Ins Lesebuch für die Oberstufe 445Verteidigung der Wölfe gegen die Lämmer 446Landessprache 448Gedichte für die Gedichte nicht lesen 456Die Scheintoten 458Blindlings 460Wortbildungslehre 462Der Gefangene 464Der schlafende Schlosser 465Küchenzettel 467Camera Obscura 469Auf einen steinernen Tisch 471Der Andere 473Bibliographie 474Auf das Grab eines friedlichen Mannes 476Middle Class Blues 477Zweifel 479Nänie auf die Liebe 482Die Verschwundenen 483Leuchtfeuer 484Historischer Prozeß 486Flechtenkunde 487

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Windgriff 493Schattenreich 494Schattenbild 496Das Blumenfest 497Das leere Haus 500Schwarz-Weiß-Zeichnung 502Über die Schwierigkeiten der Umerziehung 503Friedenskongreß 505Die Freude 507Innenleben 508Eins nach dem andern 510Ausgleich 512Lied von denen auf die alles zutrifft und die alles schon wissen 514Rondeau 517Zwei Fehler 518Kinderkrankheiten 519Die Macht der Gewohnheit 520Hommage à Gödel 522Bemerkungen von HME 524

WIDMUNGEN DES ÜBERSETZERS 526ÜBER DIE AUTOREN 527